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Sunday, July 19, 2009
Hello.
Im finally updating my blog.Sorry for the lack of updates.Anyway,i totally enjoyed my weekends despite a minor situation that manage to make me cry.Thanks eh to that someone.-.- When i was at granny house,it reminds me of the times when i was small.I hope i can go and visit granny again.
Friday:
School was okay.I did go to school with Syahidah.I also went home with her.Lets smile big big.lol.Religious class was also okay.I had two test on the same day next friday.Im kinda worried for it as next week i have a lot of tests to revise and i dont know whether i have the time to study for my religious class tests.Sigh.The worst thing is that for papers carry 100 marks.Oh boy.I hate it when it clashes with my school examinations.Uh.Okay nevermind.Shall make time for it.After religious class,i rushed rome to get my bag and head to granny's house.Daddy send.Fetched cousins along the way.Eventhough it was already late,we didnt sleep.Instead,we watch a movie on tv till one in the morning.Haha.I kinda slept first halfway during the movie.When i woke up,the movie was already over and my cousins was already asleep too.Hah.So we slept in the living for that night with bean bags around us.Haha.
Saturday:
Woke up early even though we are still sleepy.We woke up early cause we dont our day to wasted just by sleeping.LOL.We accompanied granny to the market like we always do when we were still small.I still remember how the vegetable aunty like me so much cause i look like chinese.Haha.After buying all the groceries.Had breakfast at the hawker centre.Its been awhile since i ate there.Went home feeling very tired.Watched tv for awhile and studied.Hah.Yes we studied.I brought my homeworks to do,poa and geography to revise.After that,we helped granny to cook.Haha.I just help in cutting the vegetables.Cause im scared of fire.Haha.Last time,while we were waiting for lunch to be prepared,my late grandad will always tell us stories about his love stories with granny.Granny will always smile or disagree with late grandad.Awwh,cute right?I miss my late grandad so much.Im sure my granny miss him even more.Kinda made a mess with the flour that was supposed to used to fry the chicken but we put it on our face instead.Hahaha.Im the naughty one, put it on granny face.Heheh.She wasnt angry at all.After lunch,nephew and niece came.So we went to the playground and play.I kinda fall while chasing my nephew.I dont know how i fall but yah it hurts alot.I fell on my back.When granny applied oil on my back,she told me that my back was swollen.Yeah,no wonder it hurts so much.I had trouble sleeping.Haha.
Sunday:
Time flies so fast when you are enjoying,dont you think so?It is already sunday so that means its time for me to go home.I stayed till lunch.After that,me and cousins meet at Causeway point to go to Atikah new house.Yeah she is having an open house and also a celebration for her 15th birthday.Before going to her house,accompanied the boys to buy presents for Atikah.For me and the girls,we already bought beforehand.They took a long time to buy a present.Haha.Went to her house.Help out to arrange the tables before the guests arrived.Soon the guest arrived.My family too.Atikah's house was so nice especially her room.Yeah,talk talk talk with her.Cut cake.Gave her the present.We left around 6 plus.Went home.Showered and rest.Dad surprised me with something.Hehe.Did my homework and watch tv.Dad played a video.That video was when we go on a holiday 7 years ago.Yes,2002.We laugh and laugh because of our silly actions when we were so small.I cant believe that i was so small when i was in primary 2.Lil brother was even smaller.He is so cute and very naughty.There is one part where we hold hands.Hahah.Cute seyy.Memories.7 years seems to pass very quickly.Yah thats all for my weekend.
Happy Birthday Atikah!!
Tomorrow start school already.Hmm.Kinda lazy to go to school knowing that there will be alot of tests coming up.I dont think i will update my blog so often for this week.I dont think i have time for it.My back still hurts yknow.Hope it is better by tomorrow.Okay thats all readers.Goodnight.
