this is real, this is me.

yo everybody...
im back ppl..haha..k..stop it lah izza...
haha...recovered from everything...((:
y am i so happie?haha..
okae...im addicted to the song tattoo by jordin sparks...((:
okae watever...
holiday is almost over..
time to put ur brains back ppl...haha
so where did i stop?
tuesday rite?

WEDNESDAY

hmmph..i was feeling better but still feverish...
but..but so energetic aready...gaga...
so morning did nth except for playing comp..
okae..this holiday is all about playing comp man..
but im glad holiday is almost over...yay!!
its all about books n friends now!hahaha...
miss my frens like hell lah...
-hayyu
-afifah
-wida
-syahidah
-nadya
-dina
-farah
-sahida
and many more lah...hhahha...
finally going to see them soon...n its foverer man...haha
wat am i talking about?
haha...kater stg lah kan...haha...
kk..back to wednesday...hehe..
so then afternoon..
BAND PRACTICE!
see..sick2 oso can practice..tsk3..
watever it is my band come first man...health can wait...
haha...
laugh here laugh there...
play here n there..[play music arh..((:]
then done!
play comp again...haha...
black vintage ask me out..
i nvr go..)):
sowie guys...next time aites...
then chat KHAI! n HIRZI! n HAYYU!
my two awesome wat arh? n my favourite darling[hayyu okae?]
sorie boiiz...haha...
eventually...khai comp is going for repair for a few days..
so cannot chat aready..)):
hahaah...okok...enuf..
then at night...watch impian illyana..
shiok..best giler..haha..
then watch amazing race...
then halfway i sleep...haha..
thats all for wednesday...((:

THURSDAY

thursday...hmm...
okae...in the morning
same thing play comp...
okae chat wif one of my malaysian friend..
this week i have started playing billards game..
so from there i noe alot of ppl from outside Singapore..
cool lah...i got more than 5 friends...woohoo..
n they r all boys..haha...its jus my luck man..haha
then do homework!
haha...unbelieveable rite?
haha...well i have finish but i skip alot man...
haha...
then play comp again..
chat wif beloved hayyu..((:
hehe...
ok..blah..blah...
i skip till at night..
i watch impian illyana..
then sleep...((:
thats all..((:

FRIDAY...

today..hmmph..
in the morning..i was cooped in my abg room..
coz my mum got religious class..
alah..phm2 lah..haha
then go to doctor...wif my nephew..
he is sick!..)):
so send him to the doctor lah coz his mummy work..
poor boy..
i oso take my medicine..((:
then band practice..
okae..today one was the best..haha
nvm...i lazy to tell y...haha...
then chat wif shane(another penpal of mine)
haha...
okae..
now..blogging..
listening to the same song over and over again..gagaa...
thats all today...

BYEBYE PEEPS!..^^

p.s: my handphone is spoilt somehow...i oso dunnoe wats wrong..anw..if u receive a msg that somehow does not refers to u..jus ignore it coz i keep sending to the wrong person!!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:27 AM

hello ppl..((:
it has been 3 days since i had post...
hmmph...guess wat?
im sick again..)):
gosh..i dunnoe in this month how many time i fall sick..)):
once gone its come back..)):
okae lets start wif sunday..

SUNDAY

okae sunday..nth happen lah...
jus sit at home doing nth..
its that or i forget wat i do..^^,
lets move on..

