this is real, this is me.

HEYheyHEY!

im discharged.Yay!Now at granny house.Because mummy and daddy go to work.So mummy never cook.Due to that daddy drop me off at granny house.Im not alone there.LoL.mrEIGHTEEN,Kak Ayuni,Kak Reen,Kak Ana and Amran.Not forgetting adeq and Cuzzie Asyraf.Lol.Then,granny cook my favourite dish.Ayam msk kicap.LoL.Damn delicious.More nicer than the food at the hospital.After eat,I rest while watching the boys play xbox 360.Man,they are noisy.But looking at them laugh makes me laugh too.mrEIGHTEEN smiled at me while he was playing.LoL.It was weird but i smiled back.Kak reen keep disturbing me about him.LoL.What only.After rest,i decided to do art.With the help of mrEIGHTEEN.LoL.He insisted.I never force.LoL.Okae.Done with art.Finally.Usually if you all do art,there will always be left over paints right?Yah.And mrEIGHTEEN go and write something.It was sweet.I took picture of it.But i will show to you nest time.But it says "mrEIGHTEEN <3 msSIXTEEN.Will you be mine?Please say yes."LoL.Lucky nobody saw it.If not,i sure will be disturbed by them.Haha.So yah.Now my knee is feeling much much better.LoL.Tomorrow going to school.Yay!LoL.Currently chatting with achmad and wida.And laughing with mrEIGHTEEN n kak reen.LoL.Ok.That enough.Byebye peeps.Love you all.

BTW.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MDM RUFAIDAH!

march is almost over.
april is coming.
upcoming birthdays
April babies
1 April-daddy(april fools)
16 April-Putri Nasriyah
17 April-Achmad
18 April-mrEIGHTEEN
30 April-Huda.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:20 AM

hey all!

currently in hospital.Wow.Because of yesterday,i scheduled my operation earlier.So just now morning.I was damn scared.I started thinking of the negatives thoughts.MrEIGHTEEN keep telling me to think of the bright side.And guess.I felt as though the operation was fast and wasnt painful at all.I guess i was really into a deep sleep.Yah.Before i went to operation room.I remind Kak Ayuni to send syahidah those pictures we took in science lab.I hope syahidah knew it was not me she was chatting with.LoL.When i opened my eyes,i saw mummy and daddy.Not only them,there is also Adeq,kak Ayuni,Kak ana,Kak Reen,MrEIGHTEEN,Danial Zayin,Halina,Shafiz,Aideel.They all smiled at me.And im glad i get to see them.So yah.Im fine now.Since its a minor operation,i will be discharge by tomorrow evening.And will be going to school on monday.As you can see,i didnt mention my abg name.Because he went for soccer training.But when he came to visit me,he brought along his laptop for me.Aww,so sweet.Love you abg.So yah.Now i can chat.Blog.Friendster.So im not bored.Just now,mrEIGHTEEN accompany me go and pratise my walking as told by doctor since mum and dad is working.I ask them to go because theres alot of people accompanying me.Im relieved that im fine now.Phew.Goodbye to all the sufferings.And hello to new err..something lah.Haha.I have to thank all my friends yesterday for helping me and consoling me.Plus thank you all for the get well soon wishes through sms,tagboard,friendster.Im so lucky to have friends like them.Anyway,food here is damn tasteless.LoL.Luckily abg bought me and everybody burger.And that is nicer.LoL.What to say somemore.Hmmph.Currently chatting with hayyu and weijun.And laughing out my guts with my band members and siblings.LoL.Okay.Goodbye.Take caresss.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:40 AM

HELLOoooo

Hmmph,today is a better day for me.My knee kinda of better.LoL.NOT!Haha.So as per usual,i suffer in the morning.LoL.So yah.Go school with Hayyu.Then reach school already,Went to the kitchen and put stuff.Today got no assembly.And i have no idea why.LoL.So then three periods of maths.Very boring.Then,english.Even boring.LoL.We talk about summary.Then recess.After that,the moment that we all are waiting for.Practical test!Hahaha.I did okae okae.The taste also okae okae.Everything is okae okae.LoL.I got 15 out of 20.I guess thats okae.Haha.See everything is okae.LoL.Okae.Haha.Then science,one period only.Then english exp.Must sit down.God,its painful.Haha.Then peer tutoring.At the end,my knee pain again.Haiya.Very troublesome.After that,went to lot 1.Search fr my adeq present.Yes i found one.Yeay.Haha.Wristband.I hope he like it.LoL.Adeq,sorry no pink shirt.Haha.Then wait for fifa sis.While waiting,me,fifa and wida laughed alot.It has been a long time since i laughed that hard with wida.Haha.Then went home with wida.So now im at home.Blogging.Chatting with Ajex(haziq),MrEIGHTEEN,Weijun.Thats all.Byebye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:00 AM

HEYeverybody.

