this is real, this is me.

Hello(=

Good news,im no longer sick.Thanks for all the get well soon wishes through tags and smses.This is going to be a short post cause i dont know what to write.Hha.Okay today,again i went out.In the afternoon,went out with daddy and mummy to Lot 1.I finally bought my hari raya shoes.Yay.So then bought a lot of food.Haha.I bought mango cheesecake.I swear its delicious okay?Buy its seriously expensive.Haha.Okok.So went home.Change.Went out again.Went to study at Woodlands library.Hehe.I know im a good girl.LOL.Then went to causeway point.Eat.Shopping.Went home.Bath.Watch tv.Went online.Listen to songs.Blogging.This is so random i know.Haha.Okay tomorrow fasting month begins.Woah.Time flies.Luckily im prepared for it.But im prepare for my exams yet.Sigh.Nevermind.Gonna work hard.I swear.If i didnt get the result my dad wants,i dont know what i'll do.LOL.Okay.I will end here.byebye.and SELAMAT BERPUASA to all muslims.(=

Happy Birthday Hanna!(=

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:53 PM

Hellooo Earthlings.

Okay.Today woke up early.I have no idea why.I had an intention to slept in abit later.Woke up with a heavy head and aches all over the body.Had breakfast.Not forgetting my medicine.Tsk!Mummy keep asking me to eat medicine.She keep saying "be a good girl and eat."She treat me like a kid which somehow i behave like one when it comes to medicine.LOL.Watch tv.Went to tuition.Today,i had 3 hours of maths!After tuition,my head was like going to explode.What to do.I have to sacrifice everything even my health as exams is coming.Okay after tuition.Went home.Rest.Went out.See,sick also want to go out.Haha.Im bored at home so i went out.Even daddy allows me.So went out.Go library okay.I go out for good reasons.Haha.Study.Im a good girl.LOL.Then meet family at West Mall.Thought of buying my hari raya shoes,but there is no shoes that i actually like.Too bad.Little brother got his.Tsk.Not fair.Anyway,Daddy said i could upgrade my handphone but must pay another $100.Its quite expensive but daddy dont mind.He gave me some time to think of the handphone i want.He also want to give me a reward for the good results for CA2.Yay!Thanks daddy,i love you.After shopping,went to the food restaurant at Bukit Batok to celebrate my cousin,Asyraf,birthday.Somehow the celebration reminded me of my late grandad which made me almost crying.But since its a happy occasion,i guess we should be happy.I eat alot.And im really full.Went home.Skip my medicine without my mummy knowing.Hopefully she will forget about it.LOL.Im one stubborn girl arent i?Now chatting with Syawal,Danialzayin,Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen and lastly Hafidz.Okay peeps.Byebye.(=

Thanks for the memorable day.(=

Happy Birthday Asyraf,my childhood bestfriend or cousin.Haha(=

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:33 PM

Hello Everybody.

First of all,wishing all the teachers a Happy Teacher's Day.Yes its teachers day so no lesson.Anyway,went to school with Hayyu.Reach school.Assembly.The activities has started.Went to change.Just watch them play.Sigh.Very boring.Took photos with Miss Yen.She is super fun and kind.Went to the hall.Concert.Okay i guess.But i was super irritated and my head was like spinning.Maybe due to the rain yesterday.Went Lot 1.Carried out the plan which is to give an advance birthday bash to Hayyu as her birthday falls on a fasting month.Hehe.Brought the cake,flour and eggs.Went under Hayyu block.Prepare the stuffs.Finally,Hayyu came.Blindfolded her.Then we threw flour and eggs at her.Haha.Me,Afifah and Wida also being dirtied by her.Haha.Eat the cake.Mess around with chocolate cream.Haha.Took photos.Then they say my face is not dirty.So they chase me and threw a whole lot of flour at me.Hha.Afifah keep throwing flour at me even when i took photo with her.Nevermind.I get you one day.Haha.I talk like real like that.Went to Hayyu's house to wash up.Then went to the shop.Reach home.Bath(twice).Haha.Went online but appearing offline.Then went out.I had fun.Yey.Thanks yawh.Went home.Change again.Went to religious class.It has been 3 weeks since i came to religious class.Hehe.I got specific reasons okay.So yah,in class,laugh with Farahin.Went home.Went online.Chat with Syawal,Achmad.Blogging.Listen to songs.Next week is the start of holiday.But to me its not.Its just another week of studying.Sighh.But nevermind.Im seriously going to work hard.Will be going back to school this holiday for remedial and such.Whats more its fasting month.How time flies.Okay people.Im rather tired.Not feeling well.Throat is killing me.Head is spinning.Nose is bugging me.Argh.Im falling sick(i hope not,cause i dont want eat medicine).Byebye.GOOOOODNIGHT.

