this is real, this is me.

heyheyhey

okay.Yesterday english.Like OMG!Paper 1 was okay.Paper 2 was damn difficult.One word from the passage also i dont understand.I scared i failed!Went to lot 1.Went home.Thought of revising geography in the afternoon.But my beloved nephew and niece come.So i couldnt study as i have to take care of them.They are too pampered with me.LoL.So i never study right?So i study at night till 1 or 2 in the morning.Wake up.Very sleepy.Daddy send till lrt.Till then my eyes was still shut.Even bought the wrong the mentos flavour.LoL.Reach school.Revise a bit.Geography was okeh but i did not finish a few questions!Damn!I ended up feeling sleepy during geography exams.So lesson learnt.Do not burn midnight oil!Its no use.You will get sleepy and couldnt concentrate like me!Sobs*.Today is the happiest day for me.After exams,went lot 1 with girlfriends.Eat at food culture.It was a blast!Haha.Enthu sey!Laugh here and there.Saw alot of friends from different school.WOw!What a coincidence.Haha.See,enthu right me?Haha.Went home.Now blogging.Later meeting him.Hahah.Weeee.Thats it.Tata people.Love you all!happy one month zuzu!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:00 AM

Well,Monday is the first paper.I just finished my revision.So i thought of blogging.In the afternoon,went tuition.Man,i got all confuse with algebra now.It is so easy yet i could make mistake.Got to practise more.People say practice makes perfect.Went greenridge to have dinner with dad,mum,adeq.Then,finally,went to visit granny.Took pictures with adeq.LoL.He can be sweet at the same mischievious.He keep punching me.I punched him back.Haha.Studied with adeq just now.Help him with maths.It takes me anything to help me.LoL.I cant believe im saying this.Well,i have to help him.Im his sister.He is going for PSLE yet he is so relaxed.MuM and dad asked me to push him abit.How can i make him study while i myself is busy with exams and life?Well,i will try my best.
Sometimes i wonder if world is being fair to me?When will this end?How can i get over this?Well,im going to stop here once and for all.As for the sake of friends,i will change to a better person.Just cheerful old me.Gosh,im so expressive.haha.Lame.Okey.Bye everybody.=D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:40 PM

Chinese,Malay,Indian dance((:

Azryyy.Cute and innocent face azry.

Weiru.Beautiful ((:

Syahirah.Sweet smile((: Love her lots<333

Afifah.Smile that i will never forget.Love her lotssss

hayyu.I love her soo much.

syahidah.Love her lotss

us again.Gosh,she is cute

hadi.Cutee smile.((:

mervyn.Cutee((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:00 AM

I had a great day ever!LoL.Start off with geography.P.E.Fun.Recess.English.Maths.Sit with wida,hayyu,sahida.Story telling.Normal.LoL.Mother tongue.Discuss about exams.Aesthetic was next.It was a success.Took a lot of photos.LoL.Will post the pictures later.((:
This is an extremely short post.HAHAHA.Study time.Byebye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:40 AM

HeyHeyHey

i couldnt resist to post.Lololol.Exams is coming in 5 days.Wow!Started revising on geography and maths.Today in class during free period when homecons,i did some notes on science.At least i did something right?Haha.Today im sick at the end of day.That is now!Haha.First the flu.Now coughing.Urgh!I could not afford to get sick.Exams are coming.NOOOO!Today i guess its a great day.Start off with three period of math but with no ms leow.Woohoo.So yah.Did mid year with hayyu,wida,syahirah and afifah.Next was english.Recess.I ate a lot.Lol.Homecons.Science.Encore.Stay back for awhile.Went home.I was in a rush to meet Zuraimi.Sorry i was late.Lol.Yesterday i met him too.But he bad mood.Today he is so cheerful.LoL.Okay.So yah.Now at home.Blogging.Listening to sings.Im currently addicted to the song kidnap my heart.Yeay!Guess what?I really miss hayyu.Haha.Dont know why.Today didnt go home with her.Yesterday too.Well,i hope i get to go with her tomorrow.I want go Lot 1.Byebye.((;

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:15 AM

hey all.

