Hello.
Today was not an amazing day,yet it was a sick and annoying day.But I am happy,well i think so.Went to school wih Syahidah.Assembly was a bore.I think i wasnt even listening to what my dm says as i was busy reading my religious book for the preparation of the exam.First period was Geography.The assembly took away one period of geography.Uh.Then it was recess.Followed by A maths.It was okay but my gastrics acted up again but it was not that painful cause i managed to forget about it while laughing with Wida.POA was next.Did a revision.I was amazed that i actually finished the worksheet.Usually,im lazy to do all this and will only wait for the answers.lol.Last two periods was again A maths.Then end of school.Go library with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Had supplementary at 2.It ended at 4.Went to Lot 1 with them.Went home after that.Reached home.Showered and continue to revise on my religious book.Had dinner and off i went to my religious class.Sat for the exam.The paper was okay.Not that difficult.I only leave out one blank which carry 2 marks.I hope i can pass.Class ended 20 minutes earlier.Waited with Wida and Hayyu for Nadya and Farah father to come and fetch them.While waiting,we keep on laughing.Went home with Hayyu and Wida.Now im home and im tired.My headache is torturing me again.I should be resting right now but my fingers are itching to blog.Tomorrow is Saturday and i dont have anything on tomorrow.So i finally can get my rest and also to study for Mid year.Okay.I guess i will stop here.
As i was walking slowly to my religious class,i saw a little boy,perhaps he is two or three years old boy.He was chasing a cat,and keep saying"meow,meow".He was certainly very cute.It reminded me of you.You love cats.Whenever we saw a cat under the void deck,you would pick it up and stroked gently on its fur.Every cat that you pick up seems to like you.Whenever i see how happy you were when you are with cats,it would bring a smile to my face.You are indeed a cat lover but the funny thing is that you scared of the black cats.You say black cats are mean.I would always laugh when you say that.I wish i could still see your smile and or even your expression when you are scared,sad,angry and many more.I miss you.=(
I have this confused feeling inside of me.I want to get rid of this feeling but i cant.This feeling makes me think about the negative things and i dont like.How i wish that im still a little girl.Therefore,i would have to face such problems.Its irritating,annoying and frustrating.I want to run away from everything but i know i shouldnt cause only cowards do that.I want to be able to face my problems and solve it but i dont have enough strength.It is because im too troubled with the things around me and also i am sick.I have no more energy.The person i used to depend on for advice and such is gone.I need that person badly.But there is nowhere i could find that person.Sighh...
Labels: am i alone?It seems like it, sigh
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