Guess what?Today Syahidah didnt came.It was quite boring though.But she is coming tomorrow.((:Today is my worst and great day.Understand?When it come to results,it is my worst day.When it come to laughing non stop with my friends,it is my great day.My result is like damn shit.Sorry for the bad language.But seriously,it is really bad.I felt like crying but no point crying over matters that is over.So okey,went to school with a heavy heart as i know that we will be getting results.Haish.First period was art.Watch night at the musuem.This is the second time i watch and i never get bored of it as it was hilarious.Haha.Okey,next period was maths.Get result.For sure i know im not getting any A1.I dropped alot.Haish.Instead i got B3.Like OMG.Friends keep saying "at least you pass what".But its different for me or should i say for my parents.They have high expectations.Forget that.Next was history.Last i failed badly.This time round,i just passed.Sobs**.Recess.Science.Fortunately,i had my science to cheer me up.I improve alot.English.It was really bad.I failed.Like oh my gosh.If end year i fail again,im going to drop to normal acad.And i dont want!After school got oral.Afifah and wida waited for us.Oral was great i guess.Buy ice cream after that.Went home.Thinking of a way how to tell my parents.Well i told already.My mum was super angry that i failed english,just pass history and didnt get A1 for maths.When i say it is difficult,Mum say it is just an excuse.How sad is that?Mum even say dad is waiting for my results.Gosh,im scared.I really am till i cried.I now,cooping inside my room.Why couldnt my parents be understanding as the other parents.Why couldnt they understand that i really cannot fulfill their wishes?Why wouldnt they believe that it is really difficult and not an excuse?Im not like my little brother who is an apple to their eyes.He is smart and im not.Dad will always compare me with him.Ehk hello?He is primary six okeh?Do you think i want to fail?I also dont want right?But this is what i get already.Gosh,why am i so angry?Relaks.Cool.Oke.Now,whenever im at this state,Zuraimi will always cheer me up.So does Weijun.Zuraimi cheered me up with his sweet words and his silly face through webcam.Weijun would cheer me up with his advice.I guess im smiling now.You could not imagine how scared i am now?I think caning is what i will get from dad.Erhh,*SobsSobs*.Okeh,till here.I carry on tomorrow i think.Byebye.
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