MONDAY

hmmph..lets see..
i have to go npcc..
yet on the same day...got class outing
but i didnt go..)):
nenek was in hospital...)):
so wake up early...
my eyes could not open sey..
i dunnoe how im going to wake up wen sch starts..haha..
went npcc..was damn tired..n my hand was sore..)):
then go home...
found that daddy took half day...
then go visit nenek...
then go eat
then go home...((:
found that i was sick..so rest
sleep..hopefully i will be better on tuesday
coz wan to go picnic wif asyraf..((:
thats all..((:

TUESDAY

MERRY CHRISTMAS! hohoho!

so i was feeling better...
so can go...yay!
then meet them there..
jus come then play..haha..
play monkey but in soccer way..
phm2 jer lah..haha
then i was the monkey coz i was the onlie girl...=P
they bully me...gahh!
so ungentleman..bully a girl..
haha...
so okae..after that went to swim..
the water is damn deep..
in malay it will be.."air pasang"
shiok..
then we eat...not heavy stuff...haha
then play soccer..haha..cool..still im the onlie girl...ahaks..
so me n abg n daddy r one team..
then asyraf,haziq n my uncle form another team..((:
they play rough sey...
bruises all over me..haha...especially my foot..
coz we play bare footed in the sun...woohoo...
now..leg is hurting..
hahaha....fun lah..long time nvr play...
then my team win...yay!!!haha..
i scored 3..hahaha...
okae..okae...then we swim again...
this time we play water polo..
woohoo..fun..fun..fun..
then rain!
haha...spoil jer...
then quickly find shelter..
under that shelter was so crowded...
haha...so me,asyraf n haziq..stand outside...play rain...
shiok giler...best...cold..
i was shivering like wat sey...hahah..
the rain stop..we go n change..
then my favourite part come..
EAT!
haha...then..then...in the car...
suddenly feel sick..
mummy say i got fever...)):
haziq oso have fever..ahaks..
okae..thats all...i had fun...but im sick...
so watever!
currently chatting wif khai onlie...haha..
okae...end of story...

BYE

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:30 AM

hello..hello..((:
okae...i think im feeling better..((:
yayness!!...
ppl..being sick is not fun!
haha...
i stop at wednesday rite?
okae..lets start wif thursday..((:

THURSDAY...

Selamat Hari Raya Haji..

&& Happy Birthday to MIZA!..

okae on that day...

i woke up early...

i didnt go sembahyang..coz onlie girls noe y....haha...

&& im still sick..)):

so my face like slumber all the way..haha..

first go nenek house..

nenek ask why my face pale..

i jus smile slumberly..

my mum explain..

no voice how to say..

i oso didnt eat coz no appetite n sore throat..

thats how bad i am...hehe...

before we go to opah house...

nenek give us..$$$..haha

not hari raya..oso give...good sey...haha..

eventually i get more from my brothers..haha

special mahh...haha..

ok then go opah house...

at opah house oso have food...

my favourite somemore...

but too bad i couldnt eat..

again ppl ask...ahaha..

my aunties n uncles ask here n there...haha

ok..then at opah house watch tentang bulan...

gahh...i watch alot of times aready...haha...

then go home...

feeling much better eventually...

daddy make me milk...yay!!..

then me n brother play UNO SPIN..

haha...the new game that was bought by adeq...

so i play for awhile..

then went to sleep..

i wanted to sleep early but it was damn cold so i couldnt sleep..)):

okae..thats it...

&& i apologised to afifah for not replying ur smses...)):

FRIDAY..

daddy started working aready..)):
okae...in the morning sharmaine call me to go npcc...
=.='
i wanted to go for the class meeting instead since i was feeling better..
but amine threaten me to go...haish..
so go lahh..
wait for amine at traffic...
then saw afifah...
but i bet she nvr saw me or does she??
haha...coz she saw amine..and shout her name..
from the other side of the traffic..i can hear her voice...haha
go there do some tying thing..
it is for the campcraft competition in early feb.. soo fast..
n this is jus my first training..how to win???..haha
i was damn tired..
coz mem ask to tie faster...
gahh...how fast u wan..
hahah...but still i keep improving..
n im much faster than amine...ahaha...^^,
so okae than go home...
mem ask we all to bring the poles back..
i look stupid bringing the poles wif me in the lrt...)):
n still i have to bring the poles back on monday for npcc..)):
then on the same i have class outing...
i want to go so badly..
but daddy...urgh!
plz let me go daddy...plz..
i will ask him again..haha..not giving up so easily..((:
if can go..i will ask for an early dismissal..
if cannot..hmmph..im sorie guys..)):
then reach home...still tired..
bath...eat but didnt eat much..
coz still haven recover my appetite..
then i was sick again...vomit after eating...)):
tsk..tsk..tsk..
msg wida..
in the end..i ended up sad n angry...
dun ask me y...>=(
watch survivor..then sleep..coz it was like 12 am aready..haha