Labels: Zeerah-fah.I hate medicine.(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:03 PM

When you are sad
I will dry your tears
When you are scared
I will comfort your fears

When you are worried
I will give you hope
When you are confused
I will help you cope

When you are lost
And can't see the light
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright

This is my oath
I pledge till the end
Why you may ask
Because you're my bestfriend

Another of my creations for a bestfriend of mine since primary school(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:44 PM

Hello

Two days i did not update.Okay.I have been busy studying and this few days im tired.So i slept early and didnt have time to blog.So okay.Lets just start from today.Went to school with Hayyu and Wida.Assembly.First period science.Presented our skit.P.E.Soccer.Fun.I injured my knee again.Tsk.Recess.Geography.English.Did twisted fairy tale.Maths.Finally,teacher finally came.English expression.Peer tutoring.Then went Lot 1.Search for teachers day present.Found one.Shared money.Went home.Bath.Eat.Watch tv.It was freaking cold.Study.Went online.Chat with syawal and Danial Zayin.Okay.Thats all.Byebye.

Why must you treat me like this?What did i do to deserve this?Dont you think i had enough already.How i wish i could be away from here.But can i?I cant.I have to face this everyday.But you dont even care.You just make me suffer even more.You left me alone in one corner.What do you think i am?A wall?You made a lot of promises. But you keep going back on your words.If it werent for you,i think i would be gone from here.Life is unfair.Life is never perfect.But for once,i just wished i could have a dream come true before i leave.)=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:40 PM

HELLO everybody!

First of all,IM FINALLY BACK FROM CAMP.Im really tired.REALLY.Basically, the camp was fun. It is not that tough.I was in Group 2 which consist of Jeichel,Weiqi,Abbas,Edwin,Eng kiong and Ray.On the first day,we played games on team building which is really fun to me.Attend lectures on uniform etiqutte.At night we are told to create our own fancy drills.Had a little competition and group 2 win.Hehe.Then we went for our night walk at Henderson Waves.The journey was quite far.Reach there.It was total darkness.And things for some of us turn out to be spooky.We are not to use our torchlight when walking.So walk up the hill through alot of stairs.It was seriously tiring.But it was worth it as after we reach on top of it,we could see a beautiful scenery.Like seriously.And also the sky doesnt look like it was at night,instead it look like as if it is dawn.Then walk walk walk through alot of bridge.Finally our walk ended.In the bus,a lot of us were sleeping.Whats more,with the cold weather.Reach school.Wash up.Lights off at 1.But me and jeichel couldnt sleep so we chatted for awhile.Finally went to at around 2 plus like that if im not wrong.I cant remember.Hha.But i keep waking up as i just couldnt breathe due to the blocked nose.Too bad for me.Second day,woke up at 6 plus.Wash up.Did PT.Breakfast.Attend lectures on campcraft,leadership qualities and self reflection.Seriously i was falling asleep but manage to keep myself awake by keep writing the notes.Lunch.Went to Pasir Ris Park.But it was raining.So the games that are plan was cancelled.Sigh.Went back to school and create a new game ourself.Then we play a so called amazing race to get our ingredients for dinner.Complete everything.Cook fried rice.Turns out delicious.Then night drills.Obstacle course.Reflection and debrief.Sleep at 3.30.Woke up at 4 to do duty.Sleep back at 4.30.Woke up at 6.30.PT.Breakfast.Water games.Area clean up.Debrief.Reflection.And lastly prize presentation.Congratulation to Pascal Goh and Sharmaine for getting the best male and female camper.Good job.Hehe.Went home.Bath.Eat.Watch tv.Sleep.Trust me,i had a 2 hours sleep and im still sleepy.Homeworks is not done yet.Hands and legs are hurting.I dont even feel like going to school tomorrow.But i have to.I just cant miss any lesson.Exams is in 4 weeks time and time files really fast.Ok i will stop here.Im really tired.Byebye.((=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:50 PM

Hello.