I had a bad cough and sore throat now.Due to the fun yesterday at mrEIGHTEEN party.Anyway,i had one wish.I wish that everyday in school could be as fun as yesterday.I didnt know that i could go back to the childhood again.It has been ages since i played catching.I really want to play again.Well,lets just hope.Exams are really near.And im really scared.Havent yet to revise.What if i fail?Well i guess i have to stop playing laptop.I will hold this blog to a pause.Like real.But i really have to stop and concentrate on my studies.Music lessons has also put to a pause.So yah.Concentrate.I had just finished tuition.Maths.Headache.I keep making the same mistakes over and over again.This is really a stupid one.I could not afford to make a small mistakes again.Hmm.I guess thats it for now.bYe.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:30 AM

HELLO!

This will be extremely short post.Because im rehearsing.Now break.At abg adi house.Take the opportunity to play on kak reen laptop.LoL.At night i wont have time.woo.Lol.So yah.Today was extremely great.Played catching with afifah,hayyu,wida,weijun,zhuanghao,amit at the end of the day while accompanying hayyu.Extremely Fun and tiring.Went home.Bought food.Knowing that im late.I still take my time.LOl.Abg Adi punished me for being late.And the punishment was to sing a chinese song.I was shocked.Chinese song on piano???Haha.I was 30 minutes.So kak reen help along.I managed to do it.Wooo.Three cheers for izza.Haha.OK.I got to go.Bye fellow friends.((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZURAIMI((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:30 AM

HeyHeyHey.

Today is great.Only that my eyes itches and flu is getting on my nerve.Sudden flu.LoL.Went to school with wida.For the first time i saw a 307 bus like a 302 bus.Haha.Lame.Today maybe im quite enthu at the end of the day.LOl.No idea why.Okay.First three period.Maths.Eventually teacher never come.Wooo.But i did nothing.Haha.Okay.Recess.Fasting.Never eat.Mother tongue.Cikgu need to go to East Coast for something.Exercise or something.We did imbuhan.It is one headache man.Lol.Science.I was falling asleep already.And my eyes was really painful till i have to rub causing it to be red.But now better.English.Test.Aesthetic.Okok lah.Before went back,ms Neo pinch my ear.LOL.Sudden sia.Well my mind was far away.So didnt notice her.My friends were "hello cher".Well i still didnt turn my head.Till Ms Neo pinch my ear.I was shocked lah.Duh!Haha.You should have look at my reaction.It causes my friends to laugh.Well Ms Neo was running.so yah.Haha.Cannot take it.LoL.Ok went home.Now at home.Blogging.Yah.Ok.Thats it.Byebye.This is another random post.Lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACHMAD!!!!
(hope you likee my present)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:50 AM

Hiiie all.

Today im very very tired.I dont know why.I didnt do much stuff either.I didnt sleep well yesterday.In the morning,i couldnt opened my eyes at all.Lol.Meet wida at bus stop.Go to school.I wasted my time yesterday studying homecons as i was told today it was a open book test.Damn.So yah.OkE.Today is better i suppose.Start off with science.I really want to sleep.Lol.Mr lim start to tell us about choosing our subjects later in the year.Now i realise it wasnt easy to get the subject we want.Hmm.Got to study hard i suppose.Then music.Opera.Lol.Recess.I think i spend alot today.Got to save.Got to save.LOL.Mt.Went CLC room.Alot of explanation.Sat at the back doing dialog.Homecons.Open book test.I guess it was easy.I really have fears for cockroach.Whether it is real or not.I just hate its features.Its so eeeewww.English.Read article.Eng exp.Went home.Go lot 1.Buy things.Bought waffles.At the bus,i start to feel really tired and headache.So i kept quiet.Gave adeq my waffles.Since he was hungry.He didnt go to school today.Not fair.Well he is sick.So understandable lah.Okae.That it.Byebye.

