this is real, this is me.

Hello.

Darn,i got a fever.Sigh.

Okay.So today,woke up with aches all over my body and a sore throat.Was late for school.Had Mother Tongue for the first period.It started raining too.It was super cold in class during POA.Teacher never come for CME.Recess.Eat but didnt finish it.English was okay.I slept for a few minutes.Chemistry was next.Received our test papers back and i wasnt happy about it at all!A maths was okay too.After school,collect ezlink card and went to study with Syahidah.I did amaths again today.I managed to solve some questions but still i was rather stress for being able to solve some other questions.Went home at 4.Reach home.Took a shower.I actually wanted to just rest on the couch while watching tv but i fell asleep.Mummy woke me up.My head was spinning as soon as i woke up.I continue to rest as my headachce was geting worst.Mummy touched my forehead and tell me that i was having a fever.Sigh.So i dont have a choice but to eat my medicine.Sigh.Continued resting while reading my chemistry textbook eventhough i know nothing can go in my brain when im sick.Sigh.Watched american idol at starworld.And luckily Adam was not eliminated as he was in the bottom 3.Now my headache is better but my fever is still the same.Sighsigh!There is no school tomorrow.Therefore,will be studying with cousins tomorrow.I really hope that i will understand chemistry.Sigh.

Sick or not sick,i have to eat those medicines everyday to avoid it(gastrics and headaches) from happening.I have always been scared of eating pills since young.Eventhough i am still scared now,i dont have a choice but to still eat them.If not,i will be sick and i dont like being sick.SIGH!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:07 PM

Hello

Today was another sick day!But it was alright thanks to Syahidah and friends.Hehe.Moving on.Went to school with Syahidah.There was assembly today.Had temperature taking too.P.E was the first period.Played captain ball.I fell while trying to get the ball that was thrown by a friend.I also fell off from the chair while trying to catching the ball but didnt hurt myself.Heh.Recess.Physics was next.Received my test paper back but i wasnt too happy with my results.Sigh.English was okay although i was not feeling very well as my stomach was hurting.Malay period was okay but it was really really really cold to me.A maths was okay but i dont understand some of the parts.Teacher never come again for geography.Sigh.And all we have to do for that half an hour period was to copy down the answers.After school,studied Maths with Syahidah.Syahidah did E maths and I did A maths.I was so stressed up cause i cant do the logarithms questions.So i closed my book.Went home with Syahidah and friends.Had a shower before going to tuition.Had two hours of A maths and this two hours is long enough to give me a headache.I had to bear with the pain within that two hours.Its kinda of frustrating cause in a state of pain,i still need to think and think and think just to solve the questions.Had a light dinner after tuition.Took a rest.After this,im going to study and do POA.Hope that my headache wont get worst.Sighh.

Mid year is next week and i have yet to start on a real revision.Im panicking as the time is flying by so fast.Im worried about my both maths and my sciences.Uh!!Panic!Stress!Panic!Stress!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:39 PM

Hello

Short post for today.
Today,it is cold day due to the rain.School was normal.Went to school with Syahidah.No assembly due to the lightning alert.The day started out with three periods of A maths.Next was POA.Received our test papers.I was very happy with my marks.Heh.I thought that i would fail cause i could not balance the balance sheet.LOL.Okay,Social Studies was also okay i guess.Recess.Mother tongue and finally geography.Teacher did not come but we were given work to do.I did some of questions with Afifah and Wida.End of school.Waited for Syahidah.Thought of studying but we did not.But we will be studying again tomorrow.Yesterday,i also studied with Syahidah,WJ and Eizzy.We did learn something eventhough we laugh a lot.Okay so went home with Syahidah.Reach home.Take a shower.Eat dinner.My headache came back.Uh.Plus a stomachache.Sigh.I just studied physics just now.I really dont understand the topic about energy.Sigh.My another weakness is Chemistry.Uh.How to pass science like this?Uhhh.Okay,i got nothing else to say.Goodnight everybody.(=

When can i stop eating those medicines?
When can i not be sick?
Why cant i understand Sciences?
Why is time going so fast?

Oh noooo!Ahhh!Stress...=(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:24 PM

Hello.

