this is real, this is me.

hello

Its really my bad day today.Not in the morning of course.It started in the afternoon.Ok.So morning wake up with a suckish feeling.I really hate whenever i felt like that.I had this feeling before a lot of times in the early year.So bath.Skipped breakfast.Went to school for the filming.At this time,i wasnt feeling suckish anymore as my friends made me laugh alot.Meet Jingyun and Amit in school.Change to my home clothes.Mervyn came along later on.Shoot the scene.We made our own bloopers.Cool sey.Then wanted to shoot another scence but the battery was weak and they dont spare battery.So went home.Rest at home.Change again.Went to tuition.At this time,i began to feel differently already.A bid headache when it come to Maths.I could just feel that The End Year Papers is going to be difficult.Whatever.I just have to concentrate more.Then went home.Change again.I have no idea how many i change just to get out from the house.Went to Abang Adi for practice.At this point of time,i felt suckish again and i know the reason why.Whatever to that or him.Learn a new thing.Dance while singing.Abang Adi is really full of ideas this time.So yah.We learn new steps with the song of Forever by Chris Brown.Its fun and tiring.By the end of the day,i was gasping for air.So yah,then i went straight home alone.There is no point for me to stay behind or to hang around.It will just hurt me even more.Now im at home.Not in mood to chat with anybody.Later maybe going out with family and i hope i get to change my mood back.

At this point,only bestfriends know how i feel about you.I realised that you has really changed just because of one thing.Small thing somemore.You are not a kid.Neither are you a girl.Tears rolled down my cheeks when i have to think about your behaviour towards me.It just to painful.But i dont think you even know i felt.I tried to ignore you.At the same time,you are doing it too.Do you think its fair for me?I already gave in.What more do you want?Beg for forgiveness?I felt horrible inside because of you.You ruined my mood.)):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:37 PM

i love this picture the most.((:

syahidah candid.

ooh.what is inside the biscuit?haha.sharmaine.candid

syahidah candid again

poor thing abbas.((:

message saper jer tu.haha

my sister and my mother.hahahaa

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:22 PM

hellohellohello all.

great.It has been a long time since i post.But since im definitely free,i shall post.Hhe.And maybe im partly in a good mood.Ok.I shall not talk about yesterday and the day before as i have alraedy forgotten.I can only say on wednesday.Happy Birthday Dina and Yesterday,Happy Birthday Syafiqah.Okay.Now moving on to today schedule.I had alot of fun today.Alot of laughter.But inside i still have a feeling of annoyance and sad.Only bestfriends knew about this.So okay.Today went to school with Hayyu.I miss her so much.She didnt attend school for 2 days due to SYF.So,then assemble.They talk about vulgarities on our blogs.Gossh im scared.Hahah.Ok.First period geography.That teacher,Miss Tay was not our teacher actually.It was mistaken.So she just teach us since we had nothing to do.She talk really fast.But i still understand.Hehe.Notes were taken down.Good right?Haha.Ok.Then maths.Miss Leow never come.She never come for alot of periods already.Wonder what is she up to.LoL.Then science.Went to computer lab.Did some work online.Then recess.I drop my phone two times already.Gosh.How careless of me.Then also during recess.Me,sharmaine,syahidah played with Abbas hair.Gosh.LOL.Then camwhore.Hehe.Nothing to do what.Then english.Did some vocabulary.After that,me,Afifah,Syahidah,Wida and Sharmaine went to KFC for our lunch. Eat plus laugh.Haha.I took some candid photos of them.Will post it later.Hehe.Then went back to school.Accompany Afifah to change.I didnt have Npcc due to SYF.So then went to meet Wida and Syahidah as they have CCA.So i decided to join them.But i didnt to anything as i scared i will got rashes once the mosquitoes bite me.LOL.So they end quite early.Went home.Now at home.Nobody at home.Just me.Hehe.So blog.Never chat with anyone.Appearing offline.Haha.Okay.I think i will stop here.BYeBye.((:

You often made me believe that you are the one.But now you are acting so differently.I even apologised even if i know im not at fault.You just ignored.You dont even bother to reply.Im just wasting my tears because of you.I know you know that i messaged you.You just dont care.You just want to sulk all the way.I really dont want to leave you.But you are the one who make all this difficult.I dont care anymore.Im washing my hands off you.Its up to you to decide.You can sulk everyday for all i care.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:12 PM

hellohellohello.