Im finally updating my blog.Sorry for the lack of updates.Anyway,i totally enjoyed my weekends despite a minor situation that manage to make me cry.Thanks eh to that someone.-.- When i was at granny house,it reminds me of the times when i was small.I hope i can go and visit granny again.
Friday:
School was okay.I did go to school with Syahidah.I also went home with her.Lets smile big big.lol.Religious class was also okay.I had two test on the same day next friday.Im kinda worried for it as next week i have a lot of tests to revise and i dont know whether i have the time to study for my religious class tests.Sigh.The worst thing is that for papers carry 100 marks.Oh boy.I hate it when it clashes with my school examinations.Uh.Okay nevermind.Shall make time for it.After religious class,i rushed rome to get my bag and head to granny's house.Daddy send.Fetched cousins along the way.Eventhough it was already late,we didnt sleep.Instead,we watch a movie on tv till one in the morning.Haha.I kinda slept first halfway during the movie.When i woke up,the movie was already over and my cousins was already asleep too.Hah.So we slept in the living for that night with bean bags around us.Haha.
Saturday:
Woke up early even though we are still sleepy.We woke up early cause we dont our day to wasted just by sleeping.LOL.We accompanied granny to the market like we always do when we were still small.I still remember how the vegetable aunty like me so much cause i look like chinese.Haha.After buying all the groceries.Had breakfast at the hawker centre.Its been awhile since i ate there.Went home feeling very tired.Watched tv for awhile and studied.Hah.Yes we studied.I brought my homeworks to do,poa and geography to revise.After that,we helped granny to cook.Haha.I just help in cutting the vegetables.Cause im scared of fire.Haha.Last time,while we were waiting for lunch to be prepared,my late grandad will always tell us stories about his love stories with granny.Granny will always smile or disagree with late grandad.Awwh,cute right?I miss my late grandad so much.Im sure my granny miss him even more.Kinda made a mess with the flour that was supposed to used to fry the chicken but we put it on our face instead.Hahaha.Im the naughty one, put it on granny face.Heheh.She wasnt angry at all.After lunch,nephew and niece came.So we went to the playground and play.I kinda fall while chasing my nephew.I dont know how i fall but yah it hurts alot.I fell on my back.When granny applied oil on my back,she told me that my back was swollen.Yeah,no wonder it hurts so much.I had trouble sleeping.Haha.
Sunday:
Time flies so fast when you are enjoying,dont you think so?It is already sunday so that means its time for me to go home.I stayed till lunch.After that,me and cousins meet at Causeway point to go to Atikah new house.Yeah she is having an open house and also a celebration for her 15th birthday.Before going to her house,accompanied the boys to buy presents for Atikah.For me and the girls,we already bought beforehand.They took a long time to buy a present.Haha.Went to her house.Help out to arrange the tables before the guests arrived.Soon the guest arrived.My family too.Atikah's house was so nice especially her room.Yeah,talk talk talk with her.Cut cake.Gave her the present.We left around 6 plus.Went home.Showered and rest.Dad surprised me with something.Hehe.Did my homework and watch tv.Dad played a video.That video was when we go on a holiday 7 years ago.Yes,2002.We laugh and laugh because of our silly actions when we were so small.I cant believe that i was so small when i was in primary 2.Lil brother was even smaller.He is so cute and very naughty.There is one part where we hold hands.Hahah.Cute seyy.Memories.7 years seems to pass very quickly.Yah thats all for my weekend.
Happy Birthday Atikah!!
Tomorrow start school already.Hmm.Kinda lazy to go to school knowing that there will be alot of tests coming up.I dont think i will update my blog so often for this week.I dont think i have time for it.My back still hurts yknow.Hope it is better by tomorrow.Okay thats all readers.Goodnight.
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11:12 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
hello
A short post today.I update my blog today cause I know I wont be blogging tomorrow cause I got religious class tomorrow and will be sleeping over at granny house.Yeay.Miss granny lotz.Haha.Cousins will be joining too.Double yeay.Haha.Cant wait to meet granny and give her a big hug.Hehe.
