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Saturday, April 12, 2008
When it come to this,I could not do anything.Im just too weak to face all this.It has been five days.I could not go on like this anymore.It is too painful.I could not hold any longer.It is so difficult for me to get over it.I dont know anything.Im really hopeless.I couldnt cry anymore.I mean i dont want to.Its really hurtful.There is no end to this thing.No one even understand.Why?Why are you doing this to me?Dont you know that you are making me miserable?When will you stop ignoring me?Why are you so angry at me?Why wont you talk to me?What did i do wrong?Why wont you tell me?Please get everything clear with me.I dont want to be like this anymore.It is really unbearable already.I dont want to be away from you.I really dont.I need you to be strong.Im really weak.I often sacrifice for you not to be alone.In the end,i ended up being alone.Please dont do this to me.Please.Im begging you.If i did any wrongs to you,im sorry.Please forgive me.)):



HEY.

As you can see from above,you could tell im not in a good mood.Yes,Im not.It started off well but ended not so well.The same thing everyday.This week of school is not a good week for me.I hope it doesnt carry on next week.It has been hard for me to concentrate on my studies when this happen.Im really under a lot of pressure now.Nothing change since monday.Today was a half day for us.Get to go home at 10.Woke up with a body that aches everywhere due to yesterday p.e lesson.Went to school with wida,hayyu and nad.Waited for sahida at jelapang.Syahidah and farah turns up.Then sahida.It was raining so we walk through it.I was wet and cold.First period was art.My back was aching so i just lie my head on the table while doing my art.Next was science.The surrounding was cold.And i was really tired and in pain.I felt like sleeping.The days end.Went to KFC to eat.I ate cheese fries but left out the bandito as i really have no appetite to eat.Didnt went after that.Just hang around the stagmont park.So yah.Now at home.Listening to music plus blogging.Ok.Till here.Bye people

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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Hazirah!
A girl whose life is filled with both joy and sorrow.Despite the ups and downs she had in her entire life,she knows that she will always have her bestfriends,cousins and family by her side forever.

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