It is official.I HATE DOCTORS!Because of damn doctors,im hurt.But i know partly its my fault for being careless and stubborn.Careless because of the accidents yesterday.Stubborn because dont want to eat medicine.Due to the accidents yesterday,my knee like how to say arh.Ermm worst i guess.LoL.My luck is not siding with me.Today there is no school because we are having elearning day.And trust me.I rather go to school.Because instruction on computers is rather not so clear than instruction given by our teachers.Completed all.Except for english.Comprehension.I dont even understand abit.Some answer from science and history was shared by Weijun.LoL.Thx.After that went to check up.I was praying that Dr Lim wont insert that thing into my knee again.But i was wrong.Before check up,i was really nervous.I have no idea why.But then i was calm because fifa smsed.It kinda cheered me up.Went in.Since i cam earlier and Dr Lim was free,so it is earlier than expected.He knew that i have been skipping medicines.Hees.Then he go and put that thing again!This time the pain is like a knife is pierced through your skin.Ouch!And this i cried.I really cried.Dr Lim is a nice doctor but when he have to do this.I swear i hate him.Lucky my dad have a car.I couldnt walk.LoLs.I dont know how it is going to be tomorrow.In the car,i was still crying.Because trust me uts painful.Damn i tell you.But again fifa cheered me up.Jokes or words from my friends is everything i need when im in pain or sad.Whether its in school or home.They are everywhere to cheer me up.And they never fail once.Im one lucky girl when it comes to having such amazing friends.Hmm.Tomorrow,there is home econs practical.Im really scared.One thing,I cant cook!LoL.I hope everything goes smoothly.I still remembered last year,i cried because i couldnt make in time but i still passed.LoL.Art i havent finish.Not even started on it.Somemore got heritage trail project that due on this friday.In three days?How am i going to complete it all?You tell me?Haha.Hmm.Adeq birthday is coming!2 days left.Wow i havent buy him present.Tomorrow going to shop for it.Be it in my comdition or not.LoL.Wah,adeq going to be 12 yrs old already.So fast he has grown up.Thats mean im getting older.LoL.Im crazy.Even if he is growing up,he is behaves like a kid.Now he has a girlfriend.Wow.He is perhaps better than me.He is a good catch.Who doesnt want him?LoL.But to me,he is still one naughty monkey.One naughty cute monkey.He is naughty and one spoilt brat but he makes me laugh too.LoL.Currently he is in primary six.PSLE.Woohoo.I wish he will get better grades than me so that he wont get into zhenghua sec.Haha.Trust me.I dont want him there.Haha.Now,im blogging.I wanted to sleep.Because im tired.You want to know something?Currently im lying on my bed while playing computer.Haha.Special case.LoL.oK.Thats it.Tc ppl.Love you all.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:30 AM

helloooooooo readers...

today is kinda not so good day for me.Well partly because of my knee.Wake up in the morning.I just couldnt get up.My knee like numb already.And im damn sleepy.Because i was awaken when i turned my knee.It was a sharp pain.I shouted.And my mum heard.LoL.Pain sey.I didnt want to go to school actually.But i will missed alot.So quickly change.Found out that daddy has left for work.So i have to go on my own.How sad.So went for the chinese thingy.My knee was hurting at that time.So hold on for awhile.I cried twice today.Due to accidents.LoL.I didnt know why i cry.Its really painful.This time i couldnt hold on.Haish.So first period was maths.We played a game.Sort of.Hha.Then,science.Followed by malay.Then recess.Cme.Eng.Lifeskill.Today sch end at 4.After that went to lot 1,buy food.Then go home.While i was going home,my bandaged knee was ichy.So i took off.And guess what.Its more painful when i walk.Wah.Regret.LoL.Currently chatting with Mr18.Im bored.OK.I want eat.Byebye.

btw...thx for the concern girls!(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 AM

Heeyall.

Today is the worst day ever.Trust me.Neither of you all will want to be the state where im in now.Today is supposingly a big day for my campcraft team.As it is our campcraft competition.So i woke up early.Eventhough its early,Im quite late already.So my dad offer a ride to my school due to my condition.So i can take my time.I didnt wear my bandage today because i thought it will disturb me.Like very troublesome.I didnt even eat my medicine which was to hold the pain because i was lazy and still sleepy.So yah.I try not limp because i dont want to be out from the team and be the reserve.So i keep holding the pain.Till we reach the registration place and wait for our turn.While waiting,everybody was nervous.So ma'am suggest we all play game.And they all choose truth and dare.When it comes to my turn,they all ask question about you know who.Sometimes i wonder why must they ask that question out of thousands.Then our turn have reach.Before that we took pictures and did some cheers.We were very enthu.Start already.Somehow i think today we did very fast.Eventually i was in charge of pegging.And you know right we must kneel down to peg.I was too focused till i kneeled on the injured knee.I felt like shouting but i hold on.We did everything in five minutes.But the nylon rope was stuck and the clove hitch was not strong enough.So we panicked.But managed to complete it.Shelther was up too.Our flagstuff was abit "senget".But i guess we did our best.Then went home.I ended up limping.LoL.Even ma'am asked.But i just kept quiet.After i went home,quickly took a bath and went to the doctor.I was happy as my bandage will be remove.But i was wrong.That doctor go and put the same thing in again.Urgh hate it sey.Now its even painful than before.And i have to wear that stupid bandage until the next checkup which is one wednesday or thursday.Sobs*.Okae people.Im quite tired now.Guess i will take a short nap before going for piano lesson.Haish.Its going to be a rough day for me.So,bye people.Tcs

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:35 AM

Hellooooo everybody.