Today:
Went to school with Syahidah.She wasnt feeling very well.She got fever.She was sent home too and i was very very sad cause it has been three days straight since we go home together.Hope we can go home together tomorrow.She said she is coming tomorrow.Yeay again!Hehe.First period was PE.Played softball.Kinda fun when you know how to play.Right Afifah?Heh.Next was physics.Followed by recess.Stayed in class.Then it was three period of english.Did a brochure in a group.My group is called Chensulan and my group members is Weiqi,Jeiyi and Jerlynn.You might be wondering why our group is called Chensulan.Haha.There is a funny story behind it.Well at least to me,its funny.But im not going to elaborate on it.If you really want know,come and ask me okay?Haha.Mother tongue was next.Teacher never come but got assignment to do.Last period was Social Studies.I wasnt paying attention at all.Heheh.Went home with Wida.But I went to Lot 1 alone.So i went home alone after that.Reached home.Showered.Ate lunch and head for tuition.Revised on Binomial Theorem cause i got test tomorrow.I understand binomial theorem already but im not confident whether i can do the question or not.Teacher say its going to be difficult.Oh no.Im not hoping for an A or a B.But im hoping for at least a pass cause its not an easy chapter and i kinda missed some lesson due to ayg.After tuition,i did some more practices till i cannot do anymore.Haha.My brain too tired already.I am really really scared to do the test.No more 'F' for this term or next year.Please.Haha.
Its the third week of the term and there is alot of test coming next week.Time to study and study and study.Time flies so fast,dont you think so?I feel like it is still the second week of the term.Tsk tsk tsk.
Upcoming test-
17th July: Binomial Theorem Class Test
21th July: E Maths Trigonometry+ Mid year topics Level test(Ohno!)
23th July: Geography test
24th July: POA common test(oh no!)
30th July: English(Comprehension+summary) level test.
(there is one more A maths binomial and quadratics level test coming up but i dont know when)
Upcoming birthday-
19th July-Atikaaaah!
27th July- Athirah(miss her lotz)
28th July- Farah
31th July- Amira! and WJ!
A short post today.I update my blog today cause I know I wont be blogging tomorrow cause I got religious class tomorrow and will be sleeping over at granny house.Yeay.Miss granny lotz.Haha.Cousins will be joining too.Double yeay.Haha.Cant wait to meet granny and give her a big hug.Hehe.
Today:
Went to school with Syahidah.She wasnt feeling very well.She got fever.She was sent home too and i was very very sad cause it has been three days straight since we go home together.Hope we can go home together tomorrow.She said she is coming tomorrow.Yeay again!Hehe.First period was PE.Played softball.Kinda fun when you know how to play.Right Afifah?Heh.Next was physics.Followed by recess.Stayed in class.Then it was three period of english.Did a brochure in a group.My group is called Chensulan and my group members is Weiqi,Jeiyi and Jerlynn.You might be wondering why our group is called Chensulan.Haha.There is a funny story behind it.Well at least to me,its funny.But im not going to elaborate on it.If you really want know,come and ask me okay?Haha.Mother tongue was next.Teacher never come but got assignment to do.Last period was Social Studies.I wasnt paying attention at all.Heheh.Went home with Wida.But I went to Lot 1 alone.So i went home alone after that.Reached home.Showered.Ate lunch and head for tuition.Revised on Binomial Theorem cause i got test tomorrow.I understand binomial theorem already but im not confident whether i can do the question or not.Teacher say its going to be difficult.Oh no.Im not hoping for an A or a B.But im hoping for at least a pass cause its not an easy chapter and i kinda missed some lesson due to ayg.After tuition,i did some more practices till i cannot do anymore.Haha.My brain too tired already.I am really really scared to do the test.No more 'F' for this term or next year.Please.Haha.