SATURDAY

hmmph..

in the morning...my temperature was 37.8'C

better than yesterday..((:

daddy bought me porridge for breakfast..((:

daddy feed me..haha...((:

so eat aready...play comp for awhile..

then lunch..same thing mummy cook me porridge for me too..((:

its all about porridge wen im sick...haha..

&& daddy suap me again..

haha..

selera sey...

haha..

ya allah..manjer nyer aku...((:

hahaha...

okok..then go doctor..take medicine for sore throat..

then i got no choice but to follow my parents to IKEA n Queensway...)):

go there buy new things for my brothers' "so-called" new room..

everywhere liverpool..

gahh..

GILER LIVERPOOL SEY!

haha...

okok..then go home..

i play comp for awhile...

then watch tv...

now blogging..

listening to songs..((:

sch is starting soon...

homework still not done yet!..

haha..

okae..thats all for today..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

1:24 PM

hello everybody...
im down it again...
yes...fever...
gahh...damn it...
okae...but i still wan to post..
coz i damn bored...)):
so i will start wif tuesday...

TUESDAY

Hmmph...tuesday..

again i went out wif family..

coz for this whole week..

daddy is on leave..woohoo..

okae..so we went IMM and LOT 1

went to IMM to eat n shop..

buy stuff and all that..

then go LOT 1..buy my bag..

yay!..

the irritating part was that every single thing i wan..

my adeq oso wan...

grrr...

hate it wen he copy me..

luckily the stuff im buying is fr both girl n boii..

if im buying girls stuff n he followed..

hahaha...no comment..

okae watever..

brother will be brother..

then...then..

saw a big pooh..

kae..it was damn cute..

i want it..

hahah...((:

im obsessed wif pooh bear!

so then go home..

okae..

at night i did nth..

jus watch tv...

then sleep..

thats all for tuesday..((:

WEDNESDAY

hmmph today..

okae went to limbang wif mummy n daddy

to buy paint..

yes..daddy is painting my brothers room..

hmm..im jealous...

wat about my room?haha..

okae..then i was like sneezing all over...

then headache...

then fever...)):

blueks...watever..

hope im well tomorrow..

so can go to nenek house...((:

okok..i think thats all for today...

BYE EVERYBODY!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:48 AM

"it is still haunting me"

hello...hello...hello..

hmmph..okae..

im freezing now..hahaha..

okok..i stopped on saturday...

so lets continue..

SUNDAY...

hmmph...sunday..

i went out wif family to buy accesories fr sch...

gah..sch is starting soon..

i haven finish my homewrk..((:

im oso starting tuition soon..

yay!!...math pressure..

haha..okae..

so buy that buy this..

okae watever..

i dun hav much to say..

so at nite watch asian idol...

n HADY MIRZA wins..

yay!..haha..he is my idol..

talented..handsome...cute..haha..

okae...enough..

so okae..then sleep..

MONDAYY...

today...

i went johor...

it was damn cold in the car..

me n abg keep sneezing n coughing..

haha...i get it frm abg..)):

so i bought clothes n shoes[sch shoes]..

i still haven brought my bag...

daddy promise to buy for me..hehe..

and..and..abg is terpikat wif this malaysia girl..haha..

but still bro has a gd taste...hehe..((:

ok now back at home...

practically..still sneezing..haha..

okay...

today im not going to post long..

thats it for now...((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:07 AM

"a dream whereby every teens want it to cum true"

hello..hello everybody..

hahaks..

okay..today im extra rajin to post..

haha...okok..lets start wif friday..