Hmmph.Just feel like posting.So yah.Today good friday.But it is not as good to me.LoL.So wake up early.Thought of waking up later than everyday,but it seems that the sun just wont let me.Haha.So bath.Then had my breakfast.Then went down to meet Widz for my nuggets.LoL.Lame.My knee was still painful.But im trying to bear with it.So then,i just sit at home and watch tv.Then my dad suggested to go and visit my grandmother.I wasnt as enthu to go.Because in my condition,walking.OMG.But because my grandmother was sick.So i got no choice.I even pretended to walk properly in front of my grandmother.I just felt like crying sey.It was so painful.At there,i was the only girl among the children or teenagers.Because it was my father side.My cousin(boy) was an only child.So practically im the only girl.When i was small,yes i will join when they are playing.But now,i have grown up.Its different already.So its just me.It beats being an only girl.How i wish i have a sister.Hmmph.Tomorrow is my campcraft competition.Im scared.Haha.Wish me luck.LoL.Gtg.Byebye.Hehe.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:30 AM

Finally it stop.Yes.All of the sudden,I thought this is not going to end.But im wrong.It ended.If this goes on,i dont know what i do.Simply i have to thank my friends for being there supporting.Thanks you all.I am lucky to have such friends.But my misery have not ended yet though.But im still happy.Because i got such caring and great friends around me.((:

Helloooo.
Yesterday i nvr post rite.Sorie.Practically i dont have mood to post.So now i have,so i post.Hhe.So hmm.Yesterday,i didnt want to go to school.Because the moment i woke up,i had a major headache.But i insisted on going.So yah.Reach school already.Suddenly my headache came back.This time even pain.I kept resting my head.As in like it is real heavy.And tears just came out from my eyes.I cant bear the pain.Sya,afifah,hayyu keep asking if im okae or not.But im not.See how concern are they.Im touch.Afifah even bought for me food.But i couldnt finish it as i dont have the appetite.Thanks girls.I appreciate your concern real much.I was feeling much better by the end of school.Thats all i have to tell to you for yesterday.Because the rest i forget already.You know how stm i can be.Haha.Okae today.Go school.Quickly finish up my science.Haha.I forgotten to bring home my file back home.So i didnt complete it.Haha.Smart rite?LoL.So today math three period.Learn about elimination and substitution.At first i didnt get it at all.But then i did.Yeah.Haha.Then recess.So eat.Then mt,followed by science.And then english.We went to the C.L.C room.Rehearse for the encore.And then i found out my handphone was missing and fifa wallet was missing too.She said she left it in mt room.So i go take for her.Very paisey leh.Haha.As for mine,I couldnt find it.Yah,i cried.Handphone you know.Then ms Xie talk to me.LoL.I can t have ppl talking to me when im crying.I will cry for sure.Haha.Then Weijun go and help me find.And he found it.Yeah!Thx Weijun.He found in science lab.Fifa oso said that i could left it in sci lab.But i know i wasnt careless enough to go and put it there.But it was there.How can it be possible?Okae.Watever.What is done is done.So then aesthetic.Damn sey.Indian dance.Haha.After mt conversational,Wait for fifa.While waiting,i didnt know why im so tired.Haha.Lack of sleep again i think.Then went home.Saw Syafiqah.OMG.How i missed her.It has been a long time since i saw her.Reach home.Daddy was home.Nagged at me for being late.As i was supposed to come home earlier to go for check up.Watever.So went for the check up.The doctor inject something to my knee.He do something lah.I also dont know.But what i knoe is that.It is painful.Haha.Now i have a bandaged knee.So yah.Doctor say i must change the bandage everyday.But must not remove it.Until the next check up.Wth.Haha.I dont want to wear it in school.I look funny.Haha.Im currently listening to Please be mine by Jonas Brothers.Im addicted to it.Zuraimi make me love that song.Because he sang one himself.Haha.So sweet of him.Haha.Okae people.Till here.Byebye.Love you all.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:45 AM

After one goes,another come.How unfair is life treating me.Seriously,what have i done till you have to do this?Do you think its fun?Well its not to me.I had enough of people critics.I had a rough day in school.And now i have to face this.Im tired okae!Why wont people understand that its a fact that im born like this.Do you think i have a choice?Its not only critics about my extra finger.Other things too.You can joke around.Yes i dont mind.But please you must know your limits.Dont go overboard.I have feelings too.

HELLOOO
as you can see.Another bloody hell kid go and spam.I thought after a day without critics from that passer,everything will be back to normal.But im wrong.Theres more.What do people want from me?Cant they see me leading a happy life?Urgh!I had a rough day today.Im not in a good mood either.Now im at abg adi house.As usual,piano lesson.Usually i will be enthu.But today,haish,no.So first period,art.How boring.Visual diary have start.I hate that the most.Then meet mr sham.I have to compete in a scrabble competition.ME?Scrabble?Wth?Watever.I and minglun.Haiya.Im not good at english sey.Then maths.Teacher nvr come.So chat wif sharmaine.Then history.I almost fell asleep.As usual,i slept late yesterday.Then recess.Eat.But then my mood went down.Really.Guess it was the critics.Haish.Non-stop sey.Be it in sch or comp.So yah.Bad mood aready.Science lesson.Cry.I dunnoe why.My eye pain lah.Not because of critics.Then english.Three periods.I fall asleep for about 10 mins.Haha.After that,Stayback because got campcraft.So go 7-eleven with sya,afifah,sharmaine.Then rain rite?So hang out under blk,err..dun know wat blk.Then laugh laugh.Haha.Then start campcraft.At five,i went home.Go home with fifa.Yah.Then go kedai.Then abg call.He like dun know wats wrong sey.Treating me like a kid.So yah.Im pissed off by him.Watever.oKlah.Its my turn now to be teach by abg adi.LoL.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:00 AM

Attention seeker.Indeed you are one.You want attention from me.But you are not getting any from.Eventually,IGNORE is what you get.Please stop your nonsense now.Im getting tired of you destroying my tagboard.I don't care anymore about your stupid mocks.Im not taking in any of your words anymore.You have polluted my mind.You know how much i hate you?100%.You idiot.This is who i am.Its your problem whether ou like it or not.Why should i even bother about you?You are the one who is a freak.Spam my tagboard without a reason.If you have nothing to do,keep yourself busy with something okae?Don't ever spam people blog.Understand???

