Sigh.Hmm.Okay.Today no school.Youth day.I guess i should wish Happy Youth Day to all teenagers.=.=.So im really bored.Done my homeworks.So yah.Im got nothing to do.Didnt plan to go out so im stuck at home.Sigh.So what should i say now.Okay,yesterday went to Yamaha Music Shop with Abang Adi,Kak Reen,Kak Ayuni,Amran,Shafiz.Just went there to look around.All the music instrument are way expensive.I found something i really like and that is APX500 guitar.But it is really expensive.About $500 plus.I got to save my money from now onwards if i want that guitar.Hmm.So yah.Then went to have dinner at KFC.Went home after that.Went to watch the malay concert thingy.Then went to sleep.I was really tired and i wasnt feeling myself.So yah.Today.Wake up.Went to have breakfast at Mcdonalds with mummy and lil brother.Ok.Then went to buy ice cream.Craving for one.Then went home.Went online.Did my homeworks.Listening to music.Now blogging.Yah,i guess thats is for today.Bye people.
I intent to actually let you go.But eventually i couldnt.I want to move on.But still i couldnt.I want to pretend that nothing had happen.But again I couldnt.Somehow the person inside of me is gone.I dont even know myself now.It is all because of the one move that you make.With that move you took,everything in my life tends to fall apart.Even i can no longer stand on my two feet anymore.I could only depend on my friends.But how much longer can i depend on them.Its really hard for me to go on as per normal without you existing in my life.Sometimes,i feel like a fool to wait for you but when i think again,i rather wait for you than to lose you forever.I still have a chance but i dont know how to use that chance to get you back.All the answer is inside of me.All i got to do is to believe.And eventually you are always the one who make believe i can i do it.Now,Im out on my own.It is really a scary place.Is it forever like this?Sigh.
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