im back in action.Okay,now this is lame.LoL.Ok.I will talk about yesterday first before moving on today chapter.Hahha.Crap.LOL.Hmm,lets see yesterday.FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.lol.Went out from home earlier. Wanted to give Nas something.But didnt see at LRT.So forget about it.Waited for hayyu and Afifah.Meet Sahida there also.And then farah come along.LOL.Okey.Reach school.Exchange presents.LOL.Ok.Then proceed to the parade square.Went up to class.Got the same teacher.Plus a co-form teacher.Whatever it is call.English.Same teacher.Science new teacher,Miss Elfianie.Cool and nice teacher.She will teach biology and chemistry.Classmates are really excited when it comes to biology.lol.Next was IDPW.Group up with syahidah,sharmaine,weijun and minglun.Recess was after that.Then D&T.Oklah.But i love miss jess lay more.LOL.But still i have no interest in D&T.LOL.Serious talking here.I like Homecons more.Hehe.Then assembly.They talk about the trip to India and Brunei.Looks fun.Hehe.Then staybacked.Went home.Reach home.Bath.Watch chinese show at 7.Did some revision till 9.Chey.Haha.Then watch chinese show again.lol.Then watch korean show.Then,of course,sleep.I was really tired.I have no idea why.Ok.So today.Woke up.Bath.Went to school with wida,syahidah,hayyu and afifah.I start the day with the wrong foot as my nightmare was coming back to me.And somehow i got scared and cry.LoL.Ok.Hayyu and Syahirah and Wida gave me presents.Yay!More presents.Hehe.Then assembly.First period was Mother Tongue.Ohgosh.The new teacher was absolutely boring and so whatever.Haha.Im being mean.LOL.He is a relief teacher.He will be teaching us until our real mother tongue teacher come back.His voice is really soft and is only loud when he is stressing on something.Haha.Lame.Next was CME.But the teacher never come.Our one and only Mrs Soon come in to relieve us.Haha.Again,she made us to boring stuff.I ignored and finished up my maths worksheet.Hahha.Science was next.Did a short quiz.Continue on the bingo game.Then recess.Brought donut from home.Save money.LOL.Then Literature.Oh my god.The teacher is funny and quite fierce although he is (insert whatever).But the lesson is interesting abit and boring abit.Haha.Okey.Then history.Teacher never come.Got worksheet to do.Then finish doing.Chat with wida,afifah and syahirah.Then maths.Also teacher never come.Got worksheet also.Learn new topic.Gossh.Not that difficult though.Hehe.Then end of the day.Went to Lot 1 with Afifah,Wida and Farah.Went to buy Dina birthday present.Okey.Then went home.Meet Zuraimi first.He cut GI already.He is bald.Nooo.Haha.But he look amazingly hot.Haha.Okey.Then went home.Chat with Kak Ayuni,Shafiz,Amran and Khairul.Now blogging.I got homework to do.Will complete it at night.Hehe.So okey people.Byebye.((:

Thanks Afifah,Hayyu,Wida,Syahirah for the presentss.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:22 PM

hello all.

Im not feeling rather myself now.Kind of hurt.But i will still post as im really bored.Okey,Will talk about yesterday.Hanis messaged early in the morning.But it didnt really disturb me though.I just couldnt sleep as i was woken up by a nightmare.Really scary.So i dont dare to sleep back.Zuraimi also message.Saying goodmorning.He always do that.LOL.Then bath.Eat breakfast.Went online for awhile only.Went for tuition.End tuition.Went home.Went online again.Then go downstairs.Meet Zuraimi and my little kitten.Long time i never see that kitten.So chat for awhile.Went home.Bath.Change.Went to City Plaza to eat Arnolds.Then went to search for hari raya clothes.But dont have.So expensive.lol.Then went to buy food for abang.Go to nenek house.Went home. Eat.I finish up my english homework.Finally.Haha.Ok.Then cant sleep.So listen to songs.Then sleep.Today woke up real late.Hehe,Actually not that late lah.It is at ten to be exact.Haha.So bath.Went online.Then eat breakfast.Went to Limbang with dad.Bought the cardboard for the math project.I have to redo as the other one wont stick.So after return from Limbang,Quickly do the project.Finish everything.Yay!Im done.LoL.Then change again.Went out.Meet Zuraimi,Kak Reen,Kak Ayuni,Shafiz and Amran.We are the three couples.Haha.Shafiz gave me a belated present since he couldnt make it for the birthday bash.Guess what?He bought for me skinny.Hehe.Correct size too.Thanks Fiz.We go to Causeway Point.Watch You dont mess with the Zohan.Great show.Very funny.LOL.Then eat.Went home.Went online.Now blogging.Listening to David Archuleta-When you believe.Great song.LoL.Currently chatting with Hayyu and Azmi.So bored.Later going out again for dinner to celebrate mummy birthday.Tomorrow school starts already.I dont feel like going.Haish.Whatever.Okay.Byebye.((:

Happy Birthday Mummy!Love you lots.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:48 PM

hellohellohellohello.

okay,crap.Lol.Hmmph.Im really bored now.So decide to blog since i did not blog yesterday.oK.So yesterday,wake up late as i slept rather late the other night.lol.So bath.Had my breakfast or should i say lunch?Haha.Went online.Did some research for history.Then change.Went to meet Zuraimi.So walk here walk there.Bought some snacks and drinks.Went to that secret place and eat.We played like a so called fear factor thingy.It was his idea.Not mine okay.Haha.But i had fun.I laughed alot.We took pictures.Speaking of pictures, blogger is so whatever.I could not upload pictures.I had alot of pictures.Hmm.Not fair.LOL.Okay.Then meet the rest at abang adi house.We went to the airport to send Hardy off.So sad.It was so fun when he was here.Well,he promised that he will visit us again if he is free.Im going to miss you again.Haha.Then went to eat.Abang adi treat.Then went home.Went online.Finish my history research.Then watch tv and off i go to my dreamland.HEE.Today,had to wake up real early as again its friday,so mummy has her religious class.At 11,change.Meet Afifah downstairs.Pass the results to her.She gave my apron back.Then off i go to Lot 1.Return books and then buy mummy present.Hope she like my present.Well its the thought that count right?Haha.Then went home.Finally,completed my history project.Phew.Now,i left with english letters.Goshh.Lesson learnt,never do things last minute.I think i have said this a lot of times but i never learnt anything.Hahah.School is starting on monday.Time to be serious now.This semester is going to be rough.Tuition have started on secondary 3 topics.Gosh.Stresss!!Haha.Maybe later going out again.Dont know go where.At night,got religious class.Haish.Lazy to go.Tomorrow got tuition.Going to finish up my homework.Im packed!Hhaa.Okay peeps.Thats all fornow.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:08 PM

Hello.