FRIDAYY

hmm..friday..rite

went to 1e5 for a meeting..

eventually,it was abt a class outing

but guess wat?

not the whole class turns up...gahh!

only abt 12-15 ppl showed up..

all malay ppl...haha..

good rite..haha..

so..so..wait..wait..

still nobody turn up...

then..they ask if still wan to continue..

we anything...

everything is fine wif us..

so done wif meeting..

go greenridge eat kfc..

okok..finish go home..straight..

hahaha...good girl...

in the bus otw home wif afifah..

it was like a total silence..n i dunoe y..haha..

dun ask me y coz i won be able to answer..

ok..so went home aready..

lazy to explain wat happen..

not important..((:

want to noe..ask me..

n i will be able to answer u..haha

but onlie tell u tat the boys were noisy

coz they r watching soccer..((:

okae at night me n kak reen couldnt sleep..

so go n disturb the boys..haha...

then we play true n dare[if im not wrong]

some sort like that..

we play quietly..haha..

coz dun wan to disturb the "abg-abg" inside..haha..

okok...and i always get pick..

stupid bottle..

ok..bla...bla..play until 12...

then sleep..((:

SATURDAYYY

today...today...today..

hahaha..

okay...

in the morning..

breakfast...

prepared by chef amran...

hahaha..

damn delicious..

haha...

too bad im on diet...

if not..haha..

u dun wan to noe wat happen..haha

okay..then play twister wif them..

haha..

funfunfun...

difficult but fun..

i laugh at ppl..i myself fall..

hahah...i fall..everybody fall..haha..

so okae...afternoon

lunch..

it was prepared by me..

hahah..

guided by amran..

yay!!im cooking!!!..

hahaha...

then mummy n daddy cum home..

yay!!

miss their naggings..

haha..

bad news..black vintage have to go..)):

good news...mummy n daddy let them stay...((:

hahhaa...

as a token for not messing the house..

hahaha..

yay me!!

okae..blah..blah..

then must go teman adeq watch movie..

alvin n the chipmunks again...

hahaha...

second time watch..

but still i nvr get enough of it..

it is still...

fun..

best..

shiok..

gerek..

hahaha....

then go meet daddy n mummy there..

then bought a new wallet..yay!!..

haha...thx daddy..haha..

ok...adeq bought his t-shirts..

okae..not jealous..

monday..im going jb..

n i will buy alot of shirts..haha..

then daddy say i got a bursary..

yay!!

it is for a good improvement award...i think..

daddy ask wat im going to do wif the money??

hmm...

i wan a new hp!...

daddy i wan a new hp...hahaha

okae...go home..

now blogging..

im bored...

haha..okae..

till here..

byebye...((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:29 PM

"the smile that will always be loved"

hello everybody..

4 days nvr post..

sorie everybody..

this few days have been raining..

so cold..brrr..haha..

monday..tuesday..wednesday...thursday..

okae..start wif monday and tuesday..

MONDAY && TUESDAY

hmmph..okae..ppl..

i've forgotten..haha..

seriously...blanked...gagaga...

sorie guys & girls..

hehe..((:

all i remember was that scary thing..

dun wan to tell..)):

WEDNESDAY

hmmph..wednesday..

kae...

i went to the library to return the books & borrow books..

good girl rite..

ahhaaks

okae..wen in the library..the school boys..

i think they work there..

they were wearing sch-u

each different..

so okae..watever...

they were like kids..

playing wif the trolley whereby books is pushed..

okae..i think u all get it..

soo childish...

tsk3..

guys..this is the library...

hahaha...

okae..then go buy fries..

abg was at home so he ordered this n that...

grrr..hu he thinks i am..

then go home..

okae...bla..bla..

then in the afternoon...

black vintage came...

yay!!..my all time love ones

they will be sleeping at my home until my parent come back

yay!!

parents go "honeymoon"...haha

so funfunfun....

no adults..

xcept for abg adi..