Hellooo ppl..
woah..am i fierce?haha.Im just so fed up with that passerby.He or she wont stop.Grrr.Bitch or Jerk!Haha.Okae today sch reopens.So got that chinese lesson.Teacher never come.Actually good also.Ppl do their homeworks.LoL.First period,history.Okaelah.I pass my test.Woohoo.For the first time,i did anyhow but still passed.Now thats luck.Hee.Then,it was CME.Discussed about the CIP thingy.Im making the corns.Ooooh.With Afifah and Sharmaine.Yeah!Then recess.Just eat light.It was science after that.Then malay,Classroom has been decorated.PINK! Eye-sore sey.Haha.Everybody disagreed.But at least the Upper sec Has make an effort.So good job.LoL.Then maths.Fuuhyoohh.I wasnt paying attention at all.Haha.My mind was somewhere else.And i was sleepy because yesterday i was on the phone with ZuZu till 12am.Haha.We crapped all the way.Last but not least,Assembly.Gahh!Got attire check for girls!Hate it sia!Everybody was like pulling the skirt down and pinning up their hairs.We all look like nerds.LoL.But then once released,all girls go toilet.And redo their hairs n skirts.Haha.Might as well,dont have an attire check.Waste time only.Then go home.Me and afifah go to mc before heading home.So eat.While eating,we chat.Laugh and laugh.HaHa.Then walk home.Again we laughed again.LoL.I had fun.Haha.Okae people.Till here.ByeBye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:15 AM

Today is another beautiful day.But nth has changed.Again that person has not let me off quite yet.I have no idea what that person wants from me.Attention?Or what? I myself keep wondering when is this going to end.Im not sad anymore.But i just wish this will stop.Eventhough i have something extra,Im still a human with a heart.I got a feelings too people.I have suffered alot already.Please.Please let me off.

Saturday,hmmph,probably the busiest day among the other days during non school holidays.But today im totally free.I have tuition thats for sure.I cant skipped.I have no piano lesson.I have no campcraft.So im relaxing now.I planned to finish up my compo.But im still too lazy.Maybe at night.Hmmph,just now i was browsing through the internet.Then i went to one of my friend's friend's blog.She posted on what does her name means.So since i have nth to do.I went to try it.I tried using my friends name too like Afifah,Syahidah and Sharmaine.And we have smt in common.And that is...(below)

"You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun."

Haha..i wonder if its true.One thing i know that we have in common is that we crap alot together.Haha.Lina once asked me,"will ur friends tell u their problems?".Hmmph.Lina,it doesnt matter whether our friends tell us their problems or not.Because its their problems and sometimes it is not meant to be shared.But if they willing to tell us,we must be willing to lend them our ears too.No matter what,we are still friends. And friends will be there for each other through thicks n thins.Finally i got an answer to Lina question yesterday night when i appear offline.It just come to my mind.Hmmmphh..till here everybody..

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAFIQAH,HIRZI and ELAINE(my sis in law,Hardy's)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:30 AM

I didnt know that it getting worst.It wont stop.I felt so lost.I have no idea what is going through in my head.But i know im losing it.I cant hold any longer.When will this end?Why wont you let off?Can't i lead a happy life?I was leading life smoothly without bumps till you came.I want to let it go.But it seems to be stuck.I tried not to think about it.But there is nth for me to think about it anymore.This is the only problem.Why must i be your victim?Cant you see me being happy?How i wish i have one wish.And to wish you will disappear n will never come back.Oh God..help me fight through this circumstances.

N i hope i get through this faster.School is reopening in 2 days.YESH!My homework is all done except for english compo.Actually i have done that first day of holiday.That was my first homework that i have completed.But then i realised that i have to include words in another passage.Unfortunately,i didnt.Grrr.Now i have to redo.Till now i havent get started on it.I guess i do it tomorrow.I just come back from meeting kak reen,amran,feez,zuzu(zuraimi) n zayin.We went out to Far East Plaza.We just hang out.Eat.Arcade.Shop.Then went to Coastway Point.To search for new guitar for feez.His birthday is coming so he want to take a look n ask his dad..how fortunate.Finally he found one.It was beautiful.So beautiful that im jealous.Haha.Then we went to our special hang out place.Talktalk.Fun sey.We laugh like hell.Haha.okeylah.im speechlesss.LoL.BYEBYEBYE

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:00 AM

After the incident..it is as though im looking down to myself.Why?Is it true having a little extra finger is the same as being abnormal?I didnt want to take he or she words to the heart but the words just keep swirling in my head.Yes im angry.Yes im sad.But what can i do.Im born like this.