Im really tired now.Just come back from school.Did project with Syahidah.It was damn fun and messy.Haha.I will talk about yesterday first before going on with today.Hmm,yesterday.Happy Birthday to my beloved friend,hardy.Hehe.Okay.So woke up.Bath.Eat breakfast.Went online.Then went to meet Syahidah at LRT station.While waiting,smsed Afifah and Wida and what a coincidence,i saw Afifah at LRT station.LOL.She went to school for project while i go to BPP for the project.Settled at Macdonalds.Then at there we plan what souvenir.While planning,we eat.Hehe.Syahidah treat me fries.Thanks syahidah.Love you.LOL.Meet Achmad for awhile.He give me presents.Haha.Thanks Achmad for the teddy bear and keychain.Love it.Hehe.Then,we went to popular to buy the stuffs.After that,went home.Bath.Went online again.Chat with hayyu,hardy,zuraimi.Then went to shop.When i was about to go home,somthing happen.Only bestfriends know about it.Hee.Thats about all i guess.So today,wake up.Bath.Eat breakfast.Went online.Receive message from Syahidah that we will be doing the project today.Okey.Meet her at Lrt station at 1.Saw Syafiqah.This time we do our project in school.So start our project.Draw on the cardboard.Syahidah cut it.It was really difficult sey.Haha.I got to play with the clay.Haha.I like.But i mess my hands and skirts.LoL.Finally done with it.Wash up.Then went to greenridge.Bought double sided tape and drinks.The drinks Syahidah treat me again.Haha.Thanks again sya.Then went back to school.Finish everything.We wash our hands three times.Haha.I need to repaint it as the paint kind of smudged.So at night will repaint it again.Went home.Bought food for myself and adeq.Im really scared of going home now due to that incident.Gosh school is starting soon and i have not complete english worksheet and history project.Goodness.Oh ya.HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMRAN!!

byebye

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:31 PM

hello everybody.

Im over the moon today.Im finally fourteen.Oh yeah!Haha.Okok.Lets tune in to yesterday news.lol.Im lame.Haha.Okey,so yesterday is father's day.Okey,so wake up.Bath.Eat breakfast.A light one as we were going out for lunch and im definitely saving my appetite for the big spread.Haha.Okey.After breakfast,gave daddy his present.Something i bought with adeq.Its actually a cup.A big,huge cup.Lets not exaggerate.Haha.Its big but not huge.LoL.Okeh.So wait for adeq to come home from his religious class.Change and off we go.Went IMM there to eat Swensen.It is actually to celebrate father's day and my birthday.Hehe.So reached there.Place our orders.I ate chicken baked rice and fried mushrooms.I have no idea why i order the fried mushroom when i dont even like mushrooms.But in the end i still eat and its delicious.Adeq eat even more than me.Well what to say,that boy got to earn some fat.He is damn thin.LOL.Okey,For desert,i ate chocolate malt ice-cream.Like i said to Afifah,I might try the same ice-cream she ate for her birthday and i did.It damn nice.Haha.Im really full after that.Lucky i had a light breakfast.Hha.Then did some shopping.Im so happu because we can finally eat as one big family again.After that,went to granny house to give Asyraf and his family my cake.Haha.Kind right?LoL.Okey.Then went home.Watch Charlie and the chocolate factory.Great show.Haha.Actually,i read the book already but it is even great on television.Haha.Then went inside room.Couldnt sleep.Waiting for Zuraimi to call which will be like at 12 am.But,Syahidah wished me first.I love her alots.Haha.Too bad for him.He was a second behind.Haha.Then wida sms.Follow by hayyu.Alot lah.My ringtone wont stop ringing for the whole one hour.Haha.Then i can finally get my sleep.LoL.

So today.Wake up.Daddy smsed me saying happy birthday and will be buying my present later.Oh yeah.Adeq wake up already as he has to go for training.He wished me.Awwh.I love him.Mummy also wished me.Love mummy. So buy breakfast.Eat up.Went online.Watch some dvd.Granny called.Wish me again.Then finally completed my geography project.Still left with history.Gosh.Ok.Till here.I got to change.Haha.Byebye.

Happy Birthday Zalilah,Fira and Fara!

Thanks for those who have wished me!!!

-Syahidah
-Zuraimi
-Amira
-Dina
-Wida
-Hayyu
-Kak reen
-Kak Ayuni
-Amran
-Hardy
-Zayin
-Aidil
-Afifah
-Azlina
-Ikynn
-Syahirah
-Irfan
-Haziq
-Mizi
-Syafiqah
-Shazwani
-Hanis
-Fahmi
-Fiza
-Halina
-Asyraf
-Amirah.
-Nabilah
-Erny shazwani
-nicole
-Nurrizqah.
-Putri Nasriyah

Names that are not mentioned,please forgive me.