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASRIYAH!
(i got your message.aww soo sweet.Well i love you lots too cuzzz.)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:05 AM

hey all.

Today was a better day for me.I tried and i managed to do it.But still unsure.In malay" kekok".Well i did.So yah.Need to improve.Need to do better.I have to thank her though.She never give false hope.I almost given up yesterday.But i told myself there is always tomorrow.Im happy but im still not sure.Confuse type.Today first period,art.Drawn my mock up.Maths.History.Recess.Science.English.End.Today we had excursion to the science centre.It was great.I laughed alot with wida.I went to explore the science centre with wida,syahirah and afifah.We took pictures here and there.It was fun though.Went home.Bought chocolate milkshake.It has been two days since i have gone without ice.Lol.I have this habit of eating ice and daddy say he will give $20 if i go without ice for a week.Woohoo.Well thats it.BYe.

you treat me like a rose.You give me air to breath.You give me room to grow.You give strength to carry on.Indeed you are angel.Without you guiding me,im lost and confuse.You opened my heart.You changed me into a better person.You help me to stand on my two feets again.Thats how special you are.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:10 AM

hello!

I let half of the chance slip through my hands just like that.Why couldnt i just talk to her?What the hell is holding me back from talking to her?Come on izza,just open your mouth and speak!
This is not easy as i thought.Now i know why my mum define me as a softspoken girl.Dont blame me.I followed my dad.I really want to get over this but i just couldnt talk.Im feeling as though i want to get up from my chair but im tied to the chair.I couldnt get up.I just dont get it why i couldnt make my move and talk.It is so easy yet so difficult.Friends say just talk as per normal and everything will be fine.But i cant even say a word.When she speak to me like that once,i answer with a word and couldnt carry on.Its either a yes or a no or a smile or a laugh.This is so whatever.There is always tomorrow.Im not going to give up though.I really dont want to regret.I dont want to run away from this.I really dont.I got to get out from the ropes im tied with.I cant be stuck forever right?Well going to try again and again and again.

As you can see from above,i failed.But im not going to give up yet.Every problem has its solution or answer and a method to do it.I just have to study.Soon i will get the answer.If i give up and dont study,i will fail.So if i want pass,i will not give up.As people say,failing doesnt make one a failure but giving up does make one a failure.So yah.Today,first period history.Then CME,we cut out some boxes.We use the cut cardboxes to make smily faces.We have nothing to do.I use it to make one so called apology card.Then recess,bought food to class.Science was next.I wasnt paying attention as it was only a period so i complete the card.After that was mother tongue.Give it to her.A smile and "aww,so sweet" was given to me.Yet my task have not completed.At least i tried.Mother tongue was a big headache.Maths.Did revision.Lifeskill was change to math test.Retest.It was okeh.Since i have a better clearer view of it.Waited for syahidah alone as some went home due to tuitions.Went home with her.I wander around the stagmont park first before i went home.Yah.So now im at home.Blogging.Listening to azn dreamers songs.Thats it.Tomorrow will be better.I hope.Bye people.((:

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Till life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tal
lWithin this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words
I long to hearOf how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to doIs follow you
To lighten off my road
You treat me like a rose

You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
Just like a rose
You fave the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose(you treat me like a rose)
You give me room to grow(you gave me room to grow)
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose.

-lyrics of Just like a rose-AZN dreamers

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:20 AM

HeyHeyHey

I guess its really over.What can i do?First step tomorrow.Its really going to freak me out.Im feeling as though there is butterflies flying in my stomach eventhough the day has not end.Thins is not going to be fun.After all the troubles,it going to end after one minor step.Just minor step.Its going to be difficult.Gosh,i wished this never happen again.Seriously,im really scared.Exams are really around the corner.I have not prepare anything.Nooo.Really got to get this over with and start to revise and revise and REVISE.No way will i fail.No way will i disappoint my dad.No way will i drop.Just no way.OKe.It doesnt matter.Going to succeed if i believe in myself.Well tomorrow going to be a brand new day for me.I hope.From now on,im going to free myself from the cage i have been living in for the past few days.Thats a hope alright.All im wishing of is to be a better person.Better friend.Better child.Everything will be bright in the future.If i succeed tomorrow.Oke.Till here.Bye.This is just a random post.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:30 PM

hey guys.