Blogging time.Today.First period mother tongue.Did some work.Science was next.We started on Chapter Six which everybody knows that it is a hot and favourable chapter in my class.LOL.I guess it was okay.But it kind of disgusting.Haha.This is only the first part.LOL.Ok then english.Miss Xie commented that 2e5 is adorable and cooperative.Yey.2e5 rocks.Recess.Maths.D&T.Its Miss Yen birthday.I love her you know.She is like so nice and she is in npcc somemore.Hehe.Went to Lot 1.Bought notebook and spectacles hook.I lost it again.Hehe.Went home.Bath.On laptop.Watch tv.Eat.Watch tv.Pack camping bag.Polish boots.Do npcc uniform.Now blogging,Chatting with Wida,Weijun and Haziq.Tomorrow got NCO camp.I cant wait.At the same time,im scared and nervous.LOL.Ok.I will stop here.

WILL BE BACK AFTER 3 DAYS.(=

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:32 PM

HeyHey.

Bad day.Sigh.Before i go busy with D&T stuffs,i want blog first.Went to school with Afifah.It was raining.Sigh.First period,mother tongue.New teacher.From next week onwards then we are split up.Sigh.P.E.After P.E,then i started to feel restless and annoyed.Recess.English.Got back our essay.Then science.Also got back our science test.I scored badly but i passed.Still iim not satisfied.Im just bad in biology arent i?Perhaps im bad at the whole science.Be it bio or physics.Enough about that.I just have to push myself even more.Next was maths.Got test.English expression.Peer tutoring.Went home.Decided not to stay back.For whatever reason.My flu still havent recovered.Probably because i miss out on my medicine.Everybody know i hate medicine.So i kind of skip it. Lately,i have been sleeping late because i was studying.Dad keep asking me to study.So yah,thats why i neglect my health.Sigh.Camp is coming up this friday.I hope im okay enough to go through everything.Sigh.Thats all.Take care.

I just feel like shouting out loud.Expressing out every single feelings in my heart.Sigh.Sometimes,i wonder why we are created so differently.Why cant everybody be the same?Why cant people be more nicer?Why cant life be fair?Some people are fortunate that they are normal,perfect.But they tend to boast around.Some people are unfortunate as they are born handicapped and people will mock them,make fun of them,ignore them.Sigh..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:59 PM

Hello Everybody.

Today is great i supposed.Went to school with Wida,Hayyu,Sahida and Farah.Reach school.Assembly.First period English.Again go through the english common test.Total marks,i passed.Yay!LoL.Next was recess.Follow by Geography.Maths.Did probility.I quite understand now after my tuition teacher teach.CME.Went to the computer lab.Need to do report.End of school.Stayed back.Study for awhile.Went back with Afifah and Syahidah.Waited for Hayyu and Farah at LRT.Went Lot 1.Accompany Syahidah to Popular.Then Hayyu and Farah have to go home.So left me and Afifah and Syahidah.Then went NTUC.Then 7-ELEVEN.Then Cheers and finally pasar malam.Hahha.I had fun going out with them.Went back.Before going home,accompany Afifah go to minimart.Then go home.Bath.Watch tv.Went online.Break fast.Went online.Now blogging.Im bored.Im sick.Im cold.Im shivering.I hate being sick.I down with flu.Im sure i will be better by tomorrow morning and is well enough to go to school.I hope.
This post is certainly random.haha.byebyebyebye.(:

Secrets behind me.Sigh.And you say you wont hide anything from me.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:14 PM

I sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my soul mate, my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone
who will be there when something is wrong
When times are tough, you're always there
It shows me just how much you care

Although were going separate ways
you're in my heart till my final days
Nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me

I dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
Nothing else could ever fulfill
Everything you're friendship will

You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
You know whats wrong before i cry
but if I do, you will always know why

A friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
You were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
And no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

Our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
But now until the very end
you'll always be my special friend.

