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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Afifah and me.
Frasia!AYG mascot

Hello.

These are the two photos from yesterday event which i finally manage to upload successfully.The other photos,hmm,still cant.Sigh.Okay,hmm,its been a few days since i last posted.Sorry about that.

Thursday:
Hmm, nothing much to elaborate on.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Was slightly late but it doesnt matter anyway.Lessons was great as most of the teachers did not attend for the lessons.Had recess with Syahidah.(: Had AYG meeting after school.Went home.Thats all i guess.

Friday:
Tiring day for me.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Had mother tongue for the first two periods.Followed by A maths.Im struggling in A maths now as i missed some of the lessons due to Ayg.Hope i can catch up soon.Next was POA.Im struggling too.This time,its worst as i dont even understand a single thing.Hope the make up class on next wednesday will help me.Had recess with Syahidah^^. Last two periods of the day is E maths.The day ended.Went to Lot 1 to buy lunch.The surroundings in lot 1 somehow reminded me of my bestfriend which makes me cry.Sigh.Okay lets not talk about it.Went home.Eat lunch and showered after that.Meet up with Afifah to go to the AYG appreciation night.Meet up with the rest at Kallang.Reached there.Collect tickets and our goodie bags.Inside the goodie bag got snacks,drinks and FRASIA!Yeahh,we get Frasia.Went in to the indoor stadium.While waiting for the concert to start,took pictures,munching on the snacks and playing with Frasia.The concert start off with some speeches and then there was a performance by Amni Musfirah.She sang the AYG theme song.Her voice is damn nice.Then,there was another performance by Stephanie Sun.Yeah Stephanie Sun.We get to watch her concert for free.She sang alot alot alot of songs.Chinese songs and one english song.I wonder when will she ever get tired.In the middle of Stephanie Sun concert,Hartono(?) sang too.He damn hot.Hah!We went home even before the concert was over.Around 10 plus.My head was already spinning at that time.Went home by MRT.I kinda slept while standing.Alighted at Yew Tee with Afifah.Walked home alone.It was dark but got some lights.The shadows of the tree really scares.But i just keep walking and look straight.I did not panicked or run.However,in my heart,i was like praying and praying and praying.I was really scared.I was relieved when i reached home.Everybody was already asleep.Of course,as it was already 12 midnight when i reach home.I took a shower and went straight to bed.I was feeling really really tired.I slept at 12.45am and woke up at 2 in the morning.Why?Cause i got gastrics pain.Why?Cause i never eat properly for dinner.So i had problems sleeping.I just drank water and went back to sleep.

Today:
I woke up late today.Yeah.I was really tired.I spend the rest of the day at home,doing my homework and watching tv.Yeah it was boring.And I still havent complete some of my homeworks.Im left with Mother tongue and English.Thats all i have to say.Goodnight readers.



We used to talk together.We used to eat together.We used to laugh together.We used to do all the fun stuffs together.Where did all of these happy times gone to?Where?I want these times back.I want to be able to talk to you again.I want to approach you but im scared.Im even scared to say hi to you.Its like the both of us are avoiding each other.I thought i knew you well but i guess i dont.Thats why i thought this will never happened but it did.I guess i should have expected the unexpected.Sigh.I dont wish to cry everytime i think of you.I dont wish to make our best friend worry about me too.You know how she cares about the both of us.We used to have our arguments last time.But it was settled cause the both of us dont wish to make our bestfriend worried about us.But now,i dont know why it isnt settled yet?Its been two weeks.Will this silence between us be a forever one?Cause i dont want it to happened.I wish to know what is in your mind now.I wish to know why you are acting this way.I wish to know all the answers to my questions.But the important thing is that i wish you will be back to normal and the three of us will be together again.Sigh.

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Hazirah!
A girl whose life is filled with both joy and sorrow.Despite the ups and downs she had in her entire life,she knows that she will always have her bestfriends,cousins and family by her side forever.

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