this is real, this is me.

How I wish everything that had happened to me now was just a dream.But i keep pinching myself and eventually im awake.As a result,everything that had happened was for real.Sigh.People always say,"tomorrow will a better day if its not today."Well for me it is not.Instead,everyday is the worse for me.Sigh.I have been keeping everything to myself ever since __ left.I have no one to confide in or its just that im scared of telling others.I feel rather horrible inside.Every night i keep crying myself to sleep.In school,all the smiles and laughters around my friends were fake.When im alone,I started to be sad again.I dont like it this way.I seriously dont.I want to be like normal again whereby im always happy every now and then and the smiles and laughters were all real!I tried moving on and look ahead.But i cant.I really cant.Everything i do,everywhere i go will remind me of ___.Friends have been treating me differently nowadays.I just feel so lonely at times.I feel like going back to LA.Sigh.Im terribly upset over what had happened but nobody understand.I want you back.I really do.Sobs.

Life without you is different.It really is.=(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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Hazirah!
A girl whose life is filled with both joy and sorrow.Despite the ups and downs she had in her entire life,she knows that she will always have her bestfriends,cousins and family by her side forever.