Yesterday i took the chance to apologise.It was accepted.So i felt relieved.But still i have to take the first step.Talk.Eventually im the type of person who dont like to take the first step.But in this case i have to.If i dont want this to happen again,i have to do it.I think if i take the first step,my problem will all be solved.I hope i will succeed.Thanks to all my friends for giving the positive support when i was down.Thanks syahidah for all the smses you have send me.Thanks wida and hayyu for advice.Thanks nadia and mr??? for the encouragement.I hope it works.

Today was slightly a better day for me.Woke up in the morning.The pains on my body was also slightly better.Went to tuition.Big headache.Went to piano lesson.Did the best i could do.The talent time is coming soon.Exam is also coming.I havent prepare yet.After piano lesson,me and family except big brother went shopping.First went to Lot 1.Eat at LJS.Bought 3 new dress.Wow.Haha.Adeq bought for me new watch.Another wow.Haha.Went to Court after that.Visit granny.We then went to Westmall.Bought my shoes.Then went home.Im tired already.Lol.Now blogging.Chatting with hayyu,wida and achmad.Oke.BYE!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:14 AM

When it come to this,I could not do anything.Im just too weak to face all this.It has been five days.I could not go on like this anymore.It is too painful.I could not hold any longer.It is so difficult for me to get over it.I dont know anything.Im really hopeless.I couldnt cry anymore.I mean i dont want to.Its really hurtful.There is no end to this thing.No one even understand.Why?Why are you doing this to me?Dont you know that you are making me miserable?When will you stop ignoring me?Why are you so angry at me?Why wont you talk to me?What did i do wrong?Why wont you tell me?Please get everything clear with me.I dont want to be like this anymore.It is really unbearable already.I dont want to be away from you.I really dont.I need you to be strong.Im really weak.I often sacrifice for you not to be alone.In the end,i ended up being alone.Please dont do this to me.Please.Im begging you.If i did any wrongs to you,im sorry.Please forgive me.)):

HEY.

As you can see from above,you could tell im not in a good mood.Yes,Im not.It started off well but ended not so well.The same thing everyday.This week of school is not a good week for me.I hope it doesnt carry on next week.It has been hard for me to concentrate on my studies when this happen.Im really under a lot of pressure now.Nothing change since monday.Today was a half day for us.Get to go home at 10.Woke up with a body that aches everywhere due to yesterday p.e lesson.Went to school with wida,hayyu and nad.Waited for sahida at jelapang.Syahidah and farah turns up.Then sahida.It was raining so we walk through it.I was wet and cold.First period was art.My back was aching so i just lie my head on the table while doing my art.Next was science.The surrounding was cold.And i was really tired and in pain.I felt like sleeping.The days end.Went to KFC to eat.I ate cheese fries but left out the bandito as i really have no appetite to eat.Didnt went after that.Just hang around the stagmont park.So yah.Now at home.Listening to music plus blogging.Ok.Till here.Bye people

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:40 AM

Yes im here to post again.As i said.Im not home yet though.Im at kak ayuni house.Im glad she is at home.I cant do anything now.Im just so tired.From school to cck to here.I just have no more energy.After school,i decided went home earlier as sharmaine was going home already with hanna.Since my mind was eventually full,i walked off.I went to the pathway where i usually walk when i want to go home.There is a lot of memories.I cried.Its too hard for me to forget.I wish this will end like syahidah say.ooK.tOday,Practically a simple day.Start off with geography.P.E.We did five stations.Actually only three.I had cramps in the second station.But i managed to complete all.Recess.English.Maths.Mt.Aesthetic.So yah.Thats about it.Bye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 AM

Hey all!