It finally rain today.^^

Hmm,today was alright i guess.Except for that one part.Will elaborate on it later.I woke up early in the morning because i just couldnt sleep eventhough i slept late yesterday night.Showered and watch tv.Eat bread for breakfast.While eating,i watch Spongebob Squarepants and also a chinese show till 1pm.Went to Lot 1 after that.Saw Athirah.After buying all the stuffs i needed,i went to sweettalk to buy myself a drink.Now im addicted to peach red tea which was introduce by Farah Nadia last friday.Heh.Okay.Went home.Finished my maths revision but i did leave a lot of questions BLANK!Hehe.It wasnt meant to be handed up to teacher so i dont care much but i will try to complete ot before exams.Heh.Then i watched tv but fall asleep as the show was really boring.Daddy woke me up to ask me what i want for dinner.Haha.Yeah i was quite hungry at that time as i skipped my lunch.Heh.Showered and ate dinner.But this was the worst part.I vomitted out my dinner.Uhh.So i just rest on my bed while watching tv.Now im feeling better so i blogged.There is school tomorrow.Will be studying with Syahidah tmr.Yah okay.I have nothing else to say.Byebye.^^

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:57 PM

Hello.

That picture up there was taken last week if im not wrong.I didnt upload all of the photos cause i was lazy.There is too many.Haha.The top picture was taken by Sharmaine in class after we doodled on the whiteboard.Remember?The bottom one was taken by me at HTA during NPAP.Originally,the picture was really dark as it was 9pm at that time.I managed to edit it till it turn out to be like that.The second picture was also taken by me.I actually wanted to take a picture of Syazirah only but I didnt knew that i took a picture of Sharmaine too.As you can see,Sharmaine is not even looking at the camera.Haha.But it is nice.To me.Haha.

Okay enough about pictures.
Today,nothing interesting happened actually.It was quite a boring and warm day.I stayed at home watching tv,went online and also study a little bit.I stopped studying when my headache acted up again.Sigh.I wanted to go out but dont know where to go and perhaps i was lazy too.lol.Tomorrow i will be going out cause i want to buy new pens as all my pens ran out of ink.Uh.Also im going out to look for my nephew birthday present as his birthday is coming in one week time.Have to buy now cause im scared that i will be busy for the whole of next week due to the preparation of MYE.The thought of MYE just scares me.Will the time slows down?No?Okay.Im done.I havent do my homeworks.Panic?No.Still got tomorrow.Heh.Byebye.Goodnight.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:35 PM

Hello.

Today was not an amazing day,yet it was a sick and annoying day.But I am happy,well i think so.Went to school wih Syahidah.Assembly was a bore.I think i wasnt even listening to what my dm says as i was busy reading my religious book for the preparation of the exam.First period was Geography.The assembly took away one period of geography.Uh.Then it was recess.Followed by A maths.It was okay but my gastrics acted up again but it was not that painful cause i managed to forget about it while laughing with Wida.POA was next.Did a revision.I was amazed that i actually finished the worksheet.Usually,im lazy to do all this and will only wait for the answers.lol.Last two periods was again A maths.Then end of school.Go library with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Had supplementary at 2.It ended at 4.Went to Lot 1 with them.Went home after that.Reached home.Showered and continue to revise on my religious book.Had dinner and off i went to my religious class.Sat for the exam.The paper was okay.Not that difficult.I only leave out one blank which carry 2 marks.I hope i can pass.Class ended 20 minutes earlier.Waited with Wida and Hayyu for Nadya and Farah father to come and fetch them.While waiting,we keep on laughing.Went home with Hayyu and Wida.Now im home and im tired.My headache is torturing me again.I should be resting right now but my fingers are itching to blog.Tomorrow is Saturday and i dont have anything on tomorrow.So i finally can get my rest and also to study for Mid year.Okay.I guess i will stop here.

As i was walking slowly to my religious class,i saw a little boy,perhaps he is two or three years old boy.He was chasing a cat,and keep saying"meow,meow".He was certainly very cute.It reminded me of you.You love cats.Whenever we saw a cat under the void deck,you would pick it up and stroked gently on its fur.Every cat that you pick up seems to like you.Whenever i see how happy you were when you are with cats,it would bring a smile to my face.You are indeed a cat lover but the funny thing is that you scared of the black cats.You say black cats are mean.I would always laugh when you say that.I wish i could still see your smile and or even your expression when you are scared,sad,angry and many more.I miss you.=(

I have this confused feeling inside of me.I want to get rid of this feeling but i cant.This feeling makes me think about the negative things and i dont like.How i wish that im still a little girl.Therefore,i would have to face such problems.Its irritating,annoying and frustrating.I want to run away from everything but i know i shouldnt cause only cowards do that.I want to be able to face my problems and solve it but i dont have enough strength.It is because im too troubled with the things around me and also i am sick.I have no more energy.The person i used to depend on for advice and such is gone.I need that person badly.But there is nowhere i could find that person.Sighh...