Its the third week of the term and there is alot of test coming next week.Time to study and study and study.Time flies so fast,dont you think so?I feel like it is still the second week of the term.Tsk tsk tsk.
Upcoming test-
17th July: Binomial Theorem Class Test
21th July: E Maths Trigonometry+ Mid year topics Level test(Ohno!)
23th July: Geography test
24th July: POA common test(oh no!)
30th July: English(Comprehension+summary) level test.
(there is one more A maths binomial and quadratics level test coming up but i dont know when)
Upcoming birthday-
19th July-Atikaaaah!
27th July- Athirah(miss her lotz)
28th July- Farah
31th July- Amira! and WJ!
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9:00 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Hello.
I promised Syahidah that i will update my blog today.So here i am.Hehe.Will update about today and yesterday so that my post wont be that short.
Yesterday:
I swear yesterday was the happiest day I ever had of this term.LOL.Maybe because of the things that had happened recently kinda make me sad so I wasnt as cheerful as i was usually.So now,i will start a fresh and will learn not to let others affect my mood.Just like what Syahidah had advised me.Hehe.Okay back to yesterday.lol.Hmm,went to school with Syahidah.I know im okay cause i started talking craps to her like i always do when we were going to school.Heh.First period is A maths.Followed by Social Studies.Then it was recess.Had the same recess as Syahidah.Odd week timetable not fun cause i only had one day of same recess with Syahidah.But for even week,there are three days of same recess.In a row somemore.LoL.Anyway,eventhough i was fasting yesterday,i insist that Syahidah eat as i dont want her to go hungry.So accompanied her to the canteen.Taught Syahidah on trigo.After recess was geography.Then mother tongue.Im jealous that Syahidah is having fun in her class with Cikgu Ahmad as their teacher.Not fair.Haha.POA was next and last but not least E maths to end the day.Accompanied Syahidah to the lrt as i did not go home with her yesterday.Stayed back with Afifah.Good cause i can make the time fly by faster.Hahah.Went home.Showered and did my homework while waiting for break fast time.Finally,break my fast.Continue to do homework.Thats all for yesterday.
Today:
Still a great day.It was raining heavily in the morning.The moment i was under my block,it started raining and i didnt bring my umbrella.I was kinda of lazy to go back to my house just to take an umbrella.Therefore,i was a little bit wet.But when i wanted to make my way to the lrt station,the rain got more heavier and i was even more wet.It was really really cold.Haha.Okay.Went to school with Syahidah.When we were walking to school,it was still raining,Syahidah brought her umbrella.I didnt want to use the umbrella but she insist.Haha.But but i escaped from her clutches for a little while in school.Haha.The day started with english.Did vocab.Mother tongue was next.Followed by recess.Still fasting today.Then it was POA.Followed by 3 period of maths.Yeah.Did cosine rule.Lastly,had chemistry lesson in the chem lab.Did the acid and alkali thingy.School ended.Again,i didnt go back with Syahidah as I got POA remedial.Even after the remedial,i still dont understand.Will ask Syahidah to teach me.Hehe.Went home feeling very tired.Showered and read my book.Break my fast.Finally,my debt has been cleared.Alhamdulilah.Did my homework.Yeah,im kinda angry with lil bro as he broke my Frasia's leg.But it wasnt on purpose so its okay.I dont blame him.Now my Frasia is injured.Awwh,poor thing.I put tape around the leg.Haha.I will ask mummy to knit it tomorrow.Haha.
Well I hope tomorrow will be another better day.Goodnight readers.(:
I promised Syahidah that i will update my blog today.So here i am.Hehe.Will update about today and yesterday so that my post wont be that short.