Thanks You All.Love you all.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:15 PM

Okay,as promised i will tell post again.haha.

And i will definitely tell you what i have gone through today.I had a lot of fun today.Extremely fun.After from what had happened yesterday,i would say today is definitely better.Okay.I told you that i went out today.Right,at first i thought we were going shopping or something.But then this morning,Zuraimi asked me to bring extra clothing.I was like what for?Haha.He say we are going to Amran house for swimming.Okeh.I know Amran house is big and have a small backyard but for sure i dont remember Amran owning a pool.Then i also thought that maybe we will be going to the beach or something.So many thoughts running wild in my mind.Haha.Ok.So change.Meet Zuraimi downstairs.Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen met us there too.So we took a taxi to Amran house.Somehow,Kak Reen ask me to promise her that i will be blindfolded the moment i reach Amran House.I was like why sey?Haha.But still i agree.Haha.Okey,reach there.Met Amran mum.Trust she is damn nice and her cooking is superb.Haha.So i was blindfolded.They lead me to some place.I couldnt see anything.I was asking alot of questions like "are we there","can i open now","What are you guys doing?"Haha.Like panic right.But you know what i was talking to myself.They never answer me.Bad right?Haha.Okey.So i stop walking.They ask me to open the blindfold.Surprisingly,they shouted SURPRISE.Haha.Indeed i was surprise.Haha.I read the banner.It says "Happy Birthday Zee,Hardy and Amran!"Eventually i asked them if there was 3 names,why am i the one who is blindfolded?Amran answer,because im the girl and ladies first.Haha.Thats lame.Eventually there was more surprise.They asked me to turn behind.And i saw Danial Zayin and Aidil.Omg,i was super happy.I never expect them to turn out.Lol.Okay.Move on to the games.Im asked to change as they say we are really going to get dirty.Haha.Okay,So change.Met them downstairs.So i was being the curious one as always.Haha.Asked them what game are we playing.They told me to wait there while they all go inside.Hmm.Not fair.Haha.Okey.So stand there.Finally they come out.Kak Ayuni ask me to close my eyes.Again!Haha.So okey,shut my eyes.Suddenly i heard amran and aidil voice shouting"GET ZEE!"I quickly open my eyes.But i was too late to avoid the water bombs that they threw at me.About 10 i think.Im damn wet.I was urgh already.But i laughed.Haha.So then they brought out the pail of water bombs.And they say i could threw at anybody.Haha.yay!Im loving it.I threw at Zuraimi first.And follow by everybody.But i did miss Hardy.He was really fast.Then at the end of the game,he was the one who is not wet.So he was punished by asking to stand in the middle and im honoured to throw a pail of water at him.Haha.He deserve it.LoL.We played catching,hide and seek,musical chair and many more.It is really fun.It all came back to the childhood.Haha.Then before we eat the cake,they threw flour and eggs at me.Eggs you know!Haha.It was really sticky and smelly.Haha.Disgusting.I get my revenge of course.Haha.Okay.So Kak ayuni and Kak reen brought out the cake.It was really small chocolate cake.I asked them is this enough for everybody.Haha.She say maybe.Before i cut the cake,i asked the two birthday boys to cut with me.Hehe.Kind right?Haha.But Aidil and Zayin say we must close our eyes and make a wish.Haha.Lame.Okey so we did.On their count of three,we open our eyes.Eventually the cake was to be thrown at us.Bad sey.No wonder it is small.Hardy and Amran didnt expect that to happen.Haha.So i took the cake and put on their faces and they put at mine.Bully right?LoL.So then they brought out the real cake out.Kak ayuni told me that hardy was the one who make it.I remember how he bake a cupcake for me.Hha.Ok.So cut the cake.Eat.They keep pester Zuraimi to feed me.Haha.He feed me.I feed him back lah.Haha.Kak reen and amran was also ask to feed each other too.LoL.So sweet.Take alot of pictures.There was one picture whereby everybody was laughing at me and i was showing a sad face.Haha.Okey then presents was given out.I got 7 presents all together.Oh yeah.Haha. Then wash up.Trust me, i shampoo my hair more than 3 times at Amran house.Haha.Then Amran's mum cook something for us.So we eat.Then finally went home.I bath again.My hair is really sticky.LOL.Now i know why they are acting so weird recently.Haha.Okay.I think thats all.Byebye.((:

Thanks Zuraimi,Kak Ayuni,Kak Reen,Amran,Hardy,Danial Zayin and Aidil for the awesome party ever.I love you guys.Not forgetting,Cik Intan,for the delicious cooking.((:

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:27 PM

Hello people in this earth.Haha.Lame.

For now i will just do a quiz.Later i will be going out.So definitely i will post again.((:

Same thing it was from my dearest bestfriend Shazwani.Just happen to see my name in her sabotage list.LOL.Okey,here we go.