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:17 PM

This is going to be a short post as i dont know what to say today and im blanked!(=

Mid year is coming!Mid year is coming!I have yet to study and revise my subjects especially sciences.Oh no.How am i going to cover everything in less than 10 days?Sigh.I dont know how am i going to stuff everything inside my head.I dont even know whether i can take it or not.Today,i have covered half of my religious book and i had a super headache after that.Pathetic sey.Even eating a medicine did not help.Ah..this is torture.I really hope that neither my headache nor my other sickness will act up during the examination period.That wont be nice seriously.I dont want to be sick.Guess what? Tomorrow i going to have hours and hours of Mathematics!No!Another headache will hit me again tomorrow.This is not good.Nowadays,alot of people are sick.Teachers too.My physics teacher didnt come today.How am i going to pass my sciences?You tell me?I need help man!Is anybody willing to me in sciences?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:00 PM

Hello

How do i describe today?I dont know.Okay,So went to school with Syahidah and meet Sharmaine at traffic light near school.Assembly was ermm okay?Principal was talking about the Earth,Ozone layer and such.First period was SS.Then maths.Recess.There was a surprise test for english.Summary only.I guess it was okay.Then we did some vocab exercise which was very easyy.Mother Tongue was next.Teacher never come.But we have to so the exercise given.Chemistry was also okay.Im glad that i began to understand the topic a bit.After school,waited till 2.30 with Syahidah.She got class.I wanted to wait but i got tuition.While waiting,my head was certainly spinning and my gastrics was acting up again.I find it useless to eat medicine every morning when it didnt help at all.I was frustrated cause it disturbed my concentration.I went home alone.Went to Lot 1 to buy food and drinks as daddy called to let me know that mummy is not cooking.So yah,i bought cheeseballs and peach ice blended.Eat it at home.Im alone again at home.What a loner.Showered and dragged my lazy feet to tuition.I swear my head was going to explode after the two hours of maths.Sigh.Yah now im doing nothing.I forgot to bring my homeworks home.So tomorrow im dead!Tomorrow also got Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension.Hmm.Friday will be having maths supplementary and also on the same day,i got my religious class exam at night and know what?I havent study at all.I havent even open the books.Whatsmore,i have to memorise the whole book.Die?Yup.Well,i pray that in this 2 days,i could remember all.Why couldnt it be open book test?Wouldnt it be easier for me?Sighh.Okay im done.Bye

While the song keep repeating over and over again,i was thinking about you and memories just flashed back.I wanted to cry but i told myself not to.I saw you again today.I was hallucinating again.But i wished you wont disappear too soon when i saw you.Sigh.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:51 PM

Weee,Hello.

Hehe.Hmm,it rain today!In the morning of course.But it was warm again in the afternoon.How i wished it would in the afternoon instead of morning tomorrow.Okay,today was another lame and great day.Morning,ate a slice of bread and not forgetting my medicine before leaving house for school.This was all done to avoid my gastrics from acting up again.Went to school with Syahidah and yay there is such word as lameness.Heh heh.I just knew about it.Okay ignore.There was no assembly as it was raining.I had english for the first period.Nothing much.P.E was fun but i don't know what im feeling inside.Its all mixed up.Okay ignore again.Next was POA.There was a test on final accounts.I was disappointed cause i cant balance the balance sheet.Uh.Next was physics.There was no point of me eating in the morning cause my gastrics still act up during physics class so i ate my bread secretly.Haha.Went recess with Sharmaine and Dina.I ate rice and my gastrics was still there.How annoying.Mother Tongue was also okay.Did some article reading.Had A maths after that.Like the lesson cause Mr Mazri was teaching us like as though we are little boys and girls.Really cute.Haha.After school,head to lot 1 with friends.Went home after that.Showered and then i watched tv.Life is boring at home.Haha.I fall asleep on the couch as i was watching tv.It was only for 20 minutes.I woke up when i was disturbed by the noise that was made by my little brother.Uhh.Ate dinner.Watch tv.Now i dont know what to do.Haha.Perhaps i should do my homework?Obviously Izza.Haha.Okay.Hmm,should i consider to put a tagboard on my blog?Hmmm.We'll see.Heh.

Daddy has asked me to do two favours for him.One,is to a biodata for little brother.I dont know for what but yah i have to explain what have he achieved and all that.The best thing,i will be getting a reward.Yessa!Haha.Two,is to plan mother's day celebration for my mummy and Daddy put me in charge.Nooo.I still have another thing to plan for and there is another one.With examinations just around the corner,i think my schedule will be tight.But nevermind,for the sake of family,i shall make time.Hahaha.Okay.Thats all.Byebye.(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:17 PM

HELLO!

