Sigh.Im so stress out.Will tell you later.In the meantime,Lets talk about today.Went to school with Kak Reen again.Reach school.Sit around.Assembly.First period was English.Finally the teacher came.She got a bad sore throat.So yah she couldnt attend.We did some marking on the common test with includes comprehension.I got 19 out of 25.Is this good?Well i got some improvements thats for sure.Next recess.Followed by CME.Went to Computer Lab.Have to do some project.Syahidah,Sharmaine took some pictures.I wont upload it as i have to respect them.Haha.Mother tongue.Did some work.History.First half we learn new chapter.Second half,Quiz!Which i never study for.Hehe.So just did anyhow.What do you expect?LOL.After school,went KFC with Afifah and Sharmaine.Then Afifah bought for me lollipop.Thanks yawh.Ilher very much.Haha.Played at the fitness corner.Took pictures of them.Again,i wont upload it.Haha.Went back to school.Change.Npcc was quite okay.Tiring but could still hold on.The Sec 2 cadets were being released earlier as we had to attend to placement talk.So after being released,went to toilet,change back to school uniform.Spray perfume here and there.Haha.Girls right?Hehe.Accompany Afifah to change into her school uniform too.Then me,Afifah and Sharmaine went to Jelapang Lrt Station to buy drinks.I broke my necklace along the way.You know how sad i was.Haha.Nevermind.Went back to school.Slack under the ramp.Again took pictures.Maybe this one,i will upload in friendster.LoL.So went to the Hall.Okay this is the part im stress.This placement talk is about our future class in Sec 3.Im really scared okay?I dont know what class should i choose.This is important but not as important as my end year of examination.Ohno!Its 25 September.I got a month and 10 days like that left.And im still struggling.Gosh.I told my friends that from next week onwards,Im really going to study really hard like seriously.Gonna buy assessment books for Science and English.I cant afford to fail English again.Sigh.Went home with daddy and mummy.My dad asked me to go to 3E1.I really dont want.Because im like seriously not good in science and going to 3E1 means that i have to take pure sciences which will certainly cause to have headache.I want to go 3E3.Maybe.Now,daddy say its a must for to take A maths and Physic.Oh gosh.Stress!Now im going to focus on academics more than on my music.For once,im giving up music for studies.Its okay.It worth it.I hope.LOL.Okay people.I will stop here.Gooooodnight.(:
I didnt know you would bring such a joy to me for a moment.But in another moment,you would tend to hurt me and let me down.But im seriously not angry at you.And i dont know why.No matter what you do to me,im just not angry.Yes i will tend to avoid talking to you or something but it is just for a moment.Minutes or seconds.I dont know why.Seriously.Sometimes,i would just cry in the dark or alone.I released my anger through that.I dont tend to blame you after that.I would rather forgive and forget and laugh with you than to hold an anger towards you.Perhaps i grown to do this to you.You walked away but i still want you back.Eventhough it is impossible,im fine with it.I just want you to know that even if you dont need me,i need you.And eventhough you dont need me,i will always be here for you if one day you need me.I promise.Im mean it.
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