this is real, this is me.

Helloooo.

Today is an awesome day for me.I dont know why but i just feel so great.I never felt anything like this before.Haha.Ok,im lame.Moving on aites.Went to school.Reach school.Chat with friends.Gave a chocolate to Amira as it was her birthday.Hehe.Assembly.First period maths.But teacher never come.This is really bad.LOL.Next was science.Teacher came in slightly late as she got stuffs to settle.Recess.Followed by mother tongue.Homework is given out as usual.Tsk.LOL.English was next.But we spent the half of the period in computer lab doing some survey.The rest of the period,we read newspaper.D&T was next.Do this.Do that.Haha.End of day!Haha.But didnt not go home as i have NDP rehearsal.So changed.Went to canteen with Syahidah to buy food and drinks.Hehe.Went up to class for awhile.Again,watched the boys do the jumpstyle.It is really cool.Haha.Syahidah had to go home so im kind of alone.Chat around with the boys.Watch Abbas playing PSP.haha.Afifah and Syahirah then showed up.So yeah,im not alone anymore.Went down to fall in.NDP rehearsal was great but tiring and it is really hot.What surprised me is that i didnt not fall out.Hhe.Usually i would fall either because of i got headache or want to faint.Im weak okay?Haha.But today i got headache yet i endure.Woohoo.Thats a change for time being.Haha.Went home with Afifah,Hayyu,Farah.Seriously,Afifah just made my day even better.She know why.Haha.Okay im crazy.So reach home.Bath.Eat dinner.Watch chinese show.Polish boots.Get ready npcc uniform.My normal Thursday night routine.Haha.So now blogging.Thats is all i guess.Byebye people.Take careeeeeeeeeeee.((:

Happy Birthday Amira!!!

Labels: a girl who wish for a miracle to happen

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:08 PM

HEY yawhhh.

Wow.It has been a long time since i updated.Alot of things has happened so yah that results to me being lazy to blog or rather busy to blog.I will skip everything till today.Hehe.Ok today is great i guess.Lets start alright?Okay.Went to school.I was really sleepy.So okay.Reach school.Chat around.Assembly.First period Mother tongue.I have nothing to say about that.lol.Then IDPW.Watch some presentation by fellow classmates.Recess.Science was next.Did a quiz.Music.A hectic situation.LOL.Geography.Did some worksheet.Literature.I was falling asleep already yet i have Sharmaine to keep myself awake.LoL.Change into my Pt Kit as we have NDP rehearsal.Sigh.Went to Greenridge with my Syahidah and Sharmaine.Bought some food and drink.Went back to school.Syahidah went home first.Me and Sharmaine went up to class.Watch the boys,Hadi,Ahmad,Hanis and Azry doing Jumpstyle.You know how cool is it.Haha.Went down.Fall in.Today rehearsal is really a tiring one.It is hot and my skin colour has changed.I hate it.But nevermind,endure.LOL.Went home with Afifah.Reached home.Bath.Eat dinner.Watch tv.Chatted with Hirzi,Azim,Shazwani,Faieqa,Iskandar,Fahmi and Weijun.Wow.That is alot.Haha.Im lame okay!Haha.Im thinking of wearing braces.But it is really expensive.My teeth is so out of order.Haha.Even i talk,it is uncomfortable.Hha.Hmmph.Today is very short and simple.Hhaha.But im really tired.Today also i keep poking Amit.Haha.Iskandar too.Haha.I got nothing to do.Hehe.I shall end this post here.Heheh.Goodnight everybody.Loveeeeeeee((:

Happy Birthday to Putri!(:

You have really changed.Somehow i have to say this.You are no longer the person i knew and you are no longer the first.If i dont want means i dont want.There is no other way to make me do something i dont want.Dont need to force right?You are the boss of me okay?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:38 PM

Hellohellohellohello.