It has been three days since i've last blogged.Hehe.Miss me?I know.Haha.Kidding.I have been busy,tired and perhaps lazy to blog.Friday was amazing especially after school whereby Syahidah,Sharmaine and I doodled on the whiteboard in my class.In about 10-15 minutes,we managed to cover the whole board with craps,nonsense and also lame stuffs.Then we took pictures.I have yet to upload the pictures to my laptop cause my dumb usb port is no where to be found and I put the blame on my siblings.Heh.Why?Cause they keep taking my stuffs and wont return or put at the same spot back.Instead they will leave it lying around and deny that they took it.Uh,brothers.Okay,Thats all for Friday.

Saturday was a big day for NPAP participants.It was the actual day.Like i said,i was the reserved right?But some of the participants didt turn up so i have to take their place.So in MFP2,There are 2 Zhenghua Flags.The actual parade was even more tiring than the usual ones cause after the one time rehearsal,we still have to march to and fro from our classrooms to the parade square with flags.At the same time,we have to shout the timings and such.I drank a lot of water on that day cause it was certainly a hot day.Although im tired,it was worth it.Our Sir and Ma'ams and also fellow secondary 2 cadets did turn up on that day.Sharmaine and I were definitely happy to see them.We took pictures with Sir and Ma'ams.Suddenly,Zahirah,hazimah and also Syazirah were very hyper.They started to chase us around,holding our flags.I find it weird but i think they were happy cause it marks the end of the NPAP trainings.We went home late,around nine.While waiting for the bus,Sharmaine and I and MFP2 chatted around with Sir Rahimi.We found out that this Sir can be horny and he like to act cute!Hha.Im certainly going to miss MFP2 and Sir Rahimi.Im also going to miss hanging and laughing around with my 3 secondary 2 girls.Also,im going to miss "bullying" Syazirah.Haha.Okay enough about Saturday.(IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS PARAGRAPH,Nevermind.Heh)

Today was a sick and a funny day too.Went to school with fellow friends.It was another warm morning today.SS was okay.So was chemistry.The new relief teacher was fun.Its funny if you noticed the way he talked.Haha.Had recess after that.Then 3 periods of E maths.Wahhh,headache.English was next.Nothing much.Lifeskills was okay.Did a discussion on the trip to the old folks home.Mr Mazri assigned me to be incharge of doing the souveniers.After school,had npcc.We had to take a video for the hong kong people.I think?Not many people turn up actually.To be specific,it was only 10 people!Haha.Its funny how we acted to be like secondary ones as in we dont know about such drills which we actually know.Went home.My gastrics acted up again today somewhere during english period.But i managed to forget about through laughters and smiles.Luckily,nobody realised that i was in pain.But it got worst when i want to go back home from school.Bus 307 was late today.Inside of me,i was like"where the hell is this bus man?".At that time,i was still enduring the pain.Despite the pain,i still managed to be lame with Syahidah through text messages.Haha.At night,i went to the doctor again to take my medicine for my gastrics.The doctor say it act up again cause it has been a long since i collected my medicine and actually ate it.Heh.Now,i have to rely on this medicine again.Sighhhh!I saw Farah too at the clinic as she went to take a blood test i think.Went home and now im blogging.I still havent done my homework.Im lazy to do it.I got POA test tomorrow.I have studied for it and i think im ready.Okay thats all for today.(=

As days goes by,im getting lamer and lamer.Is there such word as lamer?Hmm i wonder.Hehe.(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:24 PM

Hello.

School was great today.Went to school with Syahidah.Hehe.First period was mother tongue.Received letter about the trip to Indonesia,Jogyakarta?Spelling not sure.Haha.Next was POA.Confusion strikes me.I was like trying to catch up with my teacher.Haha.So was Wida.LOL.Okay then it was CME.It was a boring.Recess.English was okay.So was chemistry.Last but not least,i had A maths.There was a test.I only study a little bit cause i was too tired yesterday.The test was okay but i didnt do some questions.Heh.Went to take my science tests after school with Sharmaine and Dina.Both physics and chemistry were dfficult but chemistry is much easier than physics.Hehe.Went home with Syahidah and Wida.Wait for Afifah at Macdonalds.Reach home.Showered.Prepare my npcc uniform.Did homework.Dinner.Then i went to the doctor.The reason why i have to go to the doctor because i have to take a blood test to know what is my blood group.It is needed in the overseas trip form.I was mad that my health booklet did show any blood group.Ugh!I admit that from young,i am scared of needles.I mean injections.Haha.Till now,im still very scared okay.Haha.Well,i did shout just now nor did i cry.But i do whine a lot.Haha.Before i went to the clinic,i was like "mummy,im scared".I say that for dont know how may times.Hahaha.But im glad its over now.Will know the results before Sunday i think.Hopefully i will get it before monday cause i have to hand in the form by Monday.Okay thats all for now.Byebye.