Name the 20 people you cant think of right now.
Dont read the questions till you named the people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.((:

1.Hayyu.
2.Syahidah.
3.Sharmaine
4.Wida
5.Afifah
6.Syahirah
7.Shazwani
8.Syafiqah
9.Farah
10.Nadia
11.Zuraimi
12.Amran
13.Danial Zayin
14.Hardy
15.Hanis
16.Hadi
17.Ahmad
18.Iskandar
19.Azry
20.Khairul

How you meet 14?(hardy)
-hmm,my cousin introduce him to me.((:

What will you do if you dont meet 1?(Hayyu)
-i will go bored and i will miss her so much like now.Hee.((:

What if 9 and 20 dated?(Farah and Khairul)
- LOL.I will just wish them good luck.Haha

Will 6 and 17 dated?(syahirah and ahmad)
-Haha.No.Ahmad is attached.Haha

Describe 3(Sharmaine)
-amine?Haha.She is funny,like to act cute which always amuse me,a good friend.((:

Is 8 attractive?(Syafiqah)
-She is pretty.

Describe 7?(Shazwani)
-Wani?Hmm,pretty,cute,nice,kind,funny and definitely a great friend.((:

Know of any 12's family members?(Amran)
-Yup.His sister and brother.

What will you do if 18 brokeup?(iskandar)
-I have no idea.Probably cheer him up?

What language does 15 speak?(Hanis)
-Hanis?English and malay.dont tell me he speak other language?haha

Who is 9 going out with?(Farah)
-Ermm,her family and friends?haha.Idk.

How old is 16?(Hadi)
- he is fourteen.

When was the last time you spoke to 13?(danial zayin)
-just now in afternoon.msn.(:

Who is 2 fave singer/band?(Syahidah)
-i have no idea.Maybe i should ask her?

Will you ever date with 1?(hayyu)
-No.We are not lesbian.but i love her like a sis.Haha

Is 19 single?(Azry)
-nope.He's attached i think.That was what he told me last time.

Whats 10's last name?(nadia)
-Probably just nadia.Do malay have last name?LOL.

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?(Zuraimi)
-err yah.Like right now.haha

Whats the school of 3?(Sharmaine)
-Zhenghua Secondary School

Where do 6 live?(Syahirah)
-Segar

Favourite thing about 5?(Afifah)
-She love purple colour so much and she love cats.

Now sabotage 5 people to do this survey

-Anybody who want to do this quiz,you are welcome to do.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:59 AM

I really HATE you.
I really really HATE you.
For once in my lifetime,im really saying that i HATE you.
I thought you were the kind one.But i was wrong,really wrong
I just wish i could avoid you forever.
And forever you will be gone from my life.
Three words,I HATE YOU!

i know its harsh,but if you were me,you will say the same thing.):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:20 PM

Gosh,hello.lol.

Alright.So i want to blog.I just want to.Haha,Pathetic much?So okey,today,woke up real early as mummy has religious class at our house.So i have to migrate to abang room so that i can play laptop.Haha.I forget to set my alarm clock so i woke up later than expected by thirty minutes.Haha.Ok,so get my lazy legs to the toilet.Bath.Went to the shop.Buy eggs?Haha.So had breakfast with adeq in the room.We watch Alvin and the chipmunks.By ten,i quietly move to my room and change.Haha.Going out.Im really bored this days.Went out with zuraimi.Oh yeah.Haha.Just went to his secret place which he showed to me the day before i went to KL.The place was really peaceful and relaxing.He told me that the place was meant to calm his mind whenever he is down or stress.LoL.Im surprise he actually trusted me to tell his secret.Awwh.Haha.So yeah.I had fun.LoL.Then went home.Zuraimi didnt send me home as he has to meet his friends and go to school.So we went our separate ways.LoL.All of a sudden something happen which somehow got me hurt.I wont tell specificly though.Want to know,ask me yourself.Hee.Reach home.Rest.Watch television.Now blogging.Chatting with Danial Zayin.Gosh,i miss him so much.Haha.He has been busy with his work that he hardly meet me or chat.LoL.So is Aidil.Hmm.At night,i have religious class.Gosh.2 weeks break is certainly not enough.Haha.Time to open the books again.LoL.Tomorrow not sure whether got tuition or not.Zuraimi,Kak reen and Kak Ayuni ask me out.Dont know go where.This is why i said they are acting so weird in front of me.Hha.Whatever.No matter how weird they are,i still love them.Hmm,i finally finished reading my three books.I also completed my homeworks.Except for the review thingy.Projects have not been done yet.Haha.Im very tired and sleepy.This holiday has been really hard for me to sleep.Sleep so late yet wake up so early.So okey i think im done.Haha.Tomorrow i will definitely post again.Hee.Bye readers.((:

p.s : i MISS my friends alot.):

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

1:19 PM

Hello everybody.