I guess today is awesome?Friends really make my day.Ok lets move on okay.Went to school.By the time i reach bus stop,i forgotten to bring my wallet.Sheesh.So miss a bus.LOL.It was raining.I was slightly drenched and certainly cold.I was lucky enough that it wasnt that heavy.Phew.Went to class.Chat with Syahidah.First period,Mother tongue.Seriously,i was freaking cold.Mother Tongue was okay.This time round i managed to finish my work on time.Oh yeah.LOL.Ok.next was P.E.But Mr Chong was absent.Still,we went to change but then change back.So just stay in class.Somehow i was kind of down.Maybe it was partly because of the music im hearing.Sigh.Recess was next.Was let off earlier.Went back to class.English was next.Did some newspaper reading and reflections.Next was science.Miss Elfi also didnt came as she a course to attend to.So we were given worksheets to do.I finished it up and then went to chat with friends.Then,maths.Went to do practical in CLC room.Again,it is cold.The practical,i guess it is fun but kind of short.After finishing,went to disturb Wida.LOL.Basically i have nothing to do.LoL.Then,English expression.Watch 2e5 video.End of school.But got peer tutoring.Hang out in class.Chase Ahmad.Ahmad and Azry keep beating me.LOL.And i will usually chase them back and got my revenge.LOL.Just now i was shouting like mad as Azry scare me with the bettle or something.You know how scared i can be when it come to any insects.Haha.Peer tutoring was okay.I got to be a tutor again.Im teaching Dina,Fazira and Syahidah now.Then before going off,I pinch Ahmad.Hehe.Now he is my pinching machine.LOL.Amit is my punching bag.Lame.Hehe.After that,went to canteen to get some food.Went to Science lab to accompany Wida and Syahidah for their CCA.Afifah was there.It was kind of fun and rather disgusting.Haha.Went home with Afifah and Wida.Syahidah have to wait for her hong kong friend.It is a pity i didnt go home with her.Sigh.I laugh really hard just now with Wida and Afifah.I think even everybody in the LRT could hear us.Hahha.Reach home.Bath.Eat dinner.Watch TV.Went to shop to accompany my little brother.Now blogging.Of course.Well i guess thats it then.Byebye.Take careeee.((:

Sigh.I left with 2 more days.Time flies so fast.I still couldnt make a choice.I just hate making decision.Will anybody make for me?Sigh.I cried because im confuse and was rather down.I didnt i would end up this way.I didnt want to cry either but i just couldnt stand.Somehow i have to let it out.I cant bear to leave you all here especially YOU.You mean alot to me as a bestfriend.We shared alot of memories.When i think back,i realised that leaving you is not an easy task.What shall i ever do to get this over with?Sigh.):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:13 PM

Hello.

Sigh.Hmm.Lets start the day.Went to school.Assembly.First period Literature.Gosh.That teacher have to ruin the start of the day.Next was recess.Syahidah have to leave after that.Sigh.Then English one period.Follow by mother tongue.Mother tongue is really getting on my nerves.He expect us to finish his work in 20 minutes or so.I had scribbled my way through the paper and i swear my handwritting is like one bullshit.Sorry for such language.After that,it was IDPW or should i say maths instead.Sigh.History was next yet the teacher did not turn up.So free period.Again i tried to keep myself quiet while doodling on Sharmaine foolscap.From there,i could hear friends laughing.Sharmaine singing.Friends playing.Tapping of feets.Friends chatting among themselves.Teacher asking to lower down our voices.Cool.Each day i will hear to different sounds.Hmm.Wonder what will i hear tomorrow.Ok lets continue.After History,was science.Okay i guess.Was really paying attention this time.I dont know whats got into me lately.Then end of the day.Went to buy waffles.Went back to class.Got the youth south wales something something thingy.It is sort of like an exam.It is difficult.I was cought with a headache after the test.Tsk.Then went for NDP rehearsal.For awhile only.Then waited for Afifah.Met Syahidah.But she has to go home.So went home with Afifah and Dina.At the interchange,saw Hayyu and Farah.So went home together.Bus was again as usual packed with people.Reached home.Bath.Ate a sandwich.Didnt eat a proper dinner.Somehow i just dont feel like eating.Now precisely blogging.Chatting with Weijun.Smsing Syahidah but my battery was running low so have to stop our conversation.Sigh.I think i will stop here.I want to sleep.Im really tired.Take care.((:

Somehow or rather,i dont feel like leaving anymore.I dont mind giving up my dreams rather than to leave you behind.Seeing you so sad makes me cry too.It hurts me alot to see you like this.I think again and i have to leave,same as you, who will be with me through thick and thins?I wont have any friends there.I dont feel like letting you go.Im rather confused about my decisions.Sighh.I need you like you need me

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:38 PM

hey all.

Today is great i suppose.Lets start the day.Went to school with Farah,Hayyu,Wida and Sahida with our traditional clothing on.Reach school.Lend our malay costumes to the other chinese classmates.Its like almost everybody in my class is wearing.2E5 rocks okay.Hehe.Assembly.Have to sit with our costumes.Gosh.You know difficult it is.LoL.English was first.Miss Xie say from behind the parade square,she could see how colourful 2e5 is.Hehe.English did some marking.Recess was next.It was a total shock when Syahidah bought for me cake.Its like so damn touching.The cake was delicious too.Like thanks alot to Syahidah,Sharmaine and Farah.Next was geography.Teacher was absent.We took photos.Hehe yeah.Then it was three period of maths.Gosh.Then i have to go out already due to Npcc.Change back to uniform.Went to HTA.It was raining and we have to walk under the rain.I was really cold.Learn how to shoot a pistol.It was difficult.Im not that strong to pull the trigger.Heheh.Then waited for the bus.We have to wait.So i was kind of tired.I sit down quietly.While i was in silent,i heard alot of sounds.The sound of rainwater dropping bit by bit.Music coming out from handphones and psp.Fellow students shouting across the room.Police officers marching and timing "left,right,left".Laughters.I just realised how peaceful it would be without sounds.Hmm.So then went home.Bath.Now im blogging.Chatting with Hirzi,Haziq and Hayyu.I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.Im sick right now.Caught a flu and cough.But i want to go to school as every minute of each day of this week means alot to me.Syahidah,Sharmaine,Farah will know why.Sigh.Well i guess i will stop here.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:35 PM

Heyheyhey.

Today is like the greatest day of the week.LOL.Maybe my first impression of this week is hell,bad or many more.But the last day of the week happened to be the best.Settled out all already.OK.Lets start the day.Hmmph,went to school.Reach school.Be a loanshark for a second.Hhaha.Its not that.I was asked to collect money from the fellow secondary 2 npcc cadets.
Went with Hayyu.Then got assembly.Sec 2 express student was then called to asseemble at hall for the mistake in result slip.Something something.But it doesnt affect us.Phew.Then English.Only 10 minutes like that.Followed by recess.CME was next.Talked about Racial Harmony.Mother tongue one period only.The whole period,teacher is talking about names.I have no idea where it started from.LOL.Then have to assemble at Parade Square.Celebration for racial harmony.Get to see people play traditional games.It was really hot.Me,Sharmaine and Syahidah was just slacking around.Hhe.Then school ends.Went greenridge with Sharmaine,Afifah,Hayyu and Farah.Went back to school.Hang out air rifle range with Afifah and Sharmaine.Then change.Did our service day.Grouped up with Sharmaine,Hafidz and Brandon(dk if right spelling or not).Went to different houses.After that,went back school.Rehearse our steps.Was really tired.Dinner was Fried Noodle.It was damn spicy and the rest say not.Something is wrong with my tongue.HEHE.P.O.P started with our dance.My legs were shivering and my heart was beating FAST.Haha.But we did a good job after all the hard work.Hehhe.Then followed by more presentations.Then did mr sham farewell party.Some Sec 4 sing song for Sir sham.He kind of cried.Haha.He is touched.We did sing too.Hehe.Eat cake.Then the day is over.HAHA.Daddy fetch me.Reach home.Bath.Now online.Precisely blogging.Monday is racial harmony day and we are encourage to wear our traditional clothes.I think im wearing since Syahidah and Sharmaine are wearing and i want my class to win.Hehe.I think i will be wearing baju kurung or kebaya.Hehe.I think thats all for today.Im tired and i want to sleep.LOL.byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:47 PM

Sigh.

