I just thought of posting today.Will just talk about today.Because the rest of the days of this week,i done nothing but to work and study.Yes,very boring.You wouldnt even want to read about it.Kidding.Okay..so today.Wake up early in the morning.Went to play basketball cause i felt lousy and i wanted to get it all out.Some sort like that.Another reason was because i want to exercise and for my knee to get used to the sports i do.Pathetic.After that,i went to buy breakfast.Went home.Eat breakfast.Played psp.Then lil brother suggested to watch movie.I agreed to it cause i dont want to spend the whole day doing nothing and besides im not working.So ask for daddy permission.He allowed.So we watched the movie "Bolt".We bought to medium drinks and one LARGE popcorn.This was my lil brother idea cause he say its worth it.But we didnt thought the large popcorn to be real large.Its bigger than my head for goodness sake.The movie was great.Touching and funny abit.After that, walked around Lot 1.Little brother and I thought of buying handphone straps at minitoons but we didnt buy cause its expensive and will buy it next time for a better price.LOL.Then i went to buy my jeans.Yes,eversince i got my pay,i have been spending it clothes.Seriously,i MUST learn how to spend money wisely.After that we went home.Watch tv.Read my book which i had borrowed yesterday.I have finished reading it.The book was about a teenager who thought she was big enough to make decisions by herself but in the end,she mess things up and regret.She learnt that she still need her parents.I have yet to start on my another book.Maybe tomorrow if i have time.Speaking about tomorrow, i was told that there was a meeting about CSSP.But unfortunately i cant go cause i have plans with my family.Daddy took the whole day off.He told me that in the morning,we will buy my school books.Finally.LOL.I miss Syahidah.I miss Sharmaine.I miss Afifah.I miss Dina.I miss Fazira.I miss Hayyu.I miss Wida.I miss Syahirah.I miss Farah.I miss Nadia.I miss Sahida.I miss Amit.I miss Abbas.I miss Ahmad.I miss Weijun.Eat say,I miss 2e5.I guess i have nothing more to say...so enjoy on what im going to say below.Actually it is not for you.It is for my best friend.So okay.Byebye.(:
How time flies. In less than a month, it will 2009. Somehow,i wish the time would slow down.Caue im already missing a lot of things in 2008. My bestfriend is the person i miss the most now.Knowing that i will not be in the same class as her next year, makes me just want to cry. Eventhough i do not know her so well in 2007, she was still my best friend.In 2008, she was the one who has been there for me through thick and thin all the way. She was the one who i look for whenever i had problems. She never fail to let me know that she will be there for me. We share problems with each other.Even secrets.I trust her.She trust me too.We both understand each other.I still remember how i used to complain to her that im alone when she and my another friend was not at school.I remembered how worried she was when im sick.Her get well soon wishes never fail to make me smile.I spend almost the whole day in school with her. I also remember when she bought me a cake for me on racial harmony day due to a reason that i was leaving to pursue my dreams. I think now i have made the right decision not to leave cause if i leave,i would lost such caring,kind,awesone bestfriend here. I guess that there is too much memories between us that i know i cant finish blogging till midnight.Now that im no longer will be in the same class as her or my another friend,i dont know how is it going to be for me next year.What i know is that things will not be the same anymore.Okay.The person im talking about here is Syahidah and my another friend was Sharmaine.Recently,i read her blog saying that she going to miss 2008 and the things she have done with me and Sharmaine.Today, her blog say that somehow she need me. I could sense that she is sad. Im worried.I really am. I miss her.We going to meet soon.I hope she can make it.
To Syahidah:
No matter what, you know that i will always be here for you.If you are having problem and you need someone to talk to,speak up and i will always listen to you anytime.Dont be too sad.You are making me worried.Usually,i would be the one making you worried because you are the strong one.Be strong okay? And Thanks for trusting me so much.Dont worry too much either.We will meet up soon okay?
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