Im back.Haha.4 days without posting.OMG.Now i miss blogging.Haha.Actually im blogging now because Mr.Weijun already miss my posts.Haha.Joking kay weijun.LoL.Ok.I told you that i went to KL right?So now i going to share it with you.See how kind i am.Hhaha.Just playing.Lol.Okok.Let start aites.So we went on Sunday.Must wake up early in the morning.Gosh.I was like damn sleepy sey.Haha.Ok.So bath.Change.Slept at the sofa for awhile.Haha.See how lazy i am.At the same time i was enthu about going to KL.Haha.So everybody was ready.I went down with my little brother first.Have our breakfast in the car.So dad and mum and big brother came already.So off we go.Trust me,through the journey,i just sleep,eat,sleep,eat.Haha.I think i sleep twice in the car while listening to songs.The journey is 4-5 hours.We reached there around 12.So checked in.The hotel was big.The room was comfortable and cold!Haha.Im lame.LoL.Ok,so we had KFC for lunch.Its just nearby our hotel.The food in KFC is like totally different from Singapore and it is way cheaper.Haha.I was like sneezing and coughing in there.As i think it is cold.Haha.Then take the so called lrt to Masjid India.The lrt was packed with people.Reach Masjid India already.We shop Of course.Hahaha.The stuff down there is like so cheap.I bought a lot of clothes and stuffs.Haha.By then i was having blisters on my toes as i was wearing a new sandles.Then we went petaling street.I had that place.Hhaha.Because it was full of people.Although there is a lot of shops, the place is too cramp.Haha.I didnt buy anything there.Probably because im too tired and the heat is wearing me out.Soon,we took a taxi back to the hotel.Then for dinner we ate the hotel.Nicenice.Haha.Okey,then took my late bath.It was really cold.I didnt bring my jacket.Too bad for me.Haha.At night,i had trouble sleeping as it was really cold and me and my brothers had to sleep on the floor as the bed was not big enough.So the floor is hard.Due to that,my back was painful.Sobs.And on top of that,i had a slight fever,nose blocked and cough.How bad is that.LoL.Anyway,i think my little brother was worst as he had an asthma and my mum forgot to bring his inhaler.So yah,I pity him.Haha.The next day,wake up and took a bath.Still very cold.Haha.Went to eat breakfast at the hotel.Excluding my big brother.Because he want to sleep.LoL.He is more lazy than me.So ate alot.Went back to the room.Boys are watching the basketball match which i am not interested at all.So play PSP.LoL.aT 12,took a shuttle bus from the hotel to Lot 10.There is not much stuff there.Then we went to the mall beside it which i dont know the name of the mall.Haha.Now at here,there is a lot of stuffs.There are too much shops till we couldnt finish shopping.Haha.I bought a shoe there and some clothing though.Hehe.Went to eat Pizza Hut near our hotel there.Mum and dad didnt eat as they went to eat at the hotel.So left us,the siblings.Haha.My big brother teach us some duck language that he had just learn from his so called girlfriend.Haha.Then my little brother start to use it.Haha.It is really funny once you learn how to use.Haha.We laugh a lot.Didnt finish the pizza.Take it to the hotel.Then mum and dad went back to petaling street to buy stuff for relatives.So the three of us left home alone.Hahah.Then we were bored,so my brother suggest we play hide and seek with our eyes covered.Its really fun.When it is my turn,my big brother took a video of me.I was such a fool.Haha.Then we watch a thriller movie called snakes on the plane,of course not at the cinema.Haha.It was really scary.Haha.But Congkak is more scary.Haha.Okay.Mum and dad bought food home.At night,the whole family watch another show which somehow i had forgotten the title.Haha.This time,it was not that scary.LoL.So went to bed.This i sleep comfortably as i get to sleep on the bed.Haha.The last day,wake up and bath.While waiting for mum and dad to come back with our breakfast,i was bored so i just doodle on the paper.Haha.Lame i know.Ate mcdonalds.Then watch tv.Pack our stuffs.Then check out.So went back and Home Sweet Home.Haha.I miss everything at home especially my laptop.Haha.So tuesday,wake up.Have breakfast.Went online.BUt never blog.Lazy.Haha.Went to granny house.At night,called Kak reen.Miss her so much.Haha.Then sleep.Today,wake up.Bath.Have breakfast.Went online.Chat with weijun.Not many people online.So now blogging.I think i posted long already.haha.Today maybe going out.Kak reen and he rest are actually acting really weird lately.haha.Okey.Thats all.Byebye((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:33 AM

okey hello

im done with that quiz.So now lets post a quick one about today.Oke woke up early in the morning.Because tuition was at 9.Has been changed.So did some new topics.Formula here and there.Gossh.My brain was like going to burst anytime.Haha.Well,2 and the half hours of maths is quite stressing you know.Haha.Teacher say if we finish earlier,we are going to revise on Secondary Three topics.It was a shock for me.Of course.I havent finish Secondary 2 and she want to start on secondary3.I guess its for my own good.Then,went home.Piano class was cancelled.Kak Reen asked me out,but i dont want.I was feeling really lousy.No mood.I dont know why.I have been feeling like this since yesterday night.Haish.For once i wished i had someone to talk to.So now blogging.Smsing that fahmi.He is super irritating.He is worst than my mum or boyfriend.I just want to get rid of him.Haha.Oke.So tomorrow,i will be leaving Singapore and off i go to KL.I really need this holiday.I just to get my mind off everything.Well,mum and dad say i could buy whatever i want since it is so called my birthday present.Alright.Im going to shop till i drop.Yay!Hha.So people,im not going to blog until tuesday.I will be back soon.Take care everybody!((:

I guess just once i would want to go back into time and change everything.But i cant control this.For once when i thought i have you,i was so wronged.The moment you make your way out from my life,everything has changed.Somehow,everything was dark.I depend on you too much that i dont know what to do when i lose you.Every night,before i sleep,i wished you would make a turn and come back.But my wish never come true.Im still waiting for you.Im like a small girl,so little,facing a big world ahead of me.Scared is what i feel.I didnt knew i could ever experience this.Is this the end?Haish.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:51 PM