Yesterday:
I swear yesterday was the happiest day I ever had of this term.LOL.Maybe because of the things that had happened recently kinda make me sad so I wasnt as cheerful as i was usually.So now,i will start a fresh and will learn not to let others affect my mood.Just like what Syahidah had advised me.Hehe.Okay back to yesterday.lol.Hmm,went to school with Syahidah.I know im okay cause i started talking craps to her like i always do when we were going to school.Heh.First period is A maths.Followed by Social Studies.Then it was recess.Had the same recess as Syahidah.Odd week timetable not fun cause i only had one day of same recess with Syahidah.But for even week,there are three days of same recess.In a row somemore.LoL.Anyway,eventhough i was fasting yesterday,i insist that Syahidah eat as i dont want her to go hungry.So accompanied her to the canteen.Taught Syahidah on trigo.After recess was geography.Then mother tongue.Im jealous that Syahidah is having fun in her class with Cikgu Ahmad as their teacher.Not fair.Haha.POA was next and last but not least E maths to end the day.Accompanied Syahidah to the lrt as i did not go home with her yesterday.Stayed back with Afifah.Good cause i can make the time fly by faster.Hahah.Went home.Showered and did my homework while waiting for break fast time.Finally,break my fast.Continue to do homework.Thats all for yesterday.
Today:
Still a great day.It was raining heavily in the morning.The moment i was under my block,it started raining and i didnt bring my umbrella.I was kinda of lazy to go back to my house just to take an umbrella.Therefore,i was a little bit wet.But when i wanted to make my way to the lrt station,the rain got more heavier and i was even more wet.It was really really cold.Haha.Okay.Went to school with Syahidah.When we were walking to school,it was still raining,Syahidah brought her umbrella.I didnt want to use the umbrella but she insist.Haha.But but i escaped from her clutches for a little while in school.Haha.The day started with english.Did vocab.Mother tongue was next.Followed by recess.Still fasting today.Then it was POA.Followed by 3 period of maths.Yeah.Did cosine rule.Lastly,had chemistry lesson in the chem lab.Did the acid and alkali thingy.School ended.Again,i didnt go back with Syahidah as I got POA remedial.Even after the remedial,i still dont understand.Will ask Syahidah to teach me.Hehe.Went home feeling very tired.Showered and read my book.Break my fast.Finally,my debt has been cleared.Alhamdulilah.Did my homework.Yeah,im kinda angry with lil bro as he broke my Frasia's leg.But it wasnt on purpose so its okay.I dont blame him.Now my Frasia is injured.Awwh,poor thing.I put tape around the leg.Haha.I will ask mummy to knit it tomorrow.Haha.
Well I hope tomorrow will be another better day.Goodnight readers.(:
9:59 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
Hello.
Today's day was quite tiring.I think the only reason to that is because im fasting and its quite a warm day.Anyway,today was not quite a good day eventhough it started quite well with some laughters with Syahidah and Wida but the day ended with hmm..sad(?)But whatever it is,im trying to forget about it.
Sunday:
Nothing much happen yesterday.Oh yah,I am so angry that another of my footwear was stolen again!Yeah,i was really angry.This is so not the first time.I was wondering out of so many footwears in this block,why mine?Uh.Luckily,it was not the sandals from WJ that was being stolen.Lesson learnt.From today onwards,i will put all my footwears inside the house.Be it new or old.I just don't want any of my stuffs to be stolen again.Uh.Enough about that.I also went to the library to borrow some books.I started reading the moment i reached home,forgetting all about the uncompleted homeworks.The malay novel was really sad.I cried cause it kinda reminded me of my own similar situation.After reading it halfway,i stopped and did my homeworks.Done and continued reading.So,i kinda spent the whole day reading.And yah,when i was walking to my room while reading,i kinda slip on my brother shirt and i fell down.There was no cuts or bruises.I was lucky.But i do experience some pains on my elbow.I didnt care about it as i thought that it will go away soon.
