im not as hyper as other days today...
eventually today i cried till there is no more tears left..
to see someone leaving us forever is soo not right..
yes..hardy is leaving tomorrow..)):
i just come back from hardy farewell party...
today definitely not the best day for me...
but in the morning i was hyper becoz..
we were supporting the boys campcraft team..
we were cheering like hell..
we even sang the school song..
but when i were going home..
the thought of hardy leaving..
just make me upset again...
so okae...
as much heart is not willing to go to the party..
i still go coz i made a promise to hardy..
arnd 1.30...reach there..
me n the rest go together...
upon reaching hardy house...
n to see him smile at us..
it made me smlie too...
first of all..
we all eat...
i didnt eat much...
i didnt noe why..
maybe its becoz my heart was heavy..
n all i want to do is cry...
zayin..aideel keep cheering me up..
eventhough through all their effort to cheer me up..
i smiled but i just dun feel as happy inside...
after we eat..we played games...
i was then happy..
becoz i dun wan hardy to see me in a no mood situation..
after all the fun n games...
its singing time..
as been told..
abg adi want to see hardy sing for the last time...
hardy also have written his song for us..
while he sing...we were all like paying attention...
abg hardy was smiling..
by then i noe..that hardy has accomplished his dreams...
his voice just touches us...
after he is done wif his song...
he invited the band to sing along wif him...
n it was a blast...i just love it wen we jammed together..
lastly abg adi asked me n him to sing the song that we created together..
it turns out to be the best song ever..
n this will forever be in my heart...
the party was almost over..
how time flies..
lastly..
hardy gave us his final speech..
he talk to everyone of us...
when he talk to me...i just cried..
n when its my turn to talk...
i just cried n cried while i was talking..
hardy cried too..
that time was finally the time whereby i let everything out from my heart
im not the onlie one hu cried..
even abg adi cried..
after everybody had a chance to say wat they have to say...
we all gave hardy a hug..
hardy walk wif us..
when we were going home..
all of us were quiet..
some of us were still letting out the tears...
n now wen im home..
i still think about hardy...n tears is still flowing..
things is not going to be fun anymore without hardy....
haish...
k..thats it for now..
i dun wan the laptop to be wet..)):
Hardy,
if u are reading this...
i want u to noe that all the times we have gone through
no matter good or bad...
i will always remember everything...
i wont forget u either..
ur words is still wandering arnd my mind..
nobody will replaced u as my brother...
take care of urself..hardy..
we will always love you..
we will miss you too..
we will be waiting for you to come back...
goodbye hardy..)):
9:00 AM