Well i was browsing through Shazwani blog.I was one of the person she listed out to do the quiz.
So okey lets kill time.Hee.

who was your first crush?
-hmm,lets see.Khairul i guess.Since p5.LoL

what is more important to you? friends or boyfriends?
- absolutely FRIENDS.But bf is important to me too.Hee.

who are the ppl you trust most?
- bestfriends.((:

do you have enough confidence?
- hmm,i lack of one when im nervous.LoL

what do you hate?
-Insects.Any insects just creeps me.

do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- err.yah.seen one before.(:

what is your goal for this year?
- do better in end-year than mid-year.

do you believe in eternity love?
- i dont know.=/

have you broken someone's heart till he/she wants to commit suicide?
- what? of course no.

what feeling do u love most?
- happy.love.haha

what requirements do you want from the other half?
-i have no idea what are you talking about.haha.

list out 5 best friends of yours.
- i got a lot.so i wont list out.LoL.((:

do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- YES,of course.hha.

do you like S.H.E?
- nope.

what do you think are the most important things in your life?
- hmm.Lets see.HANDPHONE.wallet.Guitar.Mp3((:

do you like anime?
- no i guess

describe the person who tags you in 5 words
- sweet,kind,cheerful,cute and nice

what have you done to please yourself?
- make a new song.haha

do you love yourself?
- errm, yah.

what are the things you like to do when you are happy?
-hmm.rock the house.hahha.

Intructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1)Afifah
2)Hayyu
3)Syahidah
4)Azlina
5)Amirah
6)Hardy
7)Zafirah
8)Huda.
p.s:its optional.(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:08 PM

hello people.

yesterday was great and today was great too.Lets talk about yesterday aites?So okay.The big day has come.The day we are all been waiting for.So we wake up.Somehow we feel nervous already.Skipped breakfast.Too nervous to eat.So pack our stuffs and went to abang adi house.Amran and Zuraimi has already reach.Fast right?Haha.So just tuned up our guitars.Chat among ourselves.By 10.30 am,we left with uncle van.We were all very quiet in the van till abang adi cracked up jokes to make us feel better.Indeed we do feel slightly better though.But still there is butterflies in my stomach.LoL.So reach there.A lot of bands has already reached.Some are practising.Some just hope for the best.Haha.Thats me alright.So register.Wait for the competition to start.Suddenly heard the other contestants talking about Didicazli being one of the judges.Im shocked.Of course taht makes me even nervous.LoL.Oke,so start already.Solo category.Alot of great contestant.Had my turn.Next was duet.Me and Zuraimi sang.Judges say we had chemistry.Hahaha.Duh.Lol.Band category was the best.Hahaha.Had alot of fun.So before the results,had a break.I was tired and hungry.Hahaha.Who asked to skip breakfast right?Haha.Meet our families and hardy.Time for results.Goshh.Haha.Heart was almost going to come out.Hha.I will tell the result at the end of this post.Haha.Suspense a bit.So after that.Went for a celebration at East coast park.We had alot of fun.Went home.Mummy made for me tang yuan.Yay!Long time never eat.I remember when i was small,i used to help my mum make this but in the end make a mess out of myself.Haha.Oke.So eat.Delicious.Haha.Then went to bed.As i was exhausted.So today,wake up a bit late.Bath.Had breakfast.Then went to causeway point with mummy and adeq.Bought a lot of clothes,presents and snacks.Haha.Adeq cut hair.Somehow his front was long.Haha.It is like a fringe.I keep pestering about that.Haha.But at least better then his long curly hair.Haha.Then went to eat at KFC.Then bought donuts.Oh yeah.So went home after that.Now blogging.Chatting.Thats all.Will be going out for dinner later.Yay!Tpday no religious class.Alright.Haha.Oke peeps.Till here,byebye.

Oke here is the result.(:

Solo category-2nd((:
Duet category-1st.Yay!Haha.
Band category-2nd.((:

im shocked.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:15 PM

hellohellohello.

remember what i say the recent post?I hope to have fun today right?Haha.Well i do have fun.But really tiring though.So oke.In the morning wake up.A wake up call by Zuraimi.Haha.Bath.Eat.Had cereal for breakfast.Texted Syahirah and Sahida.Changed.Went out.Meet Zuraimi,Kak Ayuni,Kak Reen at Yew tee Mrt.Then meet Amran and Hardy at Causeway point.Thats where we watch the movie.Haha.They want to watch Congkak.I really dont want to watch.From young,i hate to watch ghost stories or movies.But Zuraimi insist so i cant resist.Haha.So i agree.Watch the 10.50am one.As we have to shop somemore and be on time for the rehearsal.LoL.Oke.Shared popcorns with Zuraimi.Hehe.Seriously,i didnt quite watch the show.Haha.I did watch.But mostly covering my eyes with Zuraimi jacket.How embarrassing.Haha.They all laughed at me after the show which when i was relieved that it is over.Hahaha.Then went to eat at Banquet.We ate alot.Haha.We just want to make ourselves full as we knew that at night we wont have appetite as we will be too nervous to eat and there is butterflies in our stomach.Haha.So after that,went to compass point to shop for Zuraimi and Amran clothes.After a few rounds of checking around,they finally bought something.Haha.Zuraimi bought white collar t-shirt[in malay it is called kemeja] and black vest.With a tie too.But he is not going to wear it properly,just loosen it abit.He also bought white pants.He look absolutely hot in it.Hhahah.Amran bought the same thing too except that his vest is slightly different.Then went to buy accessories.We spent alot sey.Haha.Then went to abg adi house for rehearsal.He say that he dont care if we win or not,he just want to see us giving our best effort and mostly to have fun.Gosh,after he say that,suddenly im feeling really nervous.Haha.Began our rehearsal.We pleased abg adi for now.Alright!Now still at abang adi house.Having a break.Continue later.Just finish practising the duet with Zuraimi.LoL.So now blogging.Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen will be sleeping at my house.Yeay!Tomorrow is the day we all been waiting for.OMG!Oke.Will post again tomorrow eventually.Haha.Oke byebye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my two BESTFRIENDS,SYAHIRAH and SAHIDA!

