Its really my bad day today.Not in the morning of course.It started in the afternoon.Ok.So morning wake up with a suckish feeling.I really hate whenever i felt like that.I had this feeling before a lot of times in the early year.So bath.Skipped breakfast.Went to school for the filming.At this time,i wasnt feeling suckish anymore as my friends made me laugh alot.Meet Jingyun and Amit in school.Change to my home clothes.Mervyn came along later on.Shoot the scene.We made our own bloopers.Cool sey.Then wanted to shoot another scence but the battery was weak and they dont spare battery.So went home.Rest at home.Change again.Went to tuition.At this time,i began to feel differently already.A bid headache when it come to Maths.I could just feel that The End Year Papers is going to be difficult.Whatever.I just have to concentrate more.Then went home.Change again.I have no idea how many i change just to get out from the house.Went to Abang Adi for practice.At this point of time,i felt suckish again and i know the reason why.Whatever to that or him.Learn a new thing.Dance while singing.Abang Adi is really full of ideas this time.So yah.We learn new steps with the song of Forever by Chris Brown.Its fun and tiring.By the end of the day,i was gasping for air.So yah,then i went straight home alone.There is no point for me to stay behind or to hang around.It will just hurt me even more.Now im at home.Not in mood to chat with anybody.Later maybe going out with family and i hope i get to change my mood back.
At this point,only bestfriends know how i feel about you.I realised that you has really changed just because of one thing.Small thing somemore.You are not a kid.Neither are you a girl.Tears rolled down my cheeks when i have to think about your behaviour towards me.It just to painful.But i dont think you even know i felt.I tried to ignore you.At the same time,you are doing it too.Do you think its fair for me?I already gave in.What more do you want?Beg for forgiveness?I felt horrible inside because of you.You ruined my mood.)):
3:37 PM
