I let half of the chance slip through my hands just like that.Why couldnt i just talk to her?What the hell is holding me back from talking to her?Come on izza,just open your mouth and speak!
This is not easy as i thought.Now i know why my mum define me as a softspoken girl.Dont blame me.I followed my dad.I really want to get over this but i just couldnt talk.Im feeling as though i want to get up from my chair but im tied to the chair.I couldnt get up.I just dont get it why i couldnt make my move and talk.It is so easy yet so difficult.Friends say just talk as per normal and everything will be fine.But i cant even say a word.When she speak to me like that once,i answer with a word and couldnt carry on.Its either a yes or a no or a smile or a laugh.This is so whatever.There is always tomorrow.Im not going to give up though.I really dont want to regret.I dont want to run away from this.I really dont.I got to get out from the ropes im tied with.I cant be stuck forever right?Well going to try again and again and again.
As you can see from above,i failed.But im not going to give up yet.Every problem has its solution or answer and a method to do it.I just have to study.Soon i will get the answer.If i give up and dont study,i will fail.So if i want pass,i will not give up.As people say,failing doesnt make one a failure but giving up does make one a failure.So yah.Today,first period history.Then CME,we cut out some boxes.We use the cut cardboxes to make smily faces.We have nothing to do.I use it to make one so called apology card.Then recess,bought food to class.Science was next.I wasnt paying attention as it was only a period so i complete the card.After that was mother tongue.Give it to her.A smile and "aww,so sweet" was given to me.Yet my task have not completed.At least i tried.Mother tongue was a big headache.Maths.Did revision.Lifeskill was change to math test.Retest.It was okeh.Since i have a better clearer view of it.Waited for syahidah alone as some went home due to tuitions.Went home with her.I wander around the stagmont park first before i went home.Yah.So now im at home.Blogging.Listening to azn dreamers songs.Thats it.Tomorrow will be better.I hope.Bye people.((:
And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise
And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Till life is gone
I'll keep your loving near
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tal
lWithin this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words
I long to hearOf how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to doIs follow you
To lighten off my road
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
Just like a rose
You fave the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose
You treat me like a rose(you treat me like a rose)
You give me room to grow(you gave me room to grow)
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose.
-lyrics of Just like a rose-AZN dreamers
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