this is real, this is me.

"HURT INSIDE AND OUTSIDE"

hello..
back posting...
sorie didnt post yesterday...
too hurt..haha

YESTERDAY
was forced to wake up early..
grr..
couldnt open eyes coz
again had a sleepless night
sms my dear afifah n D.H at night
D.H is really bugging me..
its becoz of D.H i couldnt sleep this past few nights..
gah!!
so slept at 3 am..
sobs2..)):
then wake up at 8am
5 hrs sleep is not enuf..hahaha
mus go buy breakfast..
its always me..
grrr..
after breakfast..
play comp..
i was damn bored...
everyday i keep doing the same thing..
its either the tv or the comp or my guitar..)):
i wan to go out!
haha..
play comp until 12 pm..
coz hav to let adeq play too
if not he cry...
hahaha...baby!
hehe..im such a bad sister...
hahaa...
so then at 1pm
go out..hang around at yew tee wif friends n cousins..
haha..biaser..

afifah syg msg me..

woohoo..

entertain afifah is jus the best

hahaha
then..have to face tat annoying bitch again...
hahaha...

i hav to face the consequences

haha

blue black all over

not pain

haha

didnt tell parents..

if not..GROUNDED...

hahaa

okay enuf of that..

so go home play comp for awhile..

chat wif hardy n afifah..my love ones..

hehehe...

then got guitar class..

ok..bla..bla..

then afifah msg..

in one day..

i dunnoe how many times me n her sms..

hahaha..

but i love talking to her..

she makes me go crazy..

woohoo!!

okay...blah..blah..

AT NIGHT

basically..did nth

but watch tv..

watch "80's rewind" if im not wrong..

heee..

then on comp for awhile until 9.30pm..

lazy to chat so offline..

then go watch "gol&gincu"

hehe...

was bored...

so sms afifah..

see..again..

hahaha...

but our conversation was not long

coz she have to go johor..

hehe..soo good..

go johor at night..

then dunnoe wat to do..

coz couldnt sleep again..

so entertain tat D.H..

until 3 am..

hahaha...

then sleep...hahha...finally...

TODAY

again..hav to wake up early..

bath... go shop...buy breakfast.

eat...play comp...

then watch tv..

today no guitar class..

woohoo...

hahaha..jkjk..

then now...

blogging..

currently chatting wif dina,amran,shafiz,kak lin

klah...

i think i post long enuf...

post again tomorrow..i think..

haha...byebye((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:47 AM

"sleepless nites coz of ur words.Ur words r hunting me.Plz go away"

heylow..
yesterday nvr post..
haha..
no mood..
so gonna tell u wat happen yesterday..((:

YESTERDAY
woke up late
coz had a sleepless night..
sobs )):
bath..eat breakfast..
normal things tat i do in the morning..
hehe..
then watch tv until 11am
change...mus go take report book..
so "leceh"..
hehe...
i dropped sey..
haha..
not gonna tell wat position..((:
well..hope tat i did well for my psle..
hehe..((:
after tat..
meet wida...
yay!!
long time nvr meet her..
she want to bluetooth songs...ok lor..
so sit down somewhere..
then we go limbang...
wida's mum ask her to buy chicken..
hahah..
got a funny story inside it...
dun wanna tell..
later wida embarrass..
haha..
i was laughing like hell sey wif her..
ppl think im crazy..
hahaha
well i am!
haha..
k then go out again
go hang out wif gang..
hahah..mcm phm..
no lah..
wif cousins n friends..
then rain..
grrr..
so wet lor...
hate tat..
haha...
two days in a row im wet..
haha...
go find shelter..
then suddenly..
some idoitic person wan to find trouble wif me sey..
"tk psl2"
grrr..
3 girls...
i feel like i noe them..but dunnoe..
haha..
they call me..
so okay lah i go there..
then say smt bout my friends...
i was soo mad sey..
like duh lah..
who is not angry wen suddenly they say things bout friends..
grrr...>=(
then i say.."who r u to say things bout them??crazy or wat??"
haha...geram sey..
then she say"shut up lah!ur friend are !@#$%"
i say"u start..then ask ppl to shut up..giler lah kau..baik kau msk hospital lah lagi bgs"
then i kene slap sey..
alamak...
then abg hardy come..haha
my bodyguard...
he say"ehk mina..aku rase baik krg blah dulu sebelum kena rembat..nnti nangis plk"
hahaha..
then they cabut..haha
actually..hardy step jer...
hahaha...i noe he nvr beat girls..
hahaha...
but it works..
minah nk step jer...
klah enuf bout them...

