Sigh.Hmm.Lets start the day.Went to school.Assembly.First period Literature.Gosh.That teacher have to ruin the start of the day.Next was recess.Syahidah have to leave after that.Sigh.Then English one period.Follow by mother tongue.Mother tongue is really getting on my nerves.He expect us to finish his work in 20 minutes or so.I had scribbled my way through the paper and i swear my handwritting is like one bullshit.Sorry for such language.After that,it was IDPW or should i say maths instead.Sigh.History was next yet the teacher did not turn up.So free period.Again i tried to keep myself quiet while doodling on Sharmaine foolscap.From there,i could hear friends laughing.Sharmaine singing.Friends playing.Tapping of feets.Friends chatting among themselves.Teacher asking to lower down our voices.Cool.Each day i will hear to different sounds.Hmm.Wonder what will i hear tomorrow.Ok lets continue.After History,was science.Okay i guess.Was really paying attention this time.I dont know whats got into me lately.Then end of the day.Went to buy waffles.Went back to class.Got the youth south wales something something thingy.It is sort of like an exam.It is difficult.I was cought with a headache after the test.Tsk.Then went for NDP rehearsal.For awhile only.Then waited for Afifah.Met Syahidah.But she has to go home.So went home with Afifah and Dina.At the interchange,saw Hayyu and Farah.So went home together.Bus was again as usual packed with people.Reached home.Bath.Ate a sandwich.Didnt eat a proper dinner.Somehow i just dont feel like eating.Now precisely blogging.Chatting with Weijun.Smsing Syahidah but my battery was running low so have to stop our conversation.Sigh.I think i will stop here.I want to sleep.Im really tired.Take care.((:
Somehow or rather,i dont feel like leaving anymore.I dont mind giving up my dreams rather than to leave you behind.Seeing you so sad makes me cry too.It hurts me alot to see you like this.I think again and i have to leave,same as you, who will be with me through thick and thins?I wont have any friends there.I dont feel like letting you go.Im rather confused about my decisions.Sighh.I need you like you need me
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