Made it specially for an "Elder/Twin sister" of mine or a bestfriend.AfifahIf you are reading this,i really made this for you.Hope you like it.(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:49 PM

HEY

Sigh.Im so stress out.Will tell you later.In the meantime,Lets talk about today.Went to school with Kak Reen again.Reach school.Sit around.Assembly.First period was English.Finally the teacher came.She got a bad sore throat.So yah she couldnt attend.We did some marking on the common test with includes comprehension.I got 19 out of 25.Is this good?Well i got some improvements thats for sure.Next recess.Followed by CME.Went to Computer Lab.Have to do some project.Syahidah,Sharmaine took some pictures.I wont upload it as i have to respect them.Haha.Mother tongue.Did some work.History.First half we learn new chapter.Second half,Quiz!Which i never study for.Hehe.So just did anyhow.What do you expect?LOL.After school,went KFC with Afifah and Sharmaine.Then Afifah bought for me lollipop.Thanks yawh.Ilher very much.Haha.Played at the fitness corner.Took pictures of them.Again,i wont upload it.Haha.Went back to school.Change.Npcc was quite okay.Tiring but could still hold on.The Sec 2 cadets were being released earlier as we had to attend to placement talk.So after being released,went to toilet,change back to school uniform.Spray perfume here and there.Haha.Girls right?Hehe.Accompany Afifah to change into her school uniform too.Then me,Afifah and Sharmaine went to Jelapang Lrt Station to buy drinks.I broke my necklace along the way.You know how sad i was.Haha.Nevermind.Went back to school.Slack under the ramp.Again took pictures.Maybe this one,i will upload in friendster.LoL.So went to the Hall.Okay this is the part im stress.This placement talk is about our future class in Sec 3.Im really scared okay?I dont know what class should i choose.This is important but not as important as my end year of examination.Ohno!Its 25 September.I got a month and 10 days like that left.And im still struggling.Gosh.I told my friends that from next week onwards,Im really going to study really hard like seriously.Gonna buy assessment books for Science and English.I cant afford to fail English again.Sigh.Went home with daddy and mummy.My dad asked me to go to 3E1.I really dont want.Because im like seriously not good in science and going to 3E1 means that i have to take pure sciences which will certainly cause to have headache.I want to go 3E3.Maybe.Now,daddy say its a must for to take A maths and Physic.Oh gosh.Stress!Now im going to focus on academics more than on my music.For once,im giving up music for studies.Its okay.It worth it.I hope.LOL.Okay people.I will stop here.Gooooodnight.(:

I didnt know you would bring such a joy to me for a moment.But in another moment,you would tend to hurt me and let me down.But im seriously not angry at you.And i dont know why.No matter what you do to me,im just not angry.Yes i will tend to avoid talking to you or something but it is just for a moment.Minutes or seconds.I dont know why.Seriously.Sometimes,i would just cry in the dark or alone.I released my anger through that.I dont tend to blame you after that.I would rather forgive and forget and laugh with you than to hold an anger towards you.Perhaps i grown to do this to you.You walked away but i still want you back.Eventhough it is impossible,im fine with it.I just want you to know that even if you dont need me,i need you.And eventhough you dont need me,i will always be here for you if one day you need me.I promise.Im mean it.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:41 PM

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

another one of my creations

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:25 PM

HELLO

Hmmph,Sigh.Okay.Seriously i just feel like blogging.I want to release everything inside my heart
Like seriously.Okay.Before i flood this with different feelings.Going to tell you a quick summary
Of whay had happened today in school.Went to school with Kak Reen.So went abit early.
Reach school.Quickly revise science.Cause like i said i got test.I got studied yesterday.But
I wasnt that confident.So revised again.Assembly.First period was maths.Did new topics.Okay one of the topics i learnt already and another i havent.So yah.Going to study soon.Haha.Next science.Test!Omg.It was super difficult.I dont know if i have the chance to pass or not.
Okay.Recess.Then mother tongue.Got one presentation.And listen to teacher crapping.LoL.
English.Teacher never come again.But got work to do.Completed it.DnT was next.It was okay.
Stay in class for awhile.Went home.Reach home.Bath.Watch tv.Played the guitar.Hehe.Took a nap.Watch tv.Break fast.Watch tv.Polish boots.Iron npcc uniform.Prepare everything.
Went online.Chat chat chat.Now blogging.Yah.Im going to stop here.Gooodnight people.(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:16 PM

Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.

Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.

Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now?
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye

Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.

This is specially for you my dear friend.(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:03 PM

Hello Everybody.

Today is a wonderful day for me but at the end of the day was a so-so for me.Ok.Skip that.Will move on.Went to school with Hayyu and Wida.It was effing cold.Seriously!LoL.Okay reach school.Assembly.Science was the first period.Went to Bio Lab.Did some experiment.I paired up with Xenia.Then P.E.Played soccer.Dribbling and then followed by game.Fun.Im proud that i still managed to carry on with my fasting.Okay recess.Went up class.Change.Geography was next.The teacher talks really fast but i still managed to catch up.Hehe.English.Teacher didnt turn up.Got work to do and yet i also managed to finish it up.Haha.Maths was next.Like seriously,i was really happy.Haha.Got 41 out 45 for maths test.Like woah.Was shocked.Didnt expect to turn out like this.Alhamdulilah.English exp.Maths peer tutoring.Then followed Syahidah to her CCA with Wida and Afifah too.I was really tired and restless.Like seriously.Went home.Fall asleep in the bus.Luckily there was Afifah.Ok.Reach home.Bath.I feel so refresh.Play the organ,another version of piano or keyboard.Like seriously long time i never play already.Play until im done playing.Haha.Went online.Chat with Weijun.He really cheered me up.He was being funny.Haha.Show my daddy my test paper and i was really really happy.Like finally,i saw him smiling when he look at my results after such a long time since i got a good result.I really want to do well.So that i wont disappoint my parents anymore.Tomorrow there is a science test.Going to study later at night.Hehe.Okay people till here.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:56 PM

Heloo.

Today im lazy to tell about what had happened.Today is 80% great and 20% bad.3 teachers did not attend to class yet work was given.Sharmaine did not come.So sat with Wida.Had alot of laughter.Especially during literature.LoL.Through the laughter,i did not notice that i had a slight fever.Haha.But jyeah im fine now.Still going to school.Hope it will not come back and ruin my chance to play soccer.Hehe.Did my english just now.Yah now precisely blogging and listening to the same song over and over again.Im really restless but i couldnt sleep as i already slept in the afternoon.I got to stop sleeping in the afternoon like seriously.I will always have trouble sleeping at night if i slept in the afternoon.Gosh.Probably i was fasting and im really tired and sleepy after the whole of school.Tomorrow is going to be another tired day for me.Sigh.Later had to eat medicine.Hate it.Part of my back(at the back of my shoulder) is really pain.Blue black.Haha.Serves me right.Okay people.Till here,byebyebyebyebye.Anyway,there is a poem below for you all.Hope you like it.Goodnight everybody.((:

There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many I love you's left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall apart

I miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright
I love you like a sister, you were my angel,
Yet I wonder why you left me here to die

We were forever best friends
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a hug and a gentle smile.
We stayed up every night looking at the stars,
Giggling like little girls and having midnight talks.

You said you had to go
I wished it wasn't so.
You said we'd always write.
You said it would be like old times.
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.

Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.
We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks and play like little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause ourselves.
I also knew that my angel was being taken away,
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:22 PM

Hello Readers.

Today there is no school.So decided to fast.Hehe.I got pay back.Well,only the Muslims will get what im saying.LOL.Ok moving on.Woke up late.Like seriously.Haha.Sunday also i woke up late.Maybe because i stayed up late just to watch movies online and that i couldnt get to sleep as i slept in the afternoon.Well,ok.Woke up,bath.Watch tv.Did some revision.Watch Minutemen.Haha.Went movies on laptop.Till about 6.30 plus like that,bath.Then finally,break fast.Oh yeah.Haha.Now im definitely full.Tomorrow fasting again.Hehe.Later might be doing some revision on History and Science.If im not wrong,i have test on both subjects.LOL.Not forgetting that i miss out on one homework which English.Omg.Essay somemore.Gosh.Im out of ideas.Whatever.Im seriously not good in English.I dont know how well i did for the Comprehension.I dont want to fail my English again.I dont want to drop to Normal Academic.Yikes.End year is coming.Oh no.I better start preparing for exams.Come on Izza.Haha.Seriously im blank now thats why this post is full of craps.LOL.Okay,now basically im listening to songs and thinking about what to write.Sigh.Im going to rack my brains for ideas.I dont care how long it takes.Haha.Saying about songs.So far,im addicted to this song called Always You and I by 98 degrees.The lyrics is like super nice and meaningful.Going to put this song on my blog.Hhe.If anybody got this song,please tell me.Thanks yawh.Im going to stop here before i crap any longer.Hehe.Byeeeeeee.((:

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:23 PM

HELLO

First of all,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.[=

Hehe.Okay.Todaytodaytoday.LOL.Wake up.Thought of waking up late but my tuition is scheduled at 9.Tsk.No chance to wake up late.Whatsmore,today im like really sleepy plus im having a sorethroat,Ulcer in the mouth and my body is really pain.It seems like im falling sick.Im hope not.Went tuition.Came back.Have lunch but didnt eat too much.Went online.Watch a movie online.Then went to Johor.Hehe.Search for my clothes for Hari Raya.Bought two pairs.One purple and one cream in colour.LOL.Went home.Watch NDP.But didnt watch from the start and i miss the starting of the parade.I wanted to spot my friends,Afifah and Syahirah.Nevermind.There is encore telecast.I could watch again.By the way,the fireworks is like so beautiful.Seriously!Haha.Thought of watching the fireworks Live with Kak Reen,Kak Ayuni,Amran,Shafiz and Zayin.But i couldnt make it.Its a waste though.And you know what.Imagined if i were to leave.I think i would miss alot of things.Like the parade and fun in Zhenghua.I think i made the right choice.Hehe.Speaking of that,i got an email from the school to confirm my registration.Will be back there in a few years later or soon.But dont know when.Yeah,but im sure its after i graduated from secondary school.I finished all my holiday homework yesterday.And now i dont know what to do on Sunday and Monday.Since there is no school on monday.I hope im not sick so that i could go out rather than to sit at home doing nothing.Or probably i will be studying.There is alot of common test lately.I really want to do well.So i got to buck up.I mean like seriously i have to.I been slacking already and grades are really slipping down.Concentrate Izza concentrate.Haha.Im crazy and lame.lol.Ok people.I will stop here.Byebye.Gooooooodnight.And by the way,its national day so i purpose write this post in red.Haha.I know im lame.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:55 PM

There you go.Pictures for today.LOL.Some pictures are new.Some are old.I didnt get the chance to post the pictures as i always forget.That is how forgetful i am.Hehe.Okay.Today.Hmm.One word to describe today.AWESOME!Yes really.And today i was like super duper hyper.LOL.So okay.Wake up early in the morning at 5am.Went to school alone.Met Sharmaine and Hayyu at traffic.Change into full-uniform.Fall in.Parade start.Was really nervous eventhough its my second time.Haha.Everybody was looking at us.What do you expect?One single mistake we make could be seen.LOL.I tried not to look at my friends to prevent me from laughing.Pretend to be serious.Haha.Okay.March really fast as the drum beat today is super fast.Hehe.Then concert.Principle gave his speech.My leg was cramping.Haha.Mr Aljunied was so hyper too.The bride and groom of each races were very beautiful.Hehe.Then the Sing-along part was like the best ever.At first only,a couple of npcc cadets(not me) were standing up and sing.Then like all of the uniform groups cadets joined.Now includes me.We sing and shout.Like so excited.Haha.It was really fun.Then change back.Went home.Actually not.Haha.Went to BPP with Afifah,Hayyu,Sahida,Syahirah and Wida.Walk here walk there.Then go Lot 1 with Afifah and Wida.I really laughed alot today.Went home.Bath.Rest.Lunch.Edit pictures.Listening to songs.

Seriously today is the BEST ever.Hehe.Peaceeeee out everybody.

P.S-My best friends are the best!Hahaha

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:40 PM

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Earthlings!

