Guess what?This is my 100th post already.I was like wow!.Haha.Two days already i never post.Im lazy and busy preparing for science exams.Yesterday,i want to blog but lazy so i just read my other posts.Now i realized that my stories have different emotions.Some can be happy.Some can be excited and hyper.Some can be sad and miserable.Same can be crap.Some can be boring.And some can even be random and doesnt make sense.LoL.Since November 2007 till May 2008,i have expressed alot.LoL.Well lets cut the crap and move on aites.Haha.Okeh.Woke up with a heavy heart.Because its science exam.Went to school with hayyu.Do some revision in bus,in lrt and in class.I was really scared though.I scared i fail.Did the paper.It was half easy half difficult.It was not that difficult as i thought it would be.I just need to have a little confidence in myself when it come to exams.I really hope i pass.Have a little break.Art was next.Had difficulties drawing.I was nervous.LoL.Managed to calm myself down.Complete everything.Im done.Haha.I guess i have done my best eventhough my friends' art pieces are even better.Wash up.Went greenridge with syahirah,wida and afifah.Didnt eat but drink.We laughed alot.Haha.Went home.Reach home.Mum not at home.Adeq also not at home.Abang also not at home.Well its just me then.Haha.Tomorrow is maths.Hmm.Another pressure.LoL.Its okeh.Two more papers and its over.Yeah!Till next time.Byebye.Tc everybody.And to my adeq and other primary six students,good luck on your exams!
How i wish you will know how i feel.How i wish you actually know i existed.How i wish you will actually be yourself.How i wish you will stop pretending or acting.Do you know im suffering just because of you while you are not.You make feel guilty.You used me.You act as though i was a wall to you.Im not angry at you.Even if i should,i cant.I dont hate you.Even i should also,i cant either.Your ignorance have been making my life miserable.Some say im a fool to cry for you because they say you dont even care.All you care is about your own feelings.Well i dont care about what they say.Because i know its not true.But will you prove it?Will you change?Will you keep your promise that you and me make to each other?I just want one thing from you.Just one.And that is for you to come back.Will you do it?Because i cannot take the pain anymore.Its bugging me and killing me.I dont hate you but i dont like for who you bacame now.=/
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