No matter how strong a bubble is,one day,it still pop.So today,had POA paper 1 and 2.It was difficult at all.For paper 1,it was an hour paper.Managed to finish up in 30 minutes but i think i screwed up the general journal part.Had a break after that.Chat chat chat with Syahidah and Sharmaine.I think i was the crazier one.Hehe.Paper 2 was a two hour paper.It was okay.Managed to balance everything but i made a change on my workings but didnt make a change on my answers so i guess i lost some marks?Sigh.So far,POA was the most easiest among all papers that i have taken.Im still left with A maths and Combined Sciences which make me so stressed up just thinking about it.Sigh.
Head to Lot 1 alone to buy a mother's day present for Mummy.Went home and hid it beside my bed.It was silly of me to do that actually because i think mummy saw it even before i gave her.Took a shower and went to fetch my little nephew from my auntie house to send him back to his home.On the way,he saw a shop selling those bubbles thingy.So he asked me for one.Bought it for him.Sat at a playground nearby and play with the bubbles.I blew the bubbles while he went round and round to chase the bubbles.He tried blowing but couldnt.When he finally blow a small bubble on his own,he was very very very happy.And also,when everytime a bubble pop,he will be sad.He is definitely a cute little boy.At the end of the day,he ask me why do bubbles pop.Haha.I could only gave him a smile as im not a smart person and i couldnt answer his question.Hehe.Went home.Gave mummy the present.She looked surprised but who knows.Haha.Mums can act too.Haha.Brothers keep saying to Mummy that they were the ones who planned it all..bla bla bla..when actually they didnt even come out money to buy.Oh brothers.Haha.Head to religious class.It was super warm in class as the air conditioner could not work.Sigh.
Will be going out with family tomorrow to mothers day and also on sunday.On monday,there is no school but will be having a study group and also tuition.Exams is coming to an end.Holiday is coming.How time flies.Sighh
Your name is being mentioned a lot of times tonight during religious class.Your name meant something else too which is a happy occasion for all Muslim.It somehow reminded me of you whenever your name is mentioned.I know it is not a good thing but it couldnt be help.Sigh.In the blink of an eyes,its going to be two months soon since you are gone.Im okay now.At least that is what im trying to be.I don't know whether im acting or it is for real.Sometimes i can be happy,crazy and also lame but sometimed i can be very sad,distracted and such.Its all mixed up.Whatever it is,im still trying to find the real me.Without you,everything is different for me.Now,im thinking of giving up of something.Love ones do not encouraged me to quit.I don't know.Im confused.Sigh...wish you were here..sighhh
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