this is real, this is me.

Im feeling rather vex now.Everything just dont turn out really good.It has been two days.But it keep changing and i dont know why.I felt like crying but i cant.I ran out of tears already.I seriously dont uderstand why must she be like that.She is like a totally different person.She keep forcing me to do something i do not want to do.In the end,i obeyed her because i do not want to upset her.But im not her dog.She raise her voice to me.That is so unlike of her to do that.I almost cried but i didnt cause i do not want others to see me.Why am i so scared of her?I cant find the answer eventually.Sighh.Sometimes i feel so angry at her but i couldnt express my anger towards her.It will just go away after a few minutes.Sigh.When I see her laughing out loud with her friend,i feel sad.I also dont know why.I thought that i could be happy but i cant.But im always happy when im with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Sigh.My life is seriously difficult to understand.But im still enduring to the pain i have been getting from some selfish and ignorant people who do not realised their mistake and blame others instead.Sigh.This people are getting on my last nerves but i was being patient and i do not want to search for trouble.Therefore,i forgive and forget.With me being gullible,nice and weak,this people are taking advantage of me!I hate that the most!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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Hazirah!
A girl whose life is filled with both joy and sorrow.Despite the ups and downs she had in her entire life,she knows that she will always have her bestfriends,cousins and family by her side forever.