Guess where i am?LoL.In school library.Lame.I know.For the first time im blogging in school.LoL.Well,the reason im here still in school because i could not go home as i forgotten to bring keys and nobody is at home.Like i said in the previous post.LoL.So here i am with sharmaine.Well surprisingly i thought that today will be a great day after a change of yesterday.But i was wrong.Nothing change.It remain the same.Or should i say worst?I did everything i could.Haish.Syahidah on the hand say that everything will be back to normal.But.Well i think it takes time.This is bad.I hate it.Couldnt seem to know whats on her mind.Another problem going on.The change of ones.Friend have been complaining to me about one to me.And i couldnt seem to get or help friend.Things change for the better.But friend say one change for the opposite.I know you guys wont understand what im trying to say.LoL.Im really in a need of help by syahidah.Sya,if you are reading this.Please help me!.I feel like shedding a tear again.But im going to face this strongly.If thats what im made of.Im not going to show my weak side.I talk as though i know.But i keep showing my weaker side.Damn.Haish.What should i do?I have no more idea left.My mind is blank.I dont even know what to do.Help!Seriously i thought i will get over it.But its stilll in my mind.What am i going to do?When is this ending.Shall the incidence repeat?What is this man?Is heaven testing me?Is this a test for my friendship?Questions are all over.Theres more where that come from.Till here.Bye.I will post again when i get home.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:00 AM

Hey all.

Deleted two post.Woo.Im crazyy and extremely hyper today.I dont know why.Perhaps its because everything is allright now.I hope.Neither do i want this to happen again.I had enough trouble.Now all my troubles is all gone.Im looking forward to better life.Im concentrating on my studies.My dad is pushing me too hard.He wants me to get 5 A.Trust me dad.I cant do it.Its not that i dont believe myself.I really cant do it.You dont know what im going through as a teenager.Okae.Today.No assembly.Went to school with hayyu and wida.Meet up with nadia at lrt.First period maths.There should be math test but dont have because we were taking too much time on propotion.So,next was english.Did oral.Recess.Homecons.Test.I guess its okae.Next week theres another test.Damn.Science.Watch a video with a song called innocent by avril lavigne.It was a beautiful song.I dropped a few tears.As i was thinking about it.LoL.So emotional.Eng exp or encore.Then went to help the science environmental club.LoL.It was fun.We decorate the recycling corner.Me,syahidah,afifah,wida,sharmaine,weijun and weijie.LoL.Then went home.Weijun took lrt but didnt come out.Make a round.LoL.Then he told me.Aww so sweet.Haha.Saw mrEIGHTEEN.Haha.He is with his mum and sister.Mummy child what.LoL.No offence.LoL.oK.So now at home.Banging my head on the wall.LoL.Crap.Joking lah.Blogging and listening to songs.Tomorrow no chinese class.Woohoo.I planned to stayback.As tomorrow there will be no one at home and no one cooking.So i dont know what will happen tomorrow.Till here.Byebye

Labels: its not hard after all

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:50 AM

Hello.

Today i woke up slightly late as i slept so late yesterday.It was because daddy and mummy went out to visit granny at hospital.Left me and adeq alone.Abang dont know go where.It was by then 11 already.Adeq insisted on waiting for mummy.But then i asked him to go to bed as he has to go for his religious in the morning.He said there is no one to accompany to sleep since abang was not home yet.Haish.Yah,so i accompany him to sleep.While waiting for him to sleep,i play comp while chatting with mrEIGHTEEN.So waitt until 1am.By then,mrEIGHTEEN was already asleep.So yah i alone.Now im addicted to my blog song.Seribu kenangan-didicazli.It was actually a song from a chinese singer by the name of JJ Lin.Yesterday i played this song through piano.Woohoo.It is the bestest song ever.Yah,so i listen to this song while thinking.Then my abg finally came home.So i just went off to bed.In the morning,wake up.Everybody was not at home beside me.Adeq went to religious class.Mummy i think sleep at hospital.Daddy work.Abg idk.Then went to the hospital with adeq,abg,daddy.Now at home.Blogging.Chatting.Like i said,yesterday i have beem thinking.In fact not just yesterday.It has been a week since i have been thinking about the same matter.And when i read AFIFAH blog.She said"be happy with what you got.Because once you lose it.You never got it back".So yah it reminds me.Although it was meant for her.It hit the nail on my head too.But still i havent get the solution.I really need advice.Haish.Bye people.Tc

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:35 AM

heyALL!