Monday:
Today.I woke up early today eventhough i could wake up later as school start late today.But I couldnt sleep at all yesterday.I keep waking up every one hour.When i woke up at 6,I wanted to shower but my head was too heavy so i decided to sleep in a little while longer.Mum woke me after 45 minutes.Showered and prepare to go to school.Met Wida,Afifah and Hayyu at the bus stop.Went to school with Syahidah.My elbow started hurting.The day started with POA.Learnt a new chapter eventhough i barely understand the previous chapter.Next was chemistry.Only one period.Recess.Stayed in class with wida and afifah.Did my physics.After recess was A maths.Learnt a new chapter,A maths trigo.So that means there will a test on the previous chapter,binomial theorem,which i barely understand too.I keep making mistakes and keep applying wrong formula to the wrong questions.Uh.The test will be on this friday and there will be another test on E maths trigo,next week.Sigh.Then it was CME.Slacked.Geography,almost fall asleep but tried to keep myself awake and pay attention.School ended and i went home with Syahidah.At home,while waiting for the time to pass,i finished reading my book and went to read my another book.Did my homework too.And finally,it was time to break fast.Mum cooked a delicious western meal.Yum yum.(: I went to the nearby shop to some things.While walking down the stairs,i was using my phone.I know i wasnt supposed to do that.So i kinda sprained my ankle.Hah!Its not that bad actually.I could still walk eventhough it is pain.Okay.Thats all i guess.Byebye.
I give up.Yes i gave up on you.I have no more strength to know whats going on already.I already heard what you have said.Somehow i couldnt believe it but its true.I thought about it and i come to a decision.I will forget about everything.I will stop asking myself silly questions.Instead,i will let the nature take its course.Whether or not things will be the same,i dont know.I will leave it all to Allah.All i wanr is to lead a proper and happy life.I dont want any of friends to worry about me anymore.I will be strong and face the outcomes.Insya'allah.
Ya Allah,Kau berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk menerusi hidup yang penuh dengan ujian ini.Amin.
Today's day was quite tiring.I think the only reason to that is because im fasting and its quite a warm day.Anyway,today was not quite a good day eventhough it started quite well with some laughters with Syahidah and Wida but the day ended with hmm..sad(?)But whatever it is,im trying to forget about it.
Sunday:
Nothing much happen yesterday.Oh yah,I am so angry that another of my footwear was stolen again!Yeah,i was really angry.This is so not the first time.I was wondering out of so many footwears in this block,why mine?Uh.Luckily,it was not the sandals from WJ that was being stolen.Lesson learnt.From today onwards,i will put all my footwears inside the house.Be it new or old.I just don't want any of my stuffs to be stolen again.Uh.Enough about that.I also went to the library to borrow some books.I started reading the moment i reached home,forgetting all about the uncompleted homeworks.The malay novel was really sad.I cried cause it kinda reminded me of my own similar situation.After reading it halfway,i stopped and did my homeworks.Done and continued reading.So,i kinda spent the whole day reading.And yah,when i was walking to my room while reading,i kinda slip on my brother shirt and i fell down.There was no cuts or bruises.I was lucky.But i do experience some pains on my elbow.I didnt care about it as i thought that it will go away soon.
Monday:
Today.I woke up early today eventhough i could wake up later as school start late today.But I couldnt sleep at all yesterday.I keep waking up every one hour.When i woke up at 6,I wanted to shower but my head was too heavy so i decided to sleep in a little while longer.Mum woke me after 45 minutes.Showered and prepare to go to school.Met Wida,Afifah and Hayyu at the bus stop.Went to school with Syahidah.My elbow started hurting.The day started with POA.Learnt a new chapter eventhough i barely understand the previous chapter.Next was chemistry.Only one period.Recess.Stayed in class with wida and afifah.Did my physics.After recess was A maths.Learnt a new chapter,A maths trigo.So that means there will a test on the previous chapter,binomial theorem,which i barely understand too.I keep making mistakes and keep applying wrong formula to the wrong questions.Uh.The test will be on this friday and there will be another test on E maths trigo,next week.Sigh.Then it was CME.Slacked.Geography,almost fall asleep but tried to keep myself awake and pay attention.School ended and i went home with Syahidah.At home,while waiting for the time to pass,i finished reading my book and went to read my another book.Did my homework too.And finally,it was time to break fast.Mum cooked a delicious western meal.Yum yum.(: I went to the nearby shop to some things.While walking down the stairs,i was using my phone.I know i wasnt supposed to do that.So i kinda sprained my ankle.Hah!Its not that bad actually.I could still walk eventhough it is pain.Okay.Thats all i guess.Byebye.
