Normally i would start with a hello.But today i actually started with a sigh.Maybe today,i really feel like sighing a lot.I dont know why.Im addled.A lot of things is on my mind right now.I cant think properly.Homework is clearly bugging me.I find physics a hassle right now because i don't know how to do the questions.I understand the formula and such but i cant seem to apply it on my work today.Perhaps i really am worn out.I didnt have enough sleep yesterday or the last few nights.Keep coming back home from school later than usual.Therefore,im lack of rest.Im relieved that im no longer sick or anything.If not,i will be absent from school and i cant afford to miss out any lessons.Im lagging behind.I must catch up if i want to sustain my grades.Sigh.With the things that is going on,im praying hard that i wont fall again like the past.I have nothing to say anymore.Im blogging out of boredom here.Sigh...
Maybe for a moment,i think that i could not carry on like this.I will make everybody worry about me.Dont you think so?Im gonna make myself happy no matter what it takes.I got to get this over with.Like seriously.Sometimes i hate feeling forlorn.But it cant be help.Its a natural feeling at times.Probably,a talk to a friend will help me.But who?Im not a person who like to let out everything to a person.Hmm,maybe it is really a complicated situation for me.But im going to be strong though.I wish my late grandad was here.I could let everything out to him.Sigh..
Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Amirah.I miss you bestfriend.Hope to meet you soon. In fact,im missing my primary school friends.The last time i actually be with them is last two years ago.Hoping that this year i could meet them.
Dont give up or you will be letting yourself down.With that,i end my post for today.Bye.
5:33 PM