Countdown to big day:1 more day!!!!!*heart beating real fast.Hahah.*

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:53 PM

hello all.

I had alot of fun today.Haha.Actually was supposed to watch movie with Zuraimi,Kak Reen and Hardy.But it was cancelled as Zuraimi has school activities.Sobs.Hha.So oke nevermind.He say tomorrow then watch plus shop for our big day clothes.LoL.Oke.So woke up in the morning.Bath.Eat.Went online.Chat with Kak reen and kak ayuni.No band practice today as abg adi has to go on a date with kak Zafirah.Hha.But abg adi was called last minute to work.Spoil the fun only.Haha.So kak Zafirah was like so understanding.Haha.I admire her.LoL.So she asked me,kak reen and kak ayuni out.Oh yeah.So went IMM.Eat ice-cream at swensen.Kak Zaf treat us.Kind right?Hha.Just eat ice-cream.Because we are kind of full.So then went to shop.Of course.Thats what girls do.Haha.So i bought new shoe and 2 new t-shirt.Haha.Then since we are already there,why not shop for our big day clothes right?So we did.The clothes that we bought is sponsored by Kak Zaf.Wow.Haha.So we each bought black top and white bottom.We already agree with each other that we wear black and white as our group name is black vintage.LoL.So the top is like what i usually wear but nicer.Haha.The bottom is like skinny.Kak ayuni and Kak reen bought different tops yet same colour.haha.Bottom are the same.Then done with that.Went to Causeway point to shop again!Haha.We just shop for accessories.Hehe.Then we all tired and hungry.Haha.So eat at KFC.So overall i had alot of fun with Kak Zaf,Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen.Want to shop again with them if i had the chance.Haha.I hope tomorrow will be even more fun than today.Of course we are going to shop for the boys clothes now.Hmm.Hhaha.After went home,i was tired.So bath.Pray.Watch chinese show for both time slots.Went online at night.Chat Hanis,Haziq,Shafiz,Azlina,Halina.Then offline again.Then online again.This time round i appeared offline as i just want to blog and lazy to chat.hahha.So here i am blogging.LoL.Okey peeps.Thats all for today.By the way sorry no pictures.Too busy shopping.Hha.And besides i dont have memory card so i dont have any memory to take pictures in my phone.Hee.((:Byebye

p.s: its already 12 am.OMG.Haha

Countdown to big day: 2 days.Oh no!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:00 AM

hello all.

blogger is lagging on me.Due to this,i acidentally delete my recent post.So whatever.Lets move on.So yesterday, woke up with body pains and head pains.Fever has gone down.Left with only flu.So wake up,bath.Eat breakfast.Eat medicine.Hehe.Trust me i took more than 15 minutes to swallow around 4 pills like that.Hhaha.I will never get use of eating medicine.Haha.Okey.So in the afternoon,went to wedding ceremony.Was reluctant to go but still have since adeq is following ang abang is attending another ceremony so i dont want to be left alone.So go.Long time i never attend one.LoL.Okey.So eat already.Went causeway point.Buy presents.Intend to go causeway point with Zuraimi but since daddy want to follow so miss a chance.Haha.Then,went granny house.Then went home.Rest.At night want to listen to songs,but couldnt.Found out that memory card was gone.Damn.Maybe i could have drop it while resetting my phone.So sms Asyraf.He never reply.Sobs.Okey so went to bed.Wake up early in the morning.Wished Afifah.Asyraf reply.He say no.SobsSobs.So tell daddy about it.Daddy say he buy for me a new one tomorrow.Yeah!Haha.So went online.Waited for adeq to come back from his tuition.Went to Library together.He also have to borrow books.I have to for english homework.Saw Salihan and Huda.Went home.Adeq treat me milo.Hee.Sayaaang adeq.haha.Okey.So at home,went online.Chat with wida,abang mizi and faris.Went to band afterwards.The talent time is only 3 days away.OMG.How times flies.LoL.So okey,went home with Zuraimi and Hardy.My nightmare has return.She has return.It made us run like hell.Haha.Forget that.Lets move on.Thursday going out with Zuraimi.Mummy allow me.Oh yeah.Mummy is so understandable this days.Hha.Okey,So now blogging.Chatting with yanna,rynna,Shafiz.Thats should be all.Byebye.((:

Lastly,
Happy Birthday to my bestfriend,Afifah!((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:25 PM