At Night
play comp...
then mummy n daddy came home from causeway..
they bought donut...
woohoo..
my favourites..
haha...
but this time was damn delicious..
hahaha..
im a DONUT-freak..
then afifah sms bout her exams..
so explain to her this n that..
haha..
then cannot sleep..
grr..
again..
two sleepless nights aready..
haish..
sleep at 1+

TODAY
basically the same thing in the morning
bath...eat..
now blogging..duh!
hahaa..
hear songs..
currently chatting wif amran,fatin,rizal
waiting for afifah to online..
hahaha..
chatting wif her is the best...
hahhaa
klah...
bye...((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:40 AM

heyloww..
nth to do so post...
hehe

soo today wake up at 7.30

soo early rite??

my mummy lerhh..

so asked mummy for another 5 mins..

see how lazy i am..

hahaha

5 mins seems like 1 min

grrrr..

so wake up lor..

no choice..):

so go bath..

after bath..eat breakfast....

my favourite meal of the day..

hahahaha

eat is all i noe((:

after that..on comp..check friendster onlie...good girl..((:

hehhe..

then watch tv

then suddenly my adeq n abg argue..

shout here n there...

i dun even bother..

jus pretend nth happened

hahaha...

in malay i can say.."gasak lah korang"...

hehehe...

then my adeq cried..

coz my abg switched off the internet connection

n did not let my adeq play...

got two laptop also want to fight over one...

grrr...

my abg is soo watever...

so i go help lah..

since i noe how..

then do this do that

tada!

done! its fixed...

hehehe..

then my adeq happy lah..

see..

i save the day!

haha..

then continue to watch tv..

my mum say"pandai kau gi pasang bende tu"

i say"ni semua normal"

hahaha

at 10..change..

wanna go out n celebrate..

hehe..

meet abg adi under my blk..

go to kak ayuni(birthday girl) house to get her..like duh

haha

then kak lin go n blindfolded her

hahaha..

poor thing kak ayuni..

tsktsktsk

then take taxi to go to pasir ris to meet the others there

unfortunately..

we r unlucky to take tat taxi

coz the taxi driver was stupid...

he dunnoe the way

gahh!!

so abg adi lead..

kak ayuni keep asking wat is going to happen...

hahaha..

kesian dier..

afifah msg me...

yay!!

i was damn bored in the taxi..

luckily got afifah..

she entertain me...((:

finally reached!!!

hahaha

we all keep quiet...

kak lin open her blindfold

we all throw a waterbag at her and shout happy birthday...

hahaha..

she is all wet...

hahah..

her face all went red..

kak ayuni laugh..

she was touched..

hahaha..

then she go chase us...

n she caught amran...

n pinch amran cheeks..

hahaha..

padan muker kau amran...

i also pinch his cheeks coz of yesterday...

haha...

i got my revenge..

weeee!!

so cut cake..

then open present..

she got alot of presents..

im jealous..

hehehe

she opened mine..

she hugged me...

yay!!

she loved it..

then play game..

waterbom..

they all throw at me...

gahh!!

wat did i do??

hahaha..

they say amran plan it...

grrrr...

so go chase amran n throw at him..

gagaga...

im all wet...

hehehe...

but shiokk..cold!!

then daddy call

ask me to go home coz want to go out n eat

ohh daddy..u spoilt the fun

hahaha

so rush home..

of coz have to change...soo wet

then argue wif mummy...

hahaha

coz i wan to wear black but mummy ask to wear pink

gahh!! pink!!

no offence hayyu..

hehe...

so i be a good girl n follow mummy choice..

hehehe

but still get to wear black tudong..

hehehe..

eat at west coast..
i eat chicken chop...
yumyum..
but cannot finish
so give abg..
heheh..
good boii..

then go home...
so on comp
do blogging..
yay!
hahaha..
this is the end
post long enough..
hehe..((:

overall i had fun!!!

yay!!

happy birthday kak ayuni

hope u had fun!!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:17 AM

hello((:
bored..
so do blogging..
exams over!!!
Now can ENJOY!!
woohoo!!
but nth to do...
sobs2..
Girls...when to meet again?
i MISS you girls lerh...
planning to play soccer wif my beloved huda
long time nvr play..
haha
all because of exams n the "busy" brother..
but nvm..
gonna force my brother..
hehe
force sey..((:
currently chatting wif afifah kwn kesygan ku,kak ayuni n crazy boii amran
chatting wif the three of them makes me go laughing all by myself
hahaha...
2mrw maybe go out..
dunnoe go where..
hehe..
want to celebrate kak AYUNI birthday!!
i think i will be going wif abg hardy,shafiz,abg adi,kak ayuni(of coz),kak lin and dunnoe hu else
hehe..
but the sad thing is halina will not be there..):
halina..
once u are well..
i will get abg hardy to plan a celebration for you..
hehehe..
k..
post long enough..
later want to go out..buy present...hehe
byebye

btw..THX AFIFAH!!!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:35 AM

Hey everybody!!
Im blogging again..lol...
finally created my blog..
credit goes to nadia..thx nadia...syg kau..hehe..
so this holiday will not be bored..haha..mcm phm...
so boring at home..
can die sey...
hehe...
holiday also still have to open book..
homework still have not done..
hehe
lazy..
no mood
haha
tomorrow will the last exam for my religious class..
wee!!
if onlie i can memorize all..
haha..
this is wat happen if u study last minute..
so DON!!
haha..
klah..
thats all for today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NADIA!!!((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:06 AM