Friends is everything i needed.My Friends didnt mock me about it.They even defended me when he or she mock me.Look at the tagboard.Sya,Afifah n Hayyu scold he or she back.While im speechless.There is nth for me to say when it comes to like this.I just want to shout at he or she back for mocking me.But it just wouldnt come out.Yes when i was small,i had the same thoughts.But now i have grown up.I can think.This is what God have given me.Why should be embarrassed about?Instead im grateful to God.

Today daddy took a leave.Since he nvr go to work,i noe we will be going.So i have missed the chance to watch movies wif Sya n Afifah.Haish.But nvm there is still next time.I hope.We went to IKEA.I still have no idea what my dad n mum planning to buy.Anyway,it was for the first time that every member of family went out.We all have grown up.So yah,all lazy to go out.Whats more with parents.But its not me.Its my two brothers.What can i say?Boys.And it is also for the first time my big brother is acting lame.LoL.He acted as though he was 12 n not 17.LoL.Same goes to my lil brother.But who cares.Haziq is always lame.LoL.Haziq has grown taller since he join basketball for his cca.Taller than me even.Some of my parents will say that im the youngest.So not true.Haha.Haziq is tall but immature.Haha.So yah after go IKEA,go Queensway.My big brother want to find his soccer shoes.For me,i didnt buy anything because that is so not my place.Haha.After that went to westcoast,buy takeaway food.I didnt noe why i was so tired.Now i come to realise that my ankle was still painful but it was not so bad.Yesterday was awful.LoL.Yesterday night,talk on the phone with Zuraimi.But it was a long chat coz he fell asleep.I don't blame him.He got ncc in the morning.So he is tired.I still can't forget abt yesterday.Haha.Now at home.Haish.How i wish i was wif sya n afifah now.OK.till here.Byeeeee

Btw..Sya,Fifa n Hayyu..
Dun be angry anymore..let him or her say anything.Soon he or she will get tired.Just ignore.
Thx though..Appreciate ur help.Love u girls..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:00 AM

helloHELLLOOO...

today was the AWESOME day EVER..hahaha...but pain oso arh..okae..today wake early in the morning..dunnoe why..perhaps it was cold n i couldnt sleep..today oso got encore meeting...so bath..eat a slice of bread wif jam..normal breakfast..haha..since mummy go out aready for her class..so i have to wake my lil brother up..n i hate it so much..he is the laziest of all when it comes to waking up..i shout oso he nvr wake up...grrr..then i take my big bro electric guitar..play a note..loud sia..haha..im soo bad..but wat to do..he is damn stubborn..finally he wake up..so i go n pull him up from his bed..then push him until the toilet..if i didnt do it..he will carry on sleeping not on his bed but on the couch..n i got no tiime for him..he was aready late n he could still take his time..grr..boys..while waiting for him...i ironed my skirt..my lil bro shirt..then fixed for him breakfast...this is what happened when my parents pampered him too much..youngest mah..im being nice today..if not..i would have done all this for him..haha..yes im bad...LoL...okae..finally..he is out..20 minutes to take a bath????wth..okae nvm..so i quickly change..i was damn late aready..so i ask fifa to meet at 9.40 when we r suppose to meet at 9.30..so change aready..adeq still can sleep...urgh!urgh!lucky he change aready..so pull him out of the house..so me n him went different ways..i went to meet fifa at shop..it was drizzling..i should have brought my jacket..becoz of my lil brother i forgotten..watever..so meet fifa aready..then meet sya at lrt..together go..reach aready..waited for abbas..so start rehearsing..i was like so paisey sey..im the mother..haha...im going to die of leukimia..haaha..ish3..wat luck i have..hehehe..so rehearse finish aready...we didnt go home..coz it was raining damn heavily..but it didnt stop..gahh..since we all hungry aready..so me,sya,fifa,abbas,weijun ran thru the rain..i sprained my ankle while running..=(..somemore coldddd....then we go grnridge n eat..otw going grnridge..fifa give me a hug(hugs for friends) since i was damn cold n have no jacket..LoL...thx fifa..n thx for concern sya..i couldnt be more fortunate to friends such as them..hehe..we were damn wet n cold n hungry..abbas sey like beggars..haha...so eat aready..now we r cold n full..haha..then go home..it was drizzling..not so heavy..but still soo cold..haha...so walk wif fifa till her blk..it starting to rain heavily again once i was walking home to my house...n u noe theres alot of metal drains on the pathway rite?guess wat?i slip n fell..slippery sey..so paisey when i fell down..lucky there was onlie an auntie..haha..i was like couldnt get up due to my ankle..somehow there was this guy walking towards me..i didnt see his face as i was concentrating on my ankle..it was like super pain after i fall..pain u noe..

the guy say-"let me help you"
after he speaks..i feel as though i heard his voice before..
i look up..saw the sweet smile of him...it was ZURAIMI...haha..
wat a suspense..LoL..he help me get up..seriously..i felt as though i couldnt walk anymore..
it was awfully painful..i just want to cry...haha..but i didnt..
finally i met zuraimi..n he finally meet me but in this kind of state..-.-
it was soo embarrassing..so he got umbrella..so he accompany me till we were under shelter..
so we sat under my blk for awhile..
he give me tissue to wipe my glasses..sooo sweet...LoL..
supposingly i have to go home..if not i would have talked to him longer..hahhaa..
so bath...after bath..found that my ankle was aready swollen..noo!
haish..wat a luck i have..haha...but...
i had FUN in the rain..LoL..
now slight fever..)):
still refusing to swallow that damn panadol..haha..
im stubborn like my lil bro..wat to do...siblings wat..haha..
okaelah..till here..byebye..
take careeeee..((:

ThX aFIFAh n SYAhidah for the FUN n CONcern..=D
THX zuRAIMI for the warmth..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:50 AM

helloHELLOOO

im back posting..yesterday i nvr post rite?sorie..lazy to post..heheh..so today i make an effort to post...i just come back from school..sad rite?holiday oso got school...somemore come back later than the usual day..haishh..so yah..it was npcc..the SANA course..so yah early morning wake up..go school by myself coz daddy nvr send..=(...so meet up wif sharmaine n faieqa..then go in school..saw red cross running..i think they r doing pt..so yah..saw fifa..=D..so waited for sir..in the end..we were scolded for being late...wat sey..so sir like bad mood like that..so okae..watever..so reach there..early somemore..ugh!so we go compass point and eat breakfast at mac...yeah..i blanja sharmaine coz she nvr bring money..poor thing..so eat aready..went back there..go up n register..sit in one room...wif alot of different schools npcc n ncc...wooooo...me n sharmaine got nth to do so we give some ppl nicknames..haha..there is hamstervield(did i get the spelling rite?its the lilo n stitch enemy..the rabbit...ala..u noe..haha).Babyface,gay,sideview..ahaha..weird rite..ahaha..so first lecture..then break..then lecture again..then lunch break..then role play..then tug of war..haha..wah..so many then..LoL..I lazy to describe..haha..i finally meet irfan..LoL...okaelah..till here..byebye..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:40 AM

helloooHELLLOOO

im recovered..wooohooo..n yes this time i did ate my medicine..due to the concern from friends..aww..im soo lucky to have friends such as them..hahha..so yah..today is sunday rite?as per normal..morning go check up..i still left wif 3 months...ooooo....scary..haha..im being lame..i felt extreme better today...i guess i have to thank zuraimi for chatting wif me yesterday nite..he make me laugh like hell sey..haha..but i fell asleep in the middle of our conversation..due to the medication..sorie Zuraimi..lucky he was not angry..hhehe...today daddy is working OT..so the whole family is stuck at home...haha..btw..im starting to like techno...haha..i have no idea why..it was a sudden change..hahhaa...weird..LoL..im starting to do my hmwrk..i dunnoe whether i will finish it or not...i just dun have the spirit to do hmwrk..hahaha..im speechless...so till here..chaw..((:

& I jus realise..this time my post is CRAP..haha..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:30 AM

helloHello..

i want to say THANKS

for the GET WELL SOON wishes..

through SMSes and tagboard..

and to AFIFAH n SYA..
i will eat my medicine..i dun want to get smack..haha..i want to meet u guys..haha..

missing everybody...)):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:30 AM

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO=D

woah...a last minute fever..damn it..well now i cant go out..i hope i will be better by tomorrow..i dun wan to coop in my house...it will make me sick more..LoL..okae..so yah today in the morning i was perfectly fine..so at 12 go tuition..today learn a new topic..man its a serious headache..haha...so today..teacher ask we all a super lame riddle that kinda funny..haha..at least it made the whole room crack a bit rather than silence all over..haha...then went home..start to feel a major headache...thought it was a normal headache as i always get headache after maths...then it started to become worst..so nvm..i take a rest..can eat ice-cream somemore..daddy brought alot of ice-cream...i dunnoe where or why he bought alot..haha..so yah..then mummy touch my forehead...she told me that i had a fever..gahh..she forced me to eat medicine..but as u noe how stoned head i can be when it come to medicine..so i didnt eat..haha..as u can see im hyper n craziie..haha..its better to be crazy than lying down in the bed doing nth...its boring okae?haha...well i got nth to say anymore..im speechless..hehhe..((:

tata ppl...(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:30 AM

helloHELLO PPL...

today my school SPORTS DAY...so like i said..i have to be the marshall..so wake up earlier than i usually do..ahah..so go stadium in mufti..wait for sharmaine..after that..we go n change..i was assign to take care of the gate near hawk..n i saw fifa n sya..if i wasnt in duty..i should be able to join them...then the prize giving ceremony..we must stand near the prize presentation is held..we like must block the student from walking pass that area..i stand in front of HERON..their house win..so they shouted as loud as possible..i can go deaf sia..haha..so then mr sng us the npcc n ncc to pick litters..haiya..so me,sharmaine n hasyimah walk around the track..make a big round..but we didnt pick up litters..haha...we just walk..along the way..i crap alot wif my cpl aidil OCTOPUS..haha..then meeting..then i go n change back to mufti..i was damn tired..lucky my house is near..haha..i thought of joining fifa n others at limbang..but fifa smsed me that they wasnt going n already going home..so okae..nvm..i go home straight..again i thought my mum was at home..and even if she is not at home at least she got cook..but she is not at home n haven cook..NOOO!now im hungry..sad rite?i want to go shop..but i lazy n tired..i guess i have to wait..haish..oh ya..btw..i forget to tell that i have gotten CA1 result..n i did badly..failed one subject..and that is home econs!haha..my maths is not that good either..daddy scolded me this n that..okae..fine..i get it..must work hard...this term i have been slacking..but gonna buck for the next 3 terms..yeay!okae holidays is here but i got tons of homework..haha..im so gonna miss school especially crapping wif sya,fifa n sharmaine..hahaks..okae..thats it for now..i want to sleep...hahaha..byebye...((:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ppl!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:30 AM