I never post for two days.Sorry.I was busy doing art and on friday,as per usual i got religious class.So i did not post as i was tired.So yah i will start about today.Hmmph,woke early in the morning to go to school.I was damn sleepy.Slept late at night.Accompanied by mrEIGHTEEN.So get daddy to send as i was already late if i were to go on my own.Reach school.Have to arrange this and that.God,early in the morning must carried heavy chairs.Me n Weiqi was tired.Since our job is at the end of the day.Priza presenterS.So we took a rest.Schools start coming in.Yah.We were bored as we were jobless.So we took a mineral water bottle each and poke holes on the cover.LoL.We were childish.We sprayed water here and there.Then in the middle of the competition,we ask permission to go out to buy food.So we bought tidbits.Before the end of the day,i take over Jeichel place as she have to go for HTA.Then give out the prizes.Debrief.Clean up.Went home.Quickly i changed.Meet mrEIGHTEEN at yew tee.Go abg adi house.Practise piano.As per usual.This time its different.I had to duet with mreighteen.We sang no air by jordin and chris.But this time round,i was disappointed.I dont what have gotten into me till i...i..failed.
It was terrible.I felt as though i lost the touch.mrEIGHTEEN keep asking me not to give up.And abg adi say i was tired.Maybe.But i hope this doesnt goes on for the next few practises.This few days have been a great day to me but somehow its bad too.I felt lonely in school.Some reasons that could not be shared.Thats all i guess.I have to study.Exams is coming.BYEBYE.

Yet im still confuse.Somehow you just act or pretend infront of me.And i have to give credit to you as i cant tell whether you are lying or not.You convince me.Im being sarcastic here.Great.Once again you left me hurt.Why must you always appear and somehow ruins my mood.And again im so gullible to believe you.You are lucky im a "slow" person.Yes im "slow'.A lot of my friends have told me that.So?Its not everybody who could what you are saying.Yet again i never make a big fuss of it unlike you.But i chose to let it go.And yes im willing to accept your critics on me.Im in doubt.Help guys?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:45 AM

HEYHEYHEY!

hmmph.Yah.Yesterday my dad birthday right?We went out to eat.Eat at Pizza Hut.Woooo.Saw kak eira.wOw.She is taller than my brother.Haha.Eat until i couldnt eat anymore.Trust me.I was damn full!LoL.Then went home.I was damn tired.So i took a nap.Haha.Sempat.Lol.After that,woke up.Play comp.LoL.Then everybody was in their room.So was i.I couldnt sleep.Luckily mrEIGHTEEN called.LoL.He accompany till 12am.Haha.In the end,he fall asleep.Haha.So okay move on to today.Hees.So yah.Went sch.Theres no assembly.So first period,science.This time,the lesson was extremely hilarious.Mr Lim have a sense of humour.And it was for the first time i was so keen in learning science.Well,environmental science is better physics.That is a fact!Haha.Then music.Followed by recess.Then mt.This time cikgu tell story.lol.A story whereby everybody likes to hear including boys.Haha.Then homecons.2hrs.Omg.I was sleepy halfway.Couldnt get my eyes to open.Haha.Then eng.Eng exp.Peer tutoring.Went home with fifa and sya.Then met hayyu n fn at interchange.So yah.As usual,walk fifa till her home.It was raining heavily.But who cares.Haha.Fifa like know that im going to meet mrEIGHTEEN.haha.So ya.Walk through the rain.Meet him under the block beside kranji.I was wet.Haha.He did wipe.LoL.Haha.Okae.Reach home.Mum was mad at adeq or abg.Then want to vent anger at me.Attitude sial!Haha.SO yah.I eat more better rite?LOL.After that,i realized i havent signed that idiotic form.Urgh!Got scolded lorr.Asshole.Haha.So now,blogging.Chatting with mrEIGHTEEN,Shafiz,Afifah.Thats it.bye!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:33 AM