I give up.Yes i gave up on you.I have no more strength to know whats going on already.I already heard what you have said.Somehow i couldnt believe it but its true.I thought about it and i come to a decision.I will forget about everything.I will stop asking myself silly questions.Instead,i will let the nature take its course.Whether or not things will be the same,i dont know.I will leave it all to Allah.All i wanr is to lead a proper and happy life.I dont want any of friends to worry about me anymore.I will be strong and face the outcomes.Insya'allah.
Ya Allah,Kau berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk menerusi hidup yang penuh dengan ujian ini.Amin.
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9:48 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Afifah and me.
Frasia!AYG mascotHello.
These are the two photos from yesterday event which i finally manage to upload successfully.The other photos,hmm,still cant.Sigh.Okay,hmm,its been a few days since i last posted.Sorry about that.
Thursday:
Hmm, nothing much to elaborate on.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Was slightly late but it doesnt matter anyway.Lessons was great as most of the teachers did not attend for the lessons.Had recess with Syahidah.(: Had AYG meeting after school.Went home.Thats all i guess.
Friday:
Tiring day for me.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Had mother tongue for the first two periods.Followed by A maths.Im struggling in A maths now as i missed some of the lessons due to Ayg.Hope i can catch up soon.Next was POA.Im struggling too.This time,its worst as i dont even understand a single thing.Hope the make up class on next wednesday will help me.Had recess with Syahidah^^. Last two periods of the day is E maths.The day ended.Went to Lot 1 to buy lunch.The surroundings in lot 1 somehow reminded me of my bestfriend which makes me cry.Sigh.Okay lets not talk about it.Went home.Eat lunch and showered after that.Meet up with Afifah to go to the AYG appreciation night.Meet up with the rest at Kallang.Reached there.Collect tickets and our goodie bags.Inside the goodie bag got snacks,drinks and FRASIA!Yeahh,we get Frasia.Went in to the indoor stadium.While waiting for the concert to start,took pictures,munching on the snacks and playing with Frasia.The concert start off with some speeches and then there was a performance by Amni Musfirah.She sang the AYG theme song.Her voice is damn nice.Then,there was another performance by Stephanie Sun.Yeah Stephanie Sun.We get to watch her concert for free.She sang alot alot alot of songs.Chinese songs and one english song.I wonder when will she ever get tired.In the middle of Stephanie Sun concert,Hartono(?) sang too.He damn hot.Hah!We went home even before the concert was over.Around 10 plus.My head was already spinning at that time.Went home by MRT.I kinda slept while standing.Alighted at Yew Tee with Afifah.Walked home alone.It was dark but got some lights.The shadows of the tree really scares.But i just keep walking and look straight.I did not panicked or run.However,in my heart,i was like praying and praying and praying.I was really scared.I was relieved when i reached home.Everybody was already asleep.Of course,as it was already 12 midnight when i reach home.I took a shower and went straight to bed.I was feeling really really tired.I slept at 12.45am and woke up at 2 in the morning.Why?Cause i got gastrics pain.Why?Cause i never eat properly for dinner.So i had problems sleeping.I just drank water and went back to sleep.
Today:
I woke up late today.Yeah.I was really tired.I spend the rest of the day at home,doing my homework and watching tv.Yeah it was boring.And I still havent complete some of my homeworks.Im left with Mother tongue and English.Thats all i have to say.Goodnight readers.