hello ppl! =D

today im absolutely happy...the best of the best i guess..hha..im crapping again..LoL...Ok..today no assembly again..it has been a long time we assemble in parade square..i kinda miss mr sng naggings..hahaha..like real!LoL..first period was geog..as usual..n mr yazeed teach us..i wasnt paying attention at all..haha..i was kinda thinking of something or in fact words..while doing grafiti on my paper..it looks like im back to grafiti..but it was for a being of time..im bored..thers no one to talk..on the other hand...i could her the laughter from my friends coming from both of my sides..i was thinking..am i the only one who is left out?and indeed i was..but i sort of didnt mind as it was normal aready..then got grp work..so i join sya n sharmaine..after that was p.e..damn fun...we played captain ball wif different class of different levels..fun sey..i did fall on the last game..haha...how careless of me..=D..then recess..many ppl so we bought sandwich and eat in class..then eng..do the essay..then maths..we played game..sort of..abt maths lah..must do a question that ms leow give n see who is first to answer..i partner wif sharmaine..fun lah..the whole class was like soo excited..haha..then malay..teacher gave alot of homeworks..damn it..it is just one week leh..hellohello??hahaha...oke..then half of the period go library..mus borrow 2 books for part of the homework..then aesthetic...just watch other grps perform...then got np meeting..n guess wat?i have to be the marshall for tmrw sports day..haiya..i dun wan sey..must wear full u..i dun wan..i dun wan..watever lah..then got chinese thingy..i wasnt paying attention at all..i was reading my book..haha..bad rite me?hahha..im no longer interested in chinese after the change of teachers..watever...so after that..i stay back wif sya..wait for fifa..then me n sya go buy food..we bought alot sey..hahha..eat onlie arh..haha..so while waiting i read book..sya do her essay..the book i was reading was quite interesting..hehhe..klah..i want to polish boots..till here..byebyebye...((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:45 AM

helloHELLO..((:

today im not so in a good mood..but i managed to kill the bad mood away from me now...so today eventually i went school as per normal but then saw hayyu n wida at bus stop...so go school wif them..i was damn sleepy today..i dunnoe why..i didnt sleep late last night..then it was damn cold..so nice rite to sleep during cold weather..hahha..it has been raining for quite a few days aready..tsk3...so today first period was math...do the equation thingy..at first i dun quite understand at all..but i understand after all..hehe..nex was eng..read newspaper..then recess..eat lah since not many ppl..haha..then homecons..today cook apple pie..woohoo..haha..it was nice..for the first time im eating apple pie..haha..then sci...then eng exp..blablabla..then peer tutoring..im so bored of doing maths till i want to fall asleep..haha..then stayback for awhile...wait for wida..then we must get out from the classroom coz they want to lock the door aready...so go down..otw down..hanis accidentally pushed me..n im afraid of heights..so it freak me out..that ruins my mood..i was lucky not to fall...so me n fifa sit under the ramp there...sya join us..so chithat..by then i wasnt angry anymore..fifa told me he apologised..so yah forgiven n i cant be forever be mad at him rite?but i wasnt feeling very well..like got butterflies in my stomach..n i dunnoe why..i nvr tell them though..but wida n nad cum back aready so we go home..it was drizzling..so we jus walk..if u read fifa blog..it was said i was emoing but i did not..nobody talk to me..so i walk alone lah..since sya wif rusyad..i couldnt talk by myself rite?weird rite?so i kept quiet...i was also sleepy at that time..so i had nth to talk about...my leg was aching too at that time..urgh..how i wish i can that operation done soon...so if im quiet..it does not mean im emoing or in bad mood...so walk wif fifa till reach her house...i walk home alone...i was limping...haha..it was like very weird sey..haha..thats all i got for u all..im just too tired to carry on...byebye..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:30 AM

hellohello...[:

LoL...TODAY i damn happy plus damn tired..=D..okae was officially a better day than yesterday..yeay!..anw..today went to school...damn cold sey in the bus...luckily i wore jacket..n u noe wat that bloody hell guy go n stepped on my foot..ugh!he didnt even say sorie..luckily i wasnt pissed off..hhe..so take the lrt..saw sahida..so went to school wif her..then first period art..we finally finish the canvas painting...it was beautiful..credit goes to fifa..a great artist and colour mixer i must say...hahaks..then geog..mr yazeed take over our class since mdm zan was on a long leave..mr yazeed did teach us...but it is such a waste of time..becoz no one was listening..in the end he gave up..LoL..meanwhile i,as usual, crapping wif my GFs that is sya,fifa,sharmaine..i could laugh the whole day wif them..they just brightened up my day even more..=D..then it was science..it was damn fun..becoz mr lim was so semangat in showing us how to make sound..u should have seen his face..haha..followed by music..the room was damn cold sia..dont mrs chua feel it?haha...she gave us earlier leave...we were damn hungry at that time..so recess rite?so EAT!haha..then i treat my GFs sunflower seeds..haha..we are SOO addicted to that sunflower seeds..it was introduced by sharmaine..haha..then english...spelling test...i didnt managed to full marks..i got two wrongs..i guess it was okae..hehe..malay was next..as usual mark worksheets...okaelah...i guess i improved...^^...after sch..met up wif hirzi..fun..fun..fun..haha..thats one thing i was happy about..another one was that Zuraimi finally msg me..haha..his hp spoilt..so now fixed!yay!haha..hmmph..i have done my two science quiz..i guess thats it for today..and i am addicted to my blog song..woohoo..hahaks..buiibuii..((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:05 PM