Happy Birthday Putri Nasriyah!(=

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:12 PM

See that.Plankton,Patrick and Spongebob.I couldnt find a picture that consist the three of them.So i took two pictures and edit to become one.Heh Heh.The reason why i post this picture is because,today i had a super wonderful time with my bestfriends ,Syahidah and Sharmaine and i told you all before that Syahidah is Spongebob and Sharmaine is Plankton.So tada..that photo exist.Haha.

Okay hello people.

Today was really a great day.Better than others.I wish i could have this day to be everyday.Does that sounds right?Haha.If you understand,then okay lorr.If not,forget it okay?Haha.Okay.So yah today,met up with Syahidah.On the way to school and in school,we were talking craps as usual.Haha.If Sharmaine were to come early and join us,she will add on to our craps.Hehe.Had A maths for the first period.Surprisingly,there was a Mock Test!I didnt do well on it actually cause i forget some last year topics.So i shall not dwell on it.Heh.After that was POA.Nothing special.Social studies was next.Had a test.I screw up man!Eventhough i read up for 15 minutes before the test and remember everything,but during the test,i forgot everything.Then i just write anyhow.I was frustrated lah of course.Haha.Then had recess with Sharmaine and Dina.Went for mother tongue after that.Did some filing and newspapers article assignments.Geography was next but Mdm Zan didnt came so we did our own things.Good ehk?Haha.After school,talked with Syahidah and Sharmaine.We were worrying ourselves with possible outcomes that might or might not happened.Haha.I was supposed to have my combined science test today after school but it was postponed to Thursday.So went home with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Sharmaine had to go to CCK so she followed us.Heh.The others stayed back for CCA and some to study.In the LRT,the three of us laughed alot especially during that one part.Hahaha.We crapped alot.Head to Lot 1 to buy food.Then bid goodbyes to Syahidah and Sharmaine.Awwh.Haha.I was home alone till like 7 plus.Sad you know.Haha.Homeworks already completed.Tomorrow i got that annual parade.Sighh.Okay i think thats all for today.Heh.Bye(:

All my sorrow turns to joy because of them.They add colours to my dull life.What will ever happen to me without them.Thanks girls.Luv ya!^^

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:01 PM

Yay.Another one.Hehe.This one is when Spongebob and Patrick play a game called"Scissors,Paper and Stone".Normally,for us,human being we use hands right?But for sea creatures in Bikini Bottom,they used bubbles!Haha.Cool right?

Alright,hello.Lets begin on a proper post.

Woke at 9 today.Showered.Completed malay homework.Started on elearning.Well,it was okay except for english.I got 50%.I think i was lucky enough to pass it.Because i just anyhow pick the answers.Heh.I was lazy to read the passage.It looks complicated so i didnt bother to read.Haha.I got problem with mathematicsIts not only me who experienced it.Some of my friends.At first,i couldnt view the questions.So Weijun send it to me.Then i send it to others.After i learn the new topic on a powerpoint,i went to do the questions and the questions is there.I can see it.How frustrated i was.Haha.After completing every assignments online,chatted with Syahidah,Wida and Weijun.I had a major crap talk with Syahidah.It was funny actually.Haha.At 5,went to tuition.Luckily,today my tuition ended early.If not,i think my brain will explode.Haha.So went to eat dinner after that.Study for social studies and the sciences.Im scared that i couldnt remember a thing that i had studied.Oh no.Okay i got nothing else to say.Byebye.(=

syahidah sleepyhead:can lorhsyahidah can predict the future
syahidah sleepyh:HAHAHA NO LINK
hazirahazman:hahaha.Lame ehk syahidah.hahaha
syahidah sleepyhead:you teach me how to be lame mah
hazirahazman:haha.ehk?Wow.im a good teacher^^haha
syahidah sleepyhead:yeah.a good teacher on how to be lame
hazirahazman:yes exactly.I got a degree for that.haha

See,i got a degree for being lame.^^

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:32 PM

The picture says it all.Bored.Yes i am.I caught a cold this morning so all my plans for today was cancelled.I stayed at home lying restlessly on my bed.Didnt visit the doctor cause i already had my medicine for flu and cough.I finished studying for my sciences.I don't know whether all of it go into my head or not cause i keep sneezing and coughing till i lose my concentration.My head was spinning after my revision.I wanted to take a nap but my flu just didnt allow me to sleep.I could only sleep after i have taken my medicine.But i only sleep for half an hour cause my brothers was making a lot of noises while they were basketball in the house!It is really irritating.It rained again today and i was still shivering even under a thick quilt.By then,mummy found out that i have a fever.Ugh.But now,after a rest and the medicines,my temperature has subsided abit and im feeling a little bit better too.Tomorrow there is no school for me but i still have to do the assignments online.But i still have the whole day to rest and be better for school on tuesday.Okay i guess that is all for today.Byee.

