Hmm,craziest day everr..But first shall run through the week starting from Tuesday.Was not a good day.Ended up crying at the end of the day before going home.Got coax by Azry,Syahidah,Sharmaine and the rest.Went home with Dina.Wednesday,Got P.E.So play soccer.Tiring but had superb fun with teamates.Was super tired and super thirsty so rest at class.No peer tutoring.So went home with Dina,Afifah,Hayyu and Wida.Thursday,an okayy day for me.Nothing interesting happen i guess or i had forgotten.Haha.Today,Went to school with Afifah,Hayyu and Wida.Things got better.Reach school.Assembly.Got prize giving session.People were clapping and all that but then suddenly the cheerings got louder not because of the participants but actually because of the rain.Yes it rains.Suddenly.So went back to class.First period english.Recess.CME.Mother tongue and History.So Yah.Short day but tiring.After school,stayed back for awhile.Went home with Syahidah and Dina.Then went to NTUC to accompany Syahidah.Saw my brother.So board the bus with him.Now at home.Really bored.Thought of studying later on.Yes EOY is really near and im not prepared.I got lots of chapters from each subjects to memorise and i dont have much time.Really got to put 100% effort.Cant relax anymore.Hari raya also coming.Been helping my mum out in baking the hari raya cookies.But somehow or rather,this year i dont seem to be that enthu in celebrating hari raya.Perhaps because of exams or just....sigh.Okay.Byebye people.
07-04-2008
The day everything changes.I didnt hope for this day neither do i expect for this happen.But in a blink of an eye,i lost everything.In one move.One step.One second.One day.Just one.Everything was crushed.My heart was broken into two.Half of it was taken away.There is no longer laughter and smiles coming out from me.Just tears and frowns.Everyday i prayed that it would change again but till now it never came true.It has been 5 months.Slowly it progresses but it still came back to square one sometimes.I was disappointed.I dont know what to do.Maybe you are happy now.We may be near.But still i really miss you.There is nothing i could do.I just have to resign to fate.It hurts me so much to do that but i left with no choice eventually.I moved on.Trying to forget about all this.But i cant.I failed over and over again.Eventhough,i have lost you and probably you wont be needing me but i just want you know,if you ever need me..i will forever be there for you.
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