Blog un-privated.
Yeah,i finally unprivate my blog.So my blog now is once again open to all.I will reconsider again about putting up a tagboard.So life for me now is indescribable.Not a word could describe it.I dont even know it myself.Sigh.So far,i have been busy studying for a lot of common tests in school.Results are outand i didnt do well.I was quite disappointed especially for my mathematics paper.I keep sighing and sighing because of my crap results.But i know it wont help.I just have to study even harder.I wish i could retake that papers.In school,it was okay.Been having a lot of laughters with Syahidah.I miss her alot.I kinda feel the silence without her around me almost for every hour like last year.I guess im still not use of not having her around me eventhough it is coming to the end of February.Sigh.Sharmaine is also another one.She has been making jokes that would always make me laugh especially during NPCC.Sighh.Wish i could turn back time.Im talking crap here,arent i?
So yah,today..nothing special.It rain again today.Got my chemistry paper back.Didnt do well too.But i managed to pass.Guess thats a start.Had an E maths test after school.No confidence at all.Sighhh!Tomorrow is Friday.Last day of the week.I have NP tmr.I also have a test for my religious class which i have yet to study for.Sigh.I have to come tomorrow cause i wont be coming for next week religious class due to npcc camp.I dont know what to say anymore.Bye.
It has been two weeks.And im still not over it.But im okay.I couldnt cry anymore cause i happen to run out of tears.I really wish that i dont have to accept this fact.But eventually i have to.As days goes by,i move on but i was wondering why are you gone?Everything i do,it will remind me of you.I tried so hard not to be sad,but i cant.Im too weak to face this alone.I just said goodbye to someone last year and now i have to say another goodbye.I dont think i could survive another goodbye.I just dont have the strength to carry on without you.The support that you gave is too much that now i find it hard to stand up when you are gone.Sigh.I really miss you.How i wish i could listen to your voice again.....its impossible
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