Its been two months.Im missing you terribly.You appeared in my dreams yesterday.You said that God need you and that's why you couldnt stay.I understand that.But somehow I cried when i know that it was just a dream.But at the same time,I was happy cause i get to see your face and hear your voice.How i wish you would appear in my dreams every night.I miss you a lot.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:10 PM

Hmm..
Okay today,i guess i was feeling a lot better than yesterday.In the morning,i was cheered up by my two bestfriends,Syahidah and Dina.Thanks girls^^.Well for the rest of the day,i just stayed at home and kept myself busy with homeworks.I did revise a bit on my chemistry.I have yet to study for my physics and social studies.Im hoping that i could cover every topic by Monday.I heard from my friends that the combined science test was a difficult one compared to the other test before.I didnt do well for that test and im really hoping that i could do better for this test.Hmm,what else is there for me to say here?I guess there is nothing else.Okay then.Have a good rest readers.

To my bestest friend:
Read your blog and thanks for letting me know that you are here for me.Thanks for letting me know that i could confide in you anytime.I appreciate it so much.I am so glad to know that.Reading your post made my day better already.Luv you too.Thanks so much(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:52 PM

Sigh

I must say this year has been a very good year for me unlike last year.Too many unexpected things occuring now.I have just lost another of my love ones.Right now,im feeling very upset with my life.I don't know why this is all happening.I just feel like this is all happening too fast.It has only been two months since i have lost him and between that two months,i was trying to be strong and get over everything.But now,the same thing is happening again.Im down again.Sigh.When will this ever end?However,i still have my bestfriends and cousins whom i can always confide in.Now i know that death can happen anytime.It all lies in God's hand.We can't do anything.Sigh..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:56 PM

Hehe.Another picture of Spongebob Squarepants.I got nothing better to do.Heh.In this episode,Spongebob and Patrick learn a new word which is actually a bad word.But Patrick told Spongebob that it is a fancy word so they began to use the word over and over again.Then Mr Krabs caught them saying the words and told them that it was a bad word.They regretted saying that.But when they play a game called "Eel and Ladder",Spongebob was losing and he said that word.The picture above is when Patrick wanted to run to Krusty Krab and tell Mr Krabs about it but he ended up saying the bad word himself.So they both ran to tell Mr Krabs.They were both given a punishment to paint the Krusty Krab a new colour.But the three of them,Spongebob,Patrick and Mr Krab ended up painting Mr Krabs mummy house as the boys caught mr krabs saying all the bad words.Heh heh.

Hello.

This will be the proper post.Heh.Went to school with Syahidah.Had Mother Tongue for the first period.A maths was next.Learn a new topic which was much easier than the recent one.Haha.Physics was next.Learn about moments.Recess was next.Had recess with Syahidah.Hehe.POA was next Nothing much.Had geography test after test.I think i will not do well cause i didnt describe the points well as there is no time.CME was next.Nothing to say also.Left class 30 minutes earlier.Change into full uniform.Went to HTA.Had our test.I failed.It is expected actually.I was not good at aiming.Sharmaine and Jeichiel was the two girls who passed.Congratulations to those who pass.Tomorrow is a good friday.Therefore,there is no school.Monday will elearning day.Also no school.I will have a long break.I will make a good use out of it.Haha.I talk like real.Okay.I got nothing much to say anyway.Byebye.((:

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:15 PM

This is an episode when the sea creatures of bikine bottom celebrates Valentines Day.The picture above clearly describe that Patrick Star made a heart shape gift out of rocks for Spongebob.Sweet ehk?Haha.And Spongebob gave him a hot air balloon that is made of chocolate.Cute and sweet right?Haha.I came across this picture when i was looking for a perfect picture for my msn display picture.There ia alot more but i chose this one.Heh.If you want to know,Syahidah call me Patrick and I call her Spongebob and We call Sharmaine Plankton.Heh heh.

Alright back on the track.