Hmm,Today is fairly okay.I guess.Ok.Lets just move on.Went to school.Assembly.Npcc meeting.First period maths.Learn new chapter.Science.Learn new topic.Then recess.Mother tongue was next.I guess i was kind of out of mood.Then English.Do some comprehension test.D&T was next. It was quite okay. Did some sanding.Somehow,we need to use alot of our strength.So yah,me and Sharmaine had alot of fun.Lame.Okay.Today is quite short right?So after that,went home with Sharmaine.Lucky i have her.If not i think i go home alone.Sigh.Syahidah got something on.So i didnt get to go home.It has been awhile since i gone home with her.Sigh.So Sharmaine walk with till Lrt.By then i was alone already.So sad.Hmm.But i met Kak Reen at South View so yah im not alone anymore.Lol.Then went home.Bath.Went online.Chatted with Azlan,Amir,Shamadan,Wani,Lynn and Hayyu.Hmm.After that,watch tv.Did some revision.Eat my dinner.Polish boots and get ready npcc stuffs.Now obviously blogging.Today i may say the same people cheered me again,Syahidah,Sharmaine,FarahNadia and Kak Reen.I have no idea how it would when you girls are not here with me.Sigh.Okay.I will stop here.BYebye(:

Labels: if only you knew that im still waiting.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:33 PM

Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Hmm, today im super tired.Alot of things have happened and time is flying by really fast.Somehow my mood wasnt that good,but i had my friends,Syahidah and Weiqi to cheer me up.Lets just move on to today.Go to with Kak Reen.Meet her at South View Lrt.Reach school.Was totally distracted and sleepy due to lack of sleep.Revise Science.Got Assembly.First period Science.Miss Elfi didnt turn up.Mr Sham take over.Test was okay.I really hope i passed.Next was P.E.Somehow we played traditional games such as hopscotch and five stones.I played with Syahidah,Sharmaine,Fatin and Syafiqah.Had alot of laughter with them.I told Syahidah that i wont forget that moment.I think that was the happiest moment i ever had for this week.I admit this week is really suckish due to one's behaviour on the start of the week that i would never forget.Next was Recess.Followed by Geography.Only attend for half an hour as i got Npcc duty to do.So changed to Full uniform.Go to Choa Chu Kang Stadium.Again,i must do duty like guarding some entrance.I was grouped with Weiqi and Alicia and two tall aliens from Mars.LOL.Just joking.Its was two guys whom i dont know who.LOL.First shift,we started to slack as we got nothing to do.I smsed Syahidah.Started to miss her already.LOL.Me and Weiqi bought drinks and food.Instead of doing duty,we eat.lol.By the end of the day,we are really tired.Them someone attitude like making me even mad.Tsk.Went home.Bath.Went online.Then have my late dinner.Thought of not eating.But then gastric pain was acting up already.So yah just eat.Watch tv.Help Adeq with his Maths Homework.Now blogging.Chatting with Azlina,Ajex and i made new friends,Hazirah and Eddie.Ok peeps.Till here.Byebye

Sigh.They will never understand me.Why couldnt they just be happy with what they have?Why must they make me even sad?Im troubled enough.Sigh.Oh God,Help me get through this.

Dont you cry as it make me cry too.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:42 PM

Sigh.Hey.