he is fun..cool..young adult..haha

okae..so we play..play..until night

then daddy come home..

abg say.."haiyo deq..bill"

i was so damn scared..

then daddy say hp confiscated for 2 weeks..

i almost cry sey

then daddy say jus joking..

grrrr...

paisey

they all laugh..

hahhaa..tsk3..

so then watch tv..

amran,hardy,haziq,shafiz sleep outside

abg and abg adi sleep in abg room..

me n kak reen sleep in my room

before we sleep..

me n kak reen join the boys outside

then we watch "impian illyana"

the boys were like changing the channel..

then me n kak reen went "oi"

hahaha..we still win..

haha..

so after it ends..

me n kak reen went inside to get their pillows..

gagaga...

we threw at them..

i threw at amran..

he jus smiled..haha...n0 effect..

haha...

kk..thats all for wednesday..

THURSDAY

today..was a great day..

6am wake up..see mummy n daddy off..

in the morning..

went to kedai..

wif amran,hardy,kak reen...

the rest haven wake up..

breakfast was made by amran..

damn delicious..im impressed

haha...

so then play comp

chat wif the one n onlie afifah...haha

amran was beside me..keep disturbing me..

hardy too..

hahaha...

hey!im a girl..no bullying...

hahhaa..

so then went to the movies wif amran[dun get the wrong idea]

hahaha..watch alvin and the chipmunks[spelling not sure]

bestbestbest..

so after finish..went window-shopping..

then heard hardy voice

they were spying on us!

caught them!

that explains the flying popcorns..

hahaha...

and still after wat abg adi told me..i was dissapointed..

but i get over it..

chat wif my beloved hayyu using amran psp..

first time..jakon..haha

then reach home..play comp..

chat wif hayyu again..haha

then she offline...)):

so now blogging..listening to song..

okae thats all..

i had fun!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:18 AM

"silence occur everytime wen im facing u"

ello ppl out there..aliens n beyond..haha..nonsense

okae..3 daes nvr post..normal..haha

been busy attending rewang and wedding..

okae lets start wif friday...

FRIDAAAAYY

wake up,bath,eat

mummy got sort of like religious class in my house

so must coop in the room until finish..

so inside play comp..

wait till adeq cum home..

then we play comp together..

then mummy go out to the rewang thingy..

me n adeq wait for daddy to cum back from work...

so finally daddy cum back..

so we go..abg didnt go..haha..we tell daddy tat he go dating...

ahaha...abg played along..

haha..so reached there..

eventually there is nth to do..

so me n adeq..walk here walk there..like craziee ppl..

haha..ask daddy for money..go 7-eleven..hehe..

spend onlie noe..haha

then nasriyah came..

wenever we saw each other..is onlie smile tat was shown

my daddy say in front of adults jer we shy2..behind..kecoh..

hahha..really meh?

i dunnoe..

i remember how i used to bully her...n she chased me..

hahaha...old times..old times...

ahahha..ok..blah blah..

so arnd 8+ like tat..

me n adeq sit at one place..

then kak nor join us..

laugh..laugh..

me n adeq loyar buruk wif her...haha

asyraf is nt there..

if he have..more fun...haha..

then nasriyah mumble smt at me..

couldnt hear..so sms..

she ask me to mit her somewhere...

haha..then cannot tell..secret..haha

so thats friday..i nvr watch rapsodi..grr..

SATURDAYYY

hmmph..the day i start working..

haha..so did this..did that..

lazy lah to explain everything..

shortcut in everything..

so go home..

play comp..

watch tv..

could not sleep..

so conference call wif amran,kak reen,hardy..

talk2..suddenly everybodiie quiet..

hahah..dunnoe y..

haha..arnd 1 am..then sleep..

this few weeks i have been sleeping late n waking up late..

hahha..habit..

okae...thats all for saturday..