LOL.Yes from the first sentence,you can tell that im happy.Yes its true.Not only happy,but hyper and crazy.Dont believe,ask my friends.Haha.Okay.Lets move on.Went to school with my fellow bestfriends,Afifah and Hayyu.I woke up slightly late.So yah.Was abit late as i had to come early to do project.Sorry.Okay.Assembly.First period mother tongue.Had to present but the power point was in a different version.Some sort like that.So have to present tomorrow.Next was P.E.Played soccer.Just passing.Recess.Followed by English.Did a comprehension common test.Couldnt finish up so have to continue tomorrow.Then Science.Okok.Still i hope i can understand about the diffusion and osmosis thingy soon. Maths.Went to CLC room.Did some practical.It was fun.LOL.English expression.After that,change to Full-U.Didnt have time to buy food so asked Wida to buy for me.Thaanks yawh.Hhe.Eat during peer tutoring.Then rush to fall in.March here march there.Then end already.Changed back.Wait for Afifah and Hayyu.At this point of time,i started to go crazy.Fool around.Being lame.Sharmaine laughed at me.Haha.Amira joined me.LOL.It is fun to hang around with them.Haha.Went home with Afifah,Amira,Hayyu,Sharmaine and Syahirah.But Amira and Syahirah went separate ways.LOL.Bought Sweeties.Hehe.Reach home.Rest.Bath.Watch TV.Now blogging.Chatting with Weijun,Faieqa and Zuhairi.Thats all for today.GOOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT!((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:29 PM

hello all.

Today was a perfect day for me but i felt kind of low and really felt like crying.But of course i didnt.I told myself not to go back to the past.I realised that my goal now is to change to a better person.But i dont know where to begin.Lets skip that before i flood this whole post with nonsenses.Went to school with Hayyu and Wida.Reach school.Chat around.Assembly.First period,english.Test!Surprise one.LOL.Next was recess.Then,geography.Also test.I knew that there was going to be a test but it slipped my mind till today.So last minute study so yah i dont know if im going to pass or not.Maths three period.Teacher didnt came.Gosh.But got so called test which somehow didnt like it is a test to us.lol.CME was next.Today school end at 2.Stayed back till 2.30.Went Lot 1.Went back.Accompany Afifah to go to the shop and yah i love her too.Heh.I bought sweets and chocolates for Azry as promised.Went home.Bath.Eat.Now basically blogging.Listening to songs.So yah.I guess i end here.Byebye.

GrandDad,
Do you know how much i miss you?Although it have been a few months since you left me,i felt like it was just yesterday.I couldnt forget about you.I really cant.I keep dreaming of you.I keep thinking of you.You are a kind soul.You always cheer me up.You understand me more then myself.You take care of me when im small.You watch me grew.You always keep me company at night when i was small as im scared to sleep alone.You told me alot of stories.You teach me how to be a good person.You advised me about alot of things.I will never forget all those words you have said to me and your last words.I broke into tears when i knew you are gone.I just cant accept the reality till now.Im suffering in silent.I know you are in a better place now.No matter where you are now,you will always be in one place and that is in my heart.I love you.But i know God love you more.You are the best person i ever met.Your kind deeds will not be forgotten.I miss you.Sobs.....

Tok Man,zirah rindu tok.)):

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:25 PM

hey all.

First i want to announce something to you all and that is "IM BORED".Haha.Ok.I know im lame alrights.LOL.If you dont know,meaning you dont know me too well.Haha.Lets start the day.Woke up really late as i slept late at night yesterday.Hehe.I purposely sleep and woke up late as I have no tuition,no piano class.Lets just say today im really FREE.Haha.So wake up already.Bath.On Laptop.Didnt went online.LOL.Then eat breakfast.Went out with Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen.Just go to Lot 1.Did nothing actually.Just look around.LOL.Went home.Changed again,went out with family excluding my big brother.Went Shaw Centre.Then Far East Plaza.Followed by Queensway.I know we went to alot of places.My leg is really tired after that.I also bought alot of things.Haha.After that we went to Adam Road to eat.I ate chicken chop indian style.Haha.It is nice but really spicy.Super!But the main thing is that my dad and mum claimed that it is not spicy.LOL.I think there is something wrong with my tongue.Hehe.Maybe its because i ate too much ICE cubes.Haha.Oke.Went home.Watch TV.Went online for awhile.Edit pictures.Went to the shop.Back at home,revise.Hehe.Now blogging.Im appearing offline as there is no one to talk to.Haha.That is exactly why im really bored.Maybe i will be changing blogskin today.I got nothing to do so yah.Hehe.Tomorrow maybe going out with big brother.I think.LOL.Thats it i guess.Gooooooodnight.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 PM