We used to talk together.We used to eat together.We used to laugh together.We used to do all the fun stuffs together.Where did all of these happy times gone to?Where?I want these times back.I want to be able to talk to you again.I want to approach you but im scared.Im even scared to say hi to you.Its like the both of us are avoiding each other.I thought i knew you well but i guess i dont.Thats why i thought this will never happened but it did.I guess i should have expected the unexpected.Sigh.I dont wish to cry everytime i think of you.I dont wish to make our best friend worry about me too.You know how she cares about the both of us.We used to have our arguments last time.But it was settled cause the both of us dont wish to make our bestfriend worried about us.But now,i dont know why it isnt settled yet?Its been two weeks.Will this silence between us be a forever one?Cause i dont want it to happened.I wish to know what is in your mind now.I wish to know why you are acting this way.I wish to know all the answers to my questions.But the important thing is that i wish you will be back to normal and the three of us will be together again.Sigh.
Labels: my fault
10:07 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Hello.
Hmm,a quick post before i go to sleep.
Today was not a good day but at least it ended with a smile and a laugh.Went to school alone.Reach school and rest my head on the table cause i was too tired.The day started with four periods of maths.That means i had two hours of both maths today instead of just 1 hr of one maths.It was quite tiring for me cause im already tired.I dont know about others.Mother Tongue was hmm, disaster?horrible?Not because of the new teacher.Not because of the class.But..nevermind.We are given a new project for CA2.Im in the same group with Huda,Hanna and Hetty.Ehk all 'H'.Recess was next.I didnt eat anything cause I didnt have appetite or rather i dont have the mood to eat.So i waited under the ramp for my friends to come which is at 11.30am.While waiting,hmm,at that point of time,I wished that Syahidah was there to console me with her words that she said to me whenever im feeling down.Sigh.Thanks Afifah,Wida,Dina and Fazira for comforting me.Took the bus to the hotel.Kinda sleep in the bus.Had lunch first before doing duty.A friend of mine kinda bullied me today and i cried.He apologised and i said it was not his fault cause im already sad before it.Did duty at the same place as yesterday.During break,i slept.I am really really tired.My friend sleep too.Didnt eat much for dinner cause i dont feel like eating too.Just ate soup and some fruits.The last 2 hours of the day was the best cause the guys keep entertaining me and my friend with their silly jokes which somehow make me forget about everything.Went home at 8pm.Showered and did my mother tongue homework.I guess thats about it.Byebye.
Hmm,a quick post before i go to sleep.
Today was not a good day but at least it ended with a smile and a laugh.Went to school alone.Reach school and rest my head on the table cause i was too tired.The day started with four periods of maths.That means i had two hours of both maths today instead of just 1 hr of one maths.It was quite tiring for me cause im already tired.I dont know about others.Mother Tongue was hmm, disaster?horrible?Not because of the new teacher.Not because of the class.But..nevermind.We are given a new project for CA2.Im in the same group with Huda,Hanna and Hetty.Ehk all 'H'.Recess was next.I didnt eat anything cause I didnt have appetite or rather i dont have the mood to eat.So i waited under the ramp for my friends to come which is at 11.30am.While waiting,hmm,at that point of time,I wished that Syahidah was there to console me with her words that she said to me whenever im feeling down.Sigh.Thanks Afifah,Wida,Dina and Fazira for comforting me.Took the bus to the hotel.Kinda sleep in the bus.Had lunch first before doing duty.A friend of mine kinda bullied me today and i cried.He apologised and i said it was not his fault cause im already sad before it.Did duty at the same place as yesterday.During break,i slept.I am really really tired.My friend sleep too.Didnt eat much for dinner cause i dont feel like eating too.Just ate soup and some fruits.The last 2 hours of the day was the best cause the guys keep entertaining me and my friend with their silly jokes which somehow make me forget about everything.Went home at 8pm.Showered and did my mother tongue homework.I guess thats about it.Byebye.
Labels: just one question, why?
10:10 PM