SUNDAYYY

hmmph..sunday..

no work for me...

breakfast..play comp but nvr post..

hahaa...lazy...n no mood...

wait fr daddy to come home..

then we go to the same wedding but different place..

again saw nasriyah...

mummy insisted me taking photo wif nasriyah..

coz she n i wear the same pattern of blouse but different colours..

n mummy say we look alike..

really?

even my nenek from my mum side say she looks like me..

hahha..

sure or not?

i oso remember cikgu mohd likes to kacau me n her..

hahaa...

okae..so i refused..

malu lah..

hahha..

okae..blah..blah...blah..

then play bowling wif my one n onlie black vintage..

black vintage is the name of our grp..

n i dunnoe y..

hahhaa...

play..play..play..

hardy won..follow by amran n ME...

i was third..not bad for a girl..hahha

then go home..daddy is still awake coz watch soccer..

mummy sleep aready..

so i couldnt sleep...

watch tv..n hear songs..

okae thats all..

TODAY

today..wake up early..

but sleep late..so not enuf sleep..haha

eat breakfast..go kedai..

then do homework..

finally getting started..hahah..

still haven finish..coz i forgotten...

mummy..i think i need tuition...)):

ok..currently chatting wif afifah[miss her sooo much],amran[no comment],shafiz[silence killer]

now blogging..friendstering..listening to songs..

okae tats all for today..

tata..

take care all..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:27 PM

heylow everybody..

now is 1 in the morning..

haha...im crazy..

couldnt sleep..

so sneaked into my abg room to get his laptop..

n here i am blogging..

okay..so i think i stop on monday..

lets start wif tuesday..

TUESDAYYYY

hmm..tuesday..wat did i do??

haha..i dun remember..

well,i didnt do much on tuesday..

except play comp..read book[gagaga]..

chat wif...

afifah

hayyu

hardy

kak reen

kak ayuni

i think the rest i dun remember..ahaha

stm lah katerkan..haha

so thats was in the afternoon..n evening..

at night..

i watch 80's rewind..

then watch gol & gincu..

bestbestbest..

haha...

then watch the korean show..i think its korean..haha

im soo blurr...

haha..then went to sleep..

so thats tuesday

WEDNESDAY

wednesday...wednesday...wednesday...

hahaha...hmm..

okay..

daddy is not working..yay!!

i woke up late..haha..

lazy to wake up..hahaha

in the end..daddy wake me up..haiya..

so wake up..bath..

then daddy suap me..hahah

daddy offer...i accept lah...

mummy say daddy spoil me..

hahhaa..

i manjer at daddy the most..kakaka..

thats the advantage of being the onlie girl..

hahaha...

then i stay at home alone..

coz mummy n daddy go buy adeq books..

adeq go basketball..its 24 hrs for him..hahaha....

abg go sch..so its just me...

daddy n mummy come home...

then go buy my books...

this time i follow..ahaks...

then at the car..

daddy say he let me off from the grounded thingy...

yay!!..i love u daddy..

haha...

go buy aready go home..

then..go home play comp...

adeq oso come home aready..

so we play together..

for the first im actually having fun wif him..

hahaha...

we play so words game..

laugh there shout there..hahaha..

mummy say we crazy...hahaha..siblings wat..

hahah..

then again i chatted wif the same ppl i think..haha

at night..we planned to play bowling..

but fully book..grr..

so in the end we eat at greenridge..

then go home..

afifah msg me...cannot tell..haha..

while msging..watch o.k.b.

then watch "impian illyana"

sms kak reen[advisor]..hahha..

i think after that i sleep..haha..