hello anybody everybody..=D
today i dunnoe why im kinda of feeling low..
maybe zuraimi isnt there to msg me..)):
wonder why he still he haven msg me?
i hope he msg me sooner or even NOW!LoL..
beside that,sya n fifa cheered me up though...haha..
my foot is damn pain..swollen aready..how sad is this?haha
i dun feel like coming to school tomorrow..
but i want to...coz..coz..i dun wan to miss a single day crapping wif my GFs..
and..and..tomorrow..going out wif hirzi..yay!haha...
im damn tired sey today..
beside feeling low..im kinda of restless..
wat is happening to me?haha..
i hope tomorrow will be a better day..
i have nth to share abt today...
i will straight away talk about after school..
after school got the HAWK meeting..
it is such a waste of time..
then rain..so hang out in school for awhile..
so go canteen..eat some tidbits..
then after a few minutes..the rain stopped..
so me,sya,fifa decide to go home..
then saw hanis..so he oso go home wif us..haha..
me n sya purposely fastened up our speed..
leaving those two alone..haha..
we took photos..haha...
we actually want to walk behind them
so that we could take more clearee pics..haha.
but they knew that we gonna do that..
so we cant..hahhaa...
too bad arh sya...ahaks..
then go lot 1..accompany fifa go popular..
straight away go home..
so now at home..
doing that science thingy..
i dun even noe anything...
n that mr lim expect we all to do..wat onlie..
okaelah..till here..
byebye

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:10 AM

HElllOOO..damn bored..nth to do..so..so..so..post lah..just keep it short and simple
take note friends..dun msg me early in the morning on sundays..
coz i won be replying directly..
instead im going to reply u a few hours later..
reason becoz every sunday i will be going to the doctor..
i will not be bringing my hp along...
becoz got mummy..later she will check my hp..
so if u ppl wan anything..msg me after 12 like that..
soorrie for the inconvience ppl..
i oso apologised to fifa n sya..
for replying u two msgs late..
so REMEMBER that okae?

okae..a reminder to HER..go ahead n do watever u like..
i had enuf of you being so childish..
u think ppl wan to believe just becoz u have such pity face..
u noe wat..u can just f-ck off..
to think i put a 100% trust into u..
watever to you....u noe who u are...
[this doesnt refer to anyone of friends in zhenghua..=D]

sorie bout that..
i damn angry wif her...
okae..watever..i dun wan just becoz of her..it ruin my whole mood..
so wat to say?
oh yah...ermm..my hand damn pain again..
my adeq go n beat my hand..urgh..jerk..
then i go n slap him..haha...revenge..
okae...hmwrk done..
except science..damn difficult..
later then i do..
same goes for english..
haha..lazy is one word to described...haha
haiyo..so bored..
currently crapping wif aFIFAh..haha..=D
attention to zuraimi...when r u going to be back?
i miss ur crap n lame jokes..LoL..
2mrw school..yay!
gonna crap wif fifa,sya,sharmaine again
for the last week of sch somemore..

crapping wif them just the best..LoL..

MY CRAP PARTNERS..HAHA
okaelah..till here..
will post some other time this year..ahah..crap..
byebye..take cares y'all

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:10 AM

helloooo=D
i feel like blogging n i dunnoe why..haha..
okae i just come back from school..
today got campcraft competition..
but unfortunately it was postponed...
due to the bad weather..
so yah..thats a bad thing...
the good thing was that i dun have to peg today..
coz my hand injured real bad..
first was blister then i accidentally slammed the door to my hand..
yah..ouch!
but now okae aready lah..
now typing using finger...so not pain..haha..
another bad thing was we have to practise again..haiya..
i thought today was the last but....NO!ahhaks
so..so..so..
yesterday!
hmmph..
first period english..
okaelah..
just do worksheets..
then p.e..
silat again..DAMN fun...haha..
but my hand pain due to the falling..falling..haha
then recess..
nvr eat..coz alot of ppl..
so me,sya,fifa,sharmaine go class..
talk talk talk...take video of sya n rusyad..haha..we are SOOO bad..
then geog...2 free period..oh yay!
so talk crap lah among the four of us...haha..
plan where to go during march hols..
take candid pictures of each others....LoL...
in malay..i will say..TKDER KEJE SEY!hahha
so yah...then art..
focus painting..
but cnt go home first coz haven finish..
arnd 1 we finish..
so me,sya,fifa
go grnridge..like we always do..EAT!haha
then sharmaine join..
so laugh laugh...DAMN fun sey wif them..hahha...
then npcc..
i nvr join my squad..
i go n practice my campcraft competition..
after that..then i join..
eventually got campcraft test..
i failed!coz i wasnt there when mem wa going thru..how sad!
nvm lah..
then me n fifa waited for syahirah
i was DAMN LATE sia for madrasah..
so i kanchong2..
reach there in time...but class haven start..
for nth sey i kanchong2..ahha..
so yah basically thats yesterday..
now im blogging..
later going for tuition..n piano class..
i miss zuraimi,my crap partner..
he go johor..
now there is no one for me to crap wif..LoL..((:
BYEBYE..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:20 AM