Helloooooo all.

today is another great day i suppose.Morning,mrEIGHTEEN smsed me.LoL.He got nothing to do i suppose.Haha.Again i take time to swallow a pill.But this time i took 15 minutes.LoL.5 minutes earlier than yesterday.So go school.Saw sya at lrt platform.But didnt go to school with her.She was waiting for her boyfie.Reach school.As you all know today is april fools day.And guess what.I got fooled by eiss.Grrr.LoL.Then look at class photo.Lol.I look funny.Okey.First period art.Do exam paper.I choose movements.I dunt know whether i could do it or not.After that was maths.Go CLC room.I guess i wasnt in a good mood for awhile due to some reasons.Why should i tell you?Hha.Then history.Do worksheet.It was then recess time.So eat.Again my mood swings again.But i was still sort of laughing with my friends.I didnt want them to get the wrong idea again.Science was next.Then english.My eyes started to itch.Real badly.Then waited for sya.Went home.Go lot 1.Find daddy present.Lol.Went back with fifa.This time i accompany her.LoL.I making a big deal out of it.Haha.mrEIGHTEEN smsed to meet.LoL.oK.Since i was free.For awhile only.So yah,now blogging.Thats it for today.Byebye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:05 AM

HEYLOW(:

woah.Today is a fabulous day.Now,my knee is absolutely better.So i just felt so fresh.LoL.With no limping.No crying.No pain.Pain maybe yes.A little.Not to the extreme.LoL.Have to thank the doctor.Haha.Im at abg adi house now.LoL.Abg adi said i could play his laptop since i just recover.LoL.Nothing to do with the knee sey.Haha.But since abg adi insisted.So without any hesitation,i play lah.Haha.Too bad mrEIGHTEEN have to practise.Haha.So yah.Today went to school with fifa.We planned to meet at 6.45 am.But she smsed 6.50 like that.Lucky she smsed around that time.If not,i would be late.And poor thing she will have to wait.Its all because of the medicine.I just couldnt get myself to swallow that pill.It takes me exactly 20 minutes to swallow a pill.LoL.So went to school.Attended that damn chinese lesson.But unfortunately or should i say fortunately,teacher never come.We wasted an hour in the class.But yeah,still fun because me,sya,fifa just chat.I told them.Just the two of them.LoL.First period is history.Did a test.Okaelah i guess.Then CME or so called Homecons.LoL.Then recess.Just take a light one because lot of people.Then go n buy the flexible curve thingy.Okae then science one period only.Great.Followed by mother tongue.Do some worksheet.Then maths.Do that graph thingy.Lastly,assembly.Then got npcc meeting.I had to do duty on thursday.Blueks.After the meeting,went back home.Afifah couldnt find her wallet since the mt room is locked.Sya walked home with Rusyad.Afifah walked with hanis.LoL.I left alone.Left with Weijun???!Haha.But its okay.Because fifa still chatted with me.Hees.How i wished mrEIGHTEEN was in my school.Haha.I complained that to him.And he say"you want me to transfer school".Like can like that.Lol.Then,went lot 1.Go mc and library.After that went to the what card replacement office at interchange for afifah card.While waiting i saw mrEIGHTEEN.LoL.He so bad.Never wait for me.Haha.I didnt catch up with him because got FN.So yah.Done with it.Went home.I saw mrEIGHTEEN under my blk.LoL.He waited for me there.LoL.I asked him why just now never wait for me.Then he say got my friends.He shy.Hahaha.So then,i went up to my house.Change.Then meet him back.Went to abg adi house.Abg adi say"wah berdua sey".LoL.Mepek.So now blogging.Waiting for mrEIGHTEEN.Before i go home.Thats all people.Byebye

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:05 AM