THURSDAY..today lah..haha..

today..

as per normal..

wake up..bath..eat...haha

then read book..haha..

i admit that this holidays i have been reading book..

i was forced by mummy..

but it was not soo bad..hahah..

then play comp...wif adeq...

while eating honey star..haha..

adeq was acting like a baby..then ask me to suap him..

hahaha..childish...

haha..nvm..still love him...hehee

then watch tv.

play comp again...

this time im alone..hha..

adeq sleep..haha..

so chat wif the same person again

told afifah smt

hope everything is okay..

at night..bowling night!finally..

haha..this is another way how i release tension...

haha..

daddy say..

he will giv $10 to the person hu get strike in the first round..

adeq get strike..

but daddy says..everybody mus hav go..

n i had strike too..woohoo!

abg n daddy nvr get..

me n adeq hi-5 n laugh..hahaa

so we both get $10 each..

i used to suck at bowling...

maybe im big aready..haha..

for the first round i did well..

but the second round..

i slack a bit..

tired n sleepy..

after the game..we went to hav a drink..

in the end everybody eat except me..

diet lah sey...

hahah..

then go home at arnd 10.30pm..

watch "impian illyana"

then watch "american next top model"

woo..best..gerek..

then couldnt sleep..

msg friends..

call kak reen until 12.45 am

coz suddenly there was silence..

i think kak reen is asleep..haha

so now blogging..hhe..

dunnoe wat to do after this..

haha..

i think i will play game until im sleepy..

haha...

btw..patch wif him again..

hope i make the right choice n hope to las long..

yeah..

i think i post long enuf..haha

gdnite everybody..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:15 AM

"I had to a stop on it"

HEY!

ok apologized for not posting for the last two days..

weekends damn busy..

and im RECOVERED..

so i've been going out wif family for the las two days..

SATURDAY

hmm..wat did i do..haha..

i didnt do much on saturday...

still lying down restlessly on the couch..

coz was still sick..

but miraclely..on the afternoon..

i got all better..woohoo..

haha...

so i was allowed to go to putri nasriyah's(cousin) house for "kenduri"

haha...yay!

so got there..

ok den eat..i didnt eat much..still have not get my appetite back..

den..asyraf(damn close cousin) came...another yay!

haha..long time nvr see him..

coz i no longer sleep at his house since i went secondary..

was too busy..

haha...he grew tall aready..taller than me..grr..

okay..

so laugh..laugh..here n there wif adeq n asyraf..

u noe lah..boys n their lame jokes..

but still make me laugh..haha...

bla..bla...bla..

then go home...

i think tats all for saturday..

SUNDAY

sunday..sunday..sunday..

hahha..

sunday i didnt do much either..

jus play comp..watch tv..

in the afternoon

go causeway point wif family..

i bought nth..

except for donuts..

hahah..

thats all for sunday..

TODAY

morning did nth..

arnd 11 am..go library..alone..

sobs2...

haha..but afifah msg me..haha..

glad to entertain her..

haha...okay..so borrowed some books..

then go supermarket..haha..

mummy ask to buy things..

so troublesome..

blueks..

currently playing comp..

chatting wif afifah,hayyu,hardy..

k..tats all for today..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:30 AM

"wishing the nightmares would stop hunting me"

sorie guys for not posting yesterday..

too sick and weak to post

i hate being sick :(

didnt eat medicine yesterday

tats y im sick again today..

i hate PILLS..

yesterday,basically did nth..

beside going to the doctor..im stuck at home..

cant go out n hang out wif cousins n friends..

sobs..but abg hardy,amran,kak ayuni and kak lin came

yay!thx guys..for cheering me up..

but again everybody is forcing to eat medicine..

bla..bla..bla..

hahaha..blueks..=P

but mummy asked so have to eat..

tried eating but ended up vomiting..

couldnt swallow it...

so thats was yesterday..

today..

in the morning..

check temperature...

the fever was still there..

grrr..

so mummy cook porridge for me..

i nvr eat..no appetite..

had a conference call wif hardy n kak ayuni...

talk for 15 minutes..

again..they asked me to eat medicine..

they r worse than my mummy

no offence hardy n kak ayuni..((:

currently chatting wif athirah n afifah..

afifah oso asked me to eat my medicine..

im soo lucky to have friends like ifah,hardy n kak ayuni

who cares about me...hehe

thats all for today..

im stuck at home..sobs..)):

i want to go out...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:00 AM