Today was alright.Yesterday was not.Came to school with Syahidah.Met her in the LRT at South View.Social Studies was the first period.Nothing much to describe.A maths was next.Got back our level test result.For me,it was a disappointment.Recess.Didnt went down.Stayed in class.English was okay.Did summary.Mother was also okay.Revised on composition.Chemistry was ermm...i dont know.Haha.Leave class 15 minutes before the bell rang.Meet Sharmaine.Buy drinks and a burger.Went to HTA.Did our dry practice.It was okay eventhough my finger hurts now.Tomorrow is the live shoot.The test.Im scared.I seriously hope that i could pass my marksman.Hehe.Went home alone.Took a shower.Had my dinner.I was starving at that time as the burger was the only food i have eaten before my dinner.Haha.I should be studying my geography for a test tomorrow but instead im blogging here.Well actually i am studying and blogging.If i didnt do well tomorrow,it is so obvious why.Haha.I have no homework today.Well at least i think i dont have any homeworks.Heh.After this,i will be a good girl and study and also prepare my npcc uniform.Hehe.Okay readers,i will end here.Bye and goodnight readers.

Amit hiding his face.Haha.

Sharmaine MARLEHA.(:

WeiQi(:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:09 PM

Hello.

Somehow,today was not a great day for me despite the laughters i had in class with Wida.I was about to feel happy but my mood was ruined by something.Went to school with fellow friends.Sort of.I requested to meet Sharmaine at the traffic light cause i cant stand it any longer.Sorry Sharmaine if i bother you.The day start with two periods of Social Studies.I seriously don't understand why he have to shout.My ear hurts.After that,it was chemistry.Just went through some answers for our homeworks.Recess was next.Wida insisted that i go recess.So i did.Then,it was A maths.3 periods of it.I seriously hate the topic we are learning now.I just dont get it.English was okay.I have yet to do the summary.Assembly was after that.Went to Aunt house after school.Mama not home so i stayed at aunt house for awhile before i head to my tuition.Had a two hours of maths.Sigh.It seriously add in to my headache.Sigh.Went home.Ate my biscuits.Didnt eat a proper dinner cause i wasnt hungry or today just ruin my appetite.Now,im feeling sleepy and tired.But i couldnt rest until all my homeworks are done.Sigh.I have nothing else to talk about today anymore.Like i said,today was not a great day. Goodbye readers

I dont understand.I seriously don't.It is as though im alone in this world with no one around me.Some of them are busy with their personal lives and some just don't care to even talk.I can't take it anymore.I don't even know what to do anymore.Im blanked.Nobody can help me.I can't help myself too.
Ya Allah,kau berikan ku kekuatan untuk mengatasi semua ini.
Ya Allah,kau tunjukkan ku jalan yang betul.
Amin.

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:11 PM

Hello.

Today is surely a warm day despite the short rain.I drank a lot of different kind of drinks today.Plain water,Soya Bean,Milo,Blueberry,Peach tea.Haha.I ended up getting a stomachache.Hehe.Okay so back to the story.Today,i was awaken by a ringtone from my handphone.It was my alarm with was set at 5.20.I just couldnt opened my eyes.So i snooze my alarm till 5.40.Then i realised that i was already late.So quickly get up from my bed.After bathing and all that,i went to the kitchen to fix myself a drink.I was jealous to see that my brothers and parents were sleeping soundly.I should too!Haha.I didnt eat before i go cause i was already late.So took the lrt to BP.I could hardly open my eyes inside the train.Meet Sharmaine and the rest.Walked to Fajar Sec.Changed to full uniform.Made our way to HTA.Preview was okay.I was the reserved so i did nothing.Went home.I thought that i could have a good sleep when i reach home but to my surprise my little darling nephew and niece is at my house.So i didnt sleep after my shower cause i have to play with my little darlings.As soon as they are asleep,i took a nap too.But again i was awaken by Dinie's cries.She was having a nightmare.Sigh.Poor little girl.At night,went to granny house.Its been awhile since i visited granny.Sigh,she looked sick though.I miss her a lot.Went home after that.I want to sleep!Seriously.Haha.Okay readers,Goodbye.

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:59 PM

hello.

Today is a definitely a great day.Morning,trained to lrt station as usual.Saw Syahidah so went to school with her.Hehe.Okay so the day start off with a chemistry lesson with mr Ang.Do you know thati like chemistry more than physics?Yes i do but it is such a waste that i find it hard to understand what Mr Ang trying to say.Haha.Next was A maths.The topic that im learning now is like a foreign language to me.I simply dont get it at all.Then it was POA.I like this chapter so i had no problem with it.Recess was next.Last period was again A maths.Yes today we had 2 hours of E maths!Then Mr Mazri gave us like a surprise quiz.I didnt managed to complete all.This quiz,its a gurantee that i will fail.Haha.After school,went to have my lunch at KFC with Syahidah and Sharmaine.I had a super wonderful time with them despite being irritated by the noise and the unknown messenger.Went back to school for NPCC.Syahidah accompanied me and Sharmaine.Isnt she sweet?Haha.Too bad i forgotten to take pictures of her and Sharmaine or the three of us.If not,my post for today will not be just in words.Hehe.