Hmm.Today was short and simple day but full with expressions.Sigh.Where do i begin?Went to school with Syahidah and Rena.Today got assembly.Then Npcc meeting.Mother tongue was first period.I wasnt paying attention as my mind was wandering somewhere else.Sigh.I think Syahidah know why.Sigh.Next was IDPW.Talk about some market research.Recess.Follow by Science.Gosh.Tomorrow is the test and i havent study for it.Going to study later.Music.Geography.Rush home.Changed.Went out again.Met my fellow Npcc cadets at Jelapang LRT.I was kind of late due to a particular reason.Sigh.Carry on with our rehearsal.We complete all.Thanks for everybody cooperation.Raining.Went home late.Reach home.Bath.Eat.Now basically blogging.Im bored and im in suckish mood.Gosh.This is going to be a short post somehow or rather.This days i have been feeling very tired and i dont know why.Ok people.Till here.Byebye.

Sigh.My decision has already been made.Syahidah,there is something i have been wanting to say to you.Somehow or rather,i think i should thank you for everything.You pulled me up when i fell.You cheered me up whenever im low.You helped me out whenever i have problems.You made my day for everyday.Without you,i think i wouldnt be in this state right now.I realised i need you more than anyone.Syahidah,thankyou thankyou thankyou.I love you best friend.No matter where we are,we will still be bestfriends okay?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:40 PM

hey all.

Sigh.May i say today is not a good day.Hmm.Today went to school alone.Went to meet the rest at Lrt.Met Syahidah with Hong Kong student.Cool.Went to school.It was raining.Went to Azlina class.Gave her little present which is chocolate.Hhe.Went to class.Syahidah is not attending lesson.Sharmaine didnt come to school for reasons that i do not know.So im alone.So sad.No assembly.First period english.Mark worksheet.Next was science.Test is on Wednesday.Got to study real hard.LOL.Today we learn about Ions.I think i understand.Next was recess.Somehow,this was the part that my became worst.Next was Maths.Do the worksheet.Next was literature.Then assembly.Actually this week dont have but somehow today was combined assemble with the upper secs.Hear about the trips.Then lower sec must stayed back somehow as DM was pleased with our performance of going to the hall.Lame.Then go dance rehearsal.Learn new steps.Kind of cool.Headache after that.Syahidah came with Rena afterwards.Gosh,i miss her alots.It is like we never met for a long time already.LOL.Went home with Syahidah,Rena and Two Hongkong students.Reach home.Bath.Now precisely blogging.Chatting with Hirzi.I realised that i miss him lots too.Haha.Same old Hirzi except that he is matured now and really really kind.Haha.Im still thinking whether i should go to the Kranji Open house and meet fellow classmates.Hmm.Tomorrow going to with Syahidah and tomorrow school ends early.But i got dance rehearsal again.Hmm.Im really tired now.Felt like i could already go to sleep.LOL.Im having a severe headache.Gosh.Maybe its because of the rain.Sigh.I think i posted long enough.Byebye.

What you have said really hurt me deep down.Tears was already rolling down but you didnt noticed it.I dont belong with you anymore.Even if i am,it is because you are alone.Sigh.Im leaving you soon.And i dont know if im making the right choice.But if im really am making the right choice,will you promise me that you will take care of yourself?I really miss you.I really do.Do you know that i wish to spend my last few weeks with you?But i think that is not going to happen.Sigh.
I never wanted you to leave.I miss you.I miss your smile.And i still shed a tear every once in a while.My heart wont let you go and i need you to know.I miss you.):
Sigh.Sigh.Sighhhh

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:44 PM

Hey.

