Hello.

Eventhough I am really tired and sleepy,I still insist on posting cause I don't want my blog to be dead.And also,today,I told Afifah not to use the computer/laptop when she at home now but I myself use the laptop.Hah hah.

Sunday:
Got AYG duty.Morning shift again.Daddy send me.Duty was boring cause I was alone as my partner did not came.Went around 2pm with Afifah.But we walked around the shopping centre for awhile.Went home by MRT.Something(s) funny happened along the way that we kept laughing and laughing all the way.Haha.Walked home.It started raining.I played in the rain.Hah hah.Big deal.

Monday:
AYG duty, morning shift.This time my partner came.It wasnt quiite boring.The guys entertained us.So did the IHL(s).We got so bored that we make roses out of tissue papers.And we showcased it on the table.People that walk by kept saying,"wow,nice roses." and "are you selling roses".LoL.Duty ended at two.Went home alone.Went for dinner at my cousin's house around 5.I was surprised that Atikah was there.But I didnt have the mood to be hyper with her.But thanks for cheering me up,Atikah.I kinda hurt myself while playing the guitar out of frustration.Sigh.

Tuesday:
Today.I didnt want to go to school cause i was feeling super super tired and i didnt have the mood too.School was..hmmph..i don't know what to say.P.E was the first period.I tried to play too but i got too tired after awhile so i just slacked.English,went to comp lab to practice oral.Recess,stayed in class.Something happened but I didnt want to write it down here.CME,i only attended for half of the period.Left the school.Took bus to the hotel.Fall asleep in the bus.Did duty at OPS room today.Something for a change.I hang around with Afifah during my break.Went home at 8pm.Took bus back home too.Finally,i reached home around 9.30pm.Showered and basically im here now.

I am so tired.I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but i have to cause for the first 4 periods,im having both maths and i don't want to miss anything.Actually,tomorrow,my recess is the same as Syahidah but its a pity she wont be coming tomorrow.Sigh.Nevermind,thursday and friday also same recess.But i hope she will be coming.Hope you back is okay,Syahidah.And got mother tongue too.Sigh.Things in school now is not going very well for me.Sigh.Tomorrow will the last day of AYG.Yeay?No.Hah hah.Okay Bye.



I miss my bestfriend whom i used to hang out,laugh,talk nonsense with.I really miss her.But its different now.We are avoiding each other and i don't like it.I want things to be like normal but i don't know how.I am really sorry if i have done anything wrong to you.I just want you to be like normal again.Then,the three of us will be like normal too.Eventhough i feel angry when i see you,but the truth is im not.I just miss you and want the old you back.Why must you changed?I miss you bestfriend and im sorry too.I really am :(

To my bestbestfriend(sya)
Im sorry that i couldnt tell you anything.I just dont want you to be worry about me.I dont want to be burden to you.I wanted to tell you just now but its like soo..difficult.It is as though something is stoppong me.So i chose to be quiet.I think me being quiet only make you worry even more.Im sorry. Thanks for being there for me everytime.I wish things could be back to normal.Just you,me and her.Sigh.I am very very sad when this happened.Sigh.Thanks again and im sorry.Ily.