NPCC for today,the Sec 3 are to facilitate the sec 1.Beside being irritated by someone ridiculous behaviour,i sure learn a lot of things and also had fun.I guess.Haha.Now my throat is painful due the commands and instructions that i shouted to the sec 1.I've gotten my civil defence badge too.Yay.I have NPDP training tomorrow.Have to wake up early in the morning.Sighh.And i dont know why i have yet to sleep.Haha.

Religious class was okay too.Learn new things.I accidentally dozed off for 2 minutes in class.Haha.I was really sleepy.I just cant open my eyes.Haha.Luckily,my teacher didnt catch me dozing off.Hehe.Went home with Wida.Called Sharmaine on the way home cause she called me when im in class.Talked about the monopoly competition.Yes,im participating in a monopoly competition for NPCC.Haha.My group is Amit,Farhan and Sharmaine.Yay!Okay.Thats all for today.Goodnight readers.

To Syahidah and Sharmaine,
Thanks for the great time during lunch today.I was really happy that we got to spend time together.If we had another chance(perhaps after npdp is over),we shall do it again alright?Thanks girls.Love!(=

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:35 PM

hello.(=

Today's day is quite okay.In the morning,trained to Lrt station.Saw Syahidah.Just like yesterday.Hehe.Got npcc meeting after the morning assembly.It is about tomorrow parade and marksman badge.Went for mother tongue.Did some filing and going through answers for our homework.POA was next.Learn about balance sheet.So far,i find it easy.For now it is easy,who knows later on?Haha.I even completed my homework in class.Therefore,i dont have any POA homework today.Hehe.CME was after that.Did some thing on resilience.Was given early recess.Thought of not going recess just now cause i was lazy and i dont feel like eating.But i pitied Weiqi cause it has been awhie since i went recess with her.So yah went recess.Just ate biscuits cause i was forced to by weiqi.Haha.After recess,was english.We did activities on vocabulary.Got homework for the weekends.Chemistry was next.Mr Ang got sort of like angry(i think) cause we never do our work.I also have homework for chemistry due tomorrow.Will do it later.A maths was last.Learn another new thing.This one was easier than the first theorem.Waited for Syahidah awhile.Went home.I realised that no matter how angry i am right,Syahidah still managed to make me laugh again.Power eh?Haha.Went to Lot One with friends.Went home after that.Tomorrow is Friday.Last day of the week.Time sure flies very fast,dont you think so?I have yet to prepare my Npcc uniform.Hehe.Tomorrow I will be having my lunch with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Its been awhile since we do that.Its because me and Sharmaine have to attend the NPDP training.Sharmaine made a bet with me to see who will eat more tomorrow.Haha.Somehow,i agreed to that bet.Haha.Okay,well i better get started on the stuffs that i have to do.Have a good night rest everybody.(=

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:10 PM

HeyHey..hello

Today is April Fool's day.The only person who pranked me is Marleha.That girl ah.Haha.Okay so today was a good,tiring and sick day.Syahidah and i talk about alot of things today and the nonsense one came from me.Hehe. Had to run 2.4km run for P.E.This run cause me to be sick.Instead of going recess,i went straight up to class and rest.This action cause me to have gastrics pain and feeling like vomitting.After recess was physics.I keep wanting to sleep.English was wide awake.Dont know why.Did some summary thingy.Mother tongue was next.Followed by A maths and the day ends off with geography.Me and friends stayed back to help our mother teachers to clean up our malay rooms.She gave us chocolates as a reward.Meet Syahidah at the malay room as she just finished her F&N class.So went home.Went to aunt house first becausemI got nothing to do and my parents are not at home.Went back home.Watch American Idol.Eat dinner.Now blogging and chatting with Syahidah.Guess what?Syahidah pranked me!Ugh.Haha.Nevermind.Its a fair play.I pranked her this morning and she pranked me back.We are even.Haha.I havent do my homework.Will do it later.I got nothing to say anymore.So bye.(:

Happy Birthday Daddy.(:

Im seriously worried about this and i dont know whether i should tell my parents about it.Perhaps not or she will get into trouble.Hope it will be better by tomorrow.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:40 PM