Gosh Im sick.I hate it.So yah okay im bored so just post.Lets move on with yesterday.Hmm,went to school with Syahidah.I was kind of feeling distracted yesterday.Hmm.So no assembly because raining.First period History.Have to take temperature.Next was science.Did filing.Then recess.Follow by english and literature.Then got maths class.I really had fun doing maths with Syahidah.Teach Dina and Fazira.Then went to change.Npcc.Talk about service day.Then do some drills.Then briefing about the performance for the POP.Then waited for afifah.While waiting,revise for religious exam.Last minute study.Tsk.Rush home but for nothing.Mummy said take on sunday.Oklah.I was also tired.So today,no tuition as my teacher was sick.So went peninsula with family.Until then,i was having flu.Sneezing non stop.Gosh.Then i started to cough.Tsk.What luck i have.Now having slight fever already.Gosh.Refuse to eat medicine.Tsktsktsk.Im such a bad girl.LOL.I think thats it.Byebye people

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:05 PM

Hmm,Sigh.Ok.What shall i describe about today?Okok i supposed. Lets see. Hmm.Went to school with kak Reen.Met Syahidah at Platform.So went to school together.Again there is no assembly due to the rain.What a pity Afifah never come.She got fever.Poor thing.OK.Miss Leow say we are to stayback after school tomorrow for maths extra class.Tsk.Troublesome.She never come and she is making use of our break time before CCA to make an extra class.Tsk.But nevermind.Malay first period.The teacher talk non stop and yet i wasnt listening.Instead,i was chatting with Farah.Haha.Then do some work.Science was next.Learn new things.There is a test next week if im not wrong.I want to score this time.Hehe.Then English.One period.Mark papers.I think tomorrow we going to watch the encore video again as Miss Xie ask Minglun to bring the copy.Hmm.Then recess.After that was maths.It is such a letdown.Miss Leow didnt attend to the class.Tsk.So did our own things.Then D&T.Then go home.So now blogging.Chatting with Afifah and Achmad.Hehe.Later going to do literature and other homework.Gosh.Hehe.Okay.Bye people.Tc.((:

Happy Birthday Sharmilla.

Get well soon Afifah!(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:36 PM

Hey.Hmm.Lets see.Today i supposed it was a better day for me rather than yesterday.I never post yesterday as i was kind of down and really tired.Lets just skip to today alright.Hmm.Lets see.Went to school alone.Coincidence,met hayyu at platform.So went together.Halfway reaching school,it was drizzling.Tsk.So no assembly.Hmm.Then mother tongue.Mark some homeworks and did some worksheet.Still we got homework.Gosh.Then P.E.Play captain ball with 2N3.Hmm its a draw i think.Recess.Eat in class with Sharmaine as Syahidah had editing to do.Changed to school uniform back.Hafidz treat me and Sharmaine ice lemon tea.Gosh.How nice.Haha.Then english.Did some verbs thingy.Followed by science,learn something that got to do with atoms and finally i understood.I confessed something on a letter to someone.Maths was next but teacher never come.Hate it.We are really far behind from the other classes.Gosh.Watch some videos about some scam and cheats something like that.English Expression was next.Watch 1E3 clip.It was quite impressive and funny.lol.Our clip was also shown.Hehe.I couldnt stop laughing.Haha.People start saying why i am back alive.Haha.Magic what.LOL.Attended to npcc meeting.Went for peer tutoring.Was lazy to do as i dont know how to do.LOL.Then hang out at class where i got bullied by Ahmad and Azry.Grr.Haha.But i got my revenge to Ahmad.Azry i think.lol.Talk with them.Laugh with them.Fun.Then the OM have to destroyed the fun.LOL.Went out of the class.Hang out at 1st floor.Nothing to do.Talked with Amit,Haziq and Weijun.We talk about CCAs,camps and many more.Haha.I had a lot of fun with them.Thanks for making my day,Guys.Hehe.3 guys you know.lol.Went back with Afifah.She had to meet her mum by then.So yah,i went home straight.So just now chatted with Weijun.Now precisely blogging.LOL.Thats all i guess.I got tons of homework to do especially DNT.Gosh.Im really tired.Sigh.Restless man.LOL.Bye people.

I felt relieved after i told you everything.Hope you would understand.(:

Maybe i trusted you too much.We will never have a perfect relationship.Sigh.
I guess its a kind of a good thing that you sound it to be over.
I dont blame you.And i dont know if i even should.Sigh

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:53 PM

Hello Readers.

