First of all,i apologised for the lack of updates.Like i mentioned in the latest post,this week was a hectic week for me because of the tests.Well,now all of the test is over now.Thank God.However,i dont gurantee i will pass for some of the papers but im just hoping for the best.Other than the tests,school for me is not so good.I dont know why but i just feel that things are not in place right now.Everything is just so different.That is how i feel eveytime im in school.But thank goodness,Syahidah and Sharmaine are always there to change how i feel about the day.I guess that is all for this week.Nothing interesting actually.I got my result slip yesterday.I dont know how to describe.My mummy say it was not bad.But to me it is.I could see such a difference in my performance.Sigh.Over what had happened a month ago,i should know why the drop in my result.Sigh.
Tomorrow is my school sport day.Im glad that sir say i do not need to do the duty at the very last minute.Im happy that i get to spend the day with Syahidah.Unlike last year,i had to spend the day,marshalling.On the other hand,Sharmaine had to run for cca 4x100m event.I pitied her.After the event,i will be having my annual parade training tomorrow.Another Sigh.After tomorrow,it will mark the end of term 1.Our 1 week break is here.However for me,i will busy for the whole week.Sigh.
For the one week break,we were given piles of homework to be completed.When I came back home from school just now,i did some.After awhile,i put it all away.Then i found that my room was seriously in a mess.Clothes to be pack on my bed.Books on my bed.Bags and luggage on the floor.USB ports all over my desk.Song sheets all over laptop.Therefore,i took the time to clean everything up.I was surprised that i managed to clean everything in an hour and a half.I fell asleep after that.I guess i was tired.Well now,im wide awake.A lot of things have yet to be done.Well i guess thats it for now.Bye.
To my bestfriend.
I do silly things cause i was frustrated about myself and about the things and people around me.Im sorry if you are worried.Im happy to know you are always there for me through ups and downs.You are the one who always entertain my lame jokes.Sometimes,i feel lonely without you around cause nobody treat me like the way you do.Thank you so much.Though i dont know my real decision,whatever it is,you will forever be my bestfriend who is really special.Ily bestfriend.
Its been one month.I still can't accept fact somehow.I feel hopeless without you.My life has change thoroughly.I miss all those times.I just..dont believe this.I tried to be strong but somehow i got no strength to do that.You were my strength but now...
I just wish this did not happened...imy.Sobs.
Labels: i need you in my life.
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