Sigh.Hmm.Okay.Today no school.Youth day.I guess i should wish Happy Youth Day to all teenagers.=.=.So im really bored.Done my homeworks.So yah.Im got nothing to do.Didnt plan to go out so im stuck at home.Sigh.So what should i say now.Okay,yesterday went to Yamaha Music Shop with Abang Adi,Kak Reen,Kak Ayuni,Amran,Shafiz.Just went there to look around.All the music instrument are way expensive.I found something i really like and that is APX500 guitar.But it is really expensive.About $500 plus.I got to save my money from now onwards if i want that guitar.Hmm.So yah.Then went to have dinner at KFC.Went home after that.Went to watch the malay concert thingy.Then went to sleep.I was really tired and i wasnt feeling myself.So yah.Today.Wake up.Went to have breakfast at Mcdonalds with mummy and lil brother.Ok.Then went to buy ice cream.Craving for one.Then went home.Went online.Did my homeworks.Listening to music.Now blogging.Yah,i guess thats is for today.Bye people.

I intent to actually let you go.But eventually i couldnt.I want to move on.But still i couldnt.I want to pretend that nothing had happen.But again I couldnt.Somehow the person inside of me is gone.I dont even know myself now.It is all because of the one move that you make.With that move you took,everything in my life tends to fall apart.Even i can no longer stand on my two feet anymore.I could only depend on my friends.But how much longer can i depend on them.Its really hard for me to go on as per normal without you existing in my life.Sometimes,i feel like a fool to wait for you but when i think again,i rather wait for you than to lose you forever.I still have a chance but i dont know how to use that chance to get you back.All the answer is inside of me.All i got to do is to believe.And eventually you are always the one who make believe i can i do it.Now,Im out on my own.It is really a scary place.Is it forever like this?Sigh.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:21 PM

heylow all.

Wow.It has been almost a week since i had post.Apologised for that.My life is really a hectic one.A lot of things have happen this few days.But im glad that my Bestfriends has always been there for me.I really have to thank them for taking care of me,giving me such advice and cheering me up.I even have to worry them that one particular day.Its either i have no mood or too sick or too busy to post.So i decided to blog today so that my blog wont be so dead.Ok.Skip that.Of course i wont talk about what happen on monday to friday.If not,this blog will certainly be like a composition.LOL.oKay.Moving on.Yesterday,went to school with kak Ayuni and Kak Reen as they were staying at my house for a couple of days.Bus was always packed with people.Gosh.Reach school.Assembly.English.Spelling.CME was next.Timetable got all mixed up.But it managed to get back on track.Got a new time table.Seriously i dont know how many time are we going to change the timetable.LOL.Next was recess.Then Mother Tongue.Whenever there is mother tongue,there will always homework.The previous teacher is way better than this teacher.Gosh.Then History.Did some correction and worksheet.End of school.Went to KFC with Syahidah,Afifah,Hayyu,Sharmaine.Eat but could not finish.Brought it back with me.Went back to school.Changed to full uniform.Afifah was wearing full u too.So we did what we always do.CAMWHORE.Hehe.Hayyu didnt wear full u sowe didnt take with her.But there is always next time.Training was okay.In the end i got wet while playing water game.Gosh.Rushed home.Bath.Eat.Changed to go to religious class.I was tired and sleepy.Revise for exam.Exam start next week.But i got extra time to study as i will be taking it on Sunday instead of friday.Ok.Thats all about yesterday.Will talk about today.Wake up.Have breakfast.Went online.Nobody online.Gosh.Then went to tuition.Headache as usual.Went home.Finally my laptop has reached.Yay!No more sharing with siblings anymore.LOL.Ok.I think that is all.Oh yah.By the way,all the uniform groups cadet is to sell KitKat chocolates.The money will be donated to The President Charity.I have sell about 5 to 6 like that.Left with 2 or 3.Hehe.Anybody want?It is for a good cost.Have a heart.Haha.I guess that it.byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:16 PM