Hello.
Today's day was quite tiring.I think the only reason to that is because im fasting and its quite a warm day.Anyway,today was not quite a good day eventhough it started quite well with some laughters with Syahidah and Wida but the day ended with hmm..sad(?)But whatever it is,im trying to forget about it.
Sunday:
Nothing much happen yesterday.Oh yah,I am so angry that another of my footwear was stolen again!Yeah,i was really angry.This is so not the first time.I was wondering out of so many footwears in this block,why mine?Uh.Luckily,it was not the sandals from WJ that was being stolen.Lesson learnt.From today onwards,i will put all my footwears inside the house.Be it new or old.I just don't want any of my stuffs to be stolen again.Uh.Enough about that.I also went to the library to borrow some books.I started reading the moment i reached home,forgetting all about the uncompleted homeworks.The malay novel was really sad.I cried cause it kinda reminded me of my own similar situation.After reading it halfway,i stopped and did my homeworks.Done and continued reading.So,i kinda spent the whole day reading.And yah,when i was walking to my room while reading,i kinda slip on my brother shirt and i fell down.There was no cuts or bruises.I was lucky.But i do experience some pains on my elbow.I didnt care about it as i thought that it will go away soon.
Monday:
Today.I woke up early today eventhough i could wake up later as school start late today.But I couldnt sleep at all yesterday.I keep waking up every one hour.When i woke up at 6,I wanted to shower but my head was too heavy so i decided to sleep in a little while longer.Mum woke me after 45 minutes.Showered and prepare to go to school.Met Wida,Afifah and Hayyu at the bus stop.Went to school with Syahidah.My elbow started hurting.The day started with POA.Learnt a new chapter eventhough i barely understand the previous chapter.Next was chemistry.Only one period.Recess.Stayed in class with wida and afifah.Did my physics.After recess was A maths.Learnt a new chapter,A maths trigo.So that means there will a test on the previous chapter,binomial theorem,which i barely understand too.I keep making mistakes and keep applying wrong formula to the wrong questions.Uh.The test will be on this friday and there will be another test on E maths trigo,next week.Sigh.Then it was CME.Slacked.Geography,almost fall asleep but tried to keep myself awake and pay attention.School ended and i went home with Syahidah.At home,while waiting for the time to pass,i finished reading my book and went to read my another book.Did my homework too.And finally,it was time to break fast.Mum cooked a delicious western meal.Yum yum.(: I went to the nearby shop to some things.While walking down the stairs,i was using my phone.I know i wasnt supposed to do that.So i kinda sprained my ankle.Hah!Its not that bad actually.I could still walk eventhough it is pain.Okay.Thats all i guess.Byebye.
I give up.Yes i gave up on you.I have no more strength to know whats going on already.I already heard what you have said.Somehow i couldnt believe it but its true.I thought about it and i come to a decision.I will forget about everything.I will stop asking myself silly questions.Instead,i will let the nature take its course.Whether or not things will be the same,i dont know.I will leave it all to Allah.All i wanr is to lead a proper and happy life.I dont want any of friends to worry about me anymore.I will be strong and face the outcomes.Insya'allah.
Ya Allah,Kau berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk menerusi hidup yang penuh dengan ujian ini.Amin.
Today's day was quite tiring.I think the only reason to that is because im fasting and its quite a warm day.Anyway,today was not quite a good day eventhough it started quite well with some laughters with Syahidah and Wida but the day ended with hmm..sad(?)But whatever it is,im trying to forget about it.
Sunday:
Nothing much happen yesterday.Oh yah,I am so angry that another of my footwear was stolen again!Yeah,i was really angry.This is so not the first time.I was wondering out of so many footwears in this block,why mine?Uh.Luckily,it was not the sandals from WJ that was being stolen.Lesson learnt.From today onwards,i will put all my footwears inside the house.Be it new or old.I just don't want any of my stuffs to be stolen again.Uh.Enough about that.I also went to the library to borrow some books.I started reading the moment i reached home,forgetting all about the uncompleted homeworks.The malay novel was really sad.I cried cause it kinda reminded me of my own similar situation.After reading it halfway,i stopped and did my homeworks.Done and continued reading.So,i kinda spent the whole day reading.And yah,when i was walking to my room while reading,i kinda slip on my brother shirt and i fell down.There was no cuts or bruises.I was lucky.But i do experience some pains on my elbow.I didnt care about it as i thought that it will go away soon.
Monday:
Today.I woke up early today eventhough i could wake up later as school start late today.But I couldnt sleep at all yesterday.I keep waking up every one hour.When i woke up at 6,I wanted to shower but my head was too heavy so i decided to sleep in a little while longer.Mum woke me after 45 minutes.Showered and prepare to go to school.Met Wida,Afifah and Hayyu at the bus stop.Went to school with Syahidah.My elbow started hurting.The day started with POA.Learnt a new chapter eventhough i barely understand the previous chapter.Next was chemistry.Only one period.Recess.Stayed in class with wida and afifah.Did my physics.After recess was A maths.Learnt a new chapter,A maths trigo.So that means there will a test on the previous chapter,binomial theorem,which i barely understand too.I keep making mistakes and keep applying wrong formula to the wrong questions.Uh.The test will be on this friday and there will be another test on E maths trigo,next week.Sigh.Then it was CME.Slacked.Geography,almost fall asleep but tried to keep myself awake and pay attention.School ended and i went home with Syahidah.At home,while waiting for the time to pass,i finished reading my book and went to read my another book.Did my homework too.And finally,it was time to break fast.Mum cooked a delicious western meal.Yum yum.(: I went to the nearby shop to some things.While walking down the stairs,i was using my phone.I know i wasnt supposed to do that.So i kinda sprained my ankle.Hah!Its not that bad actually.I could still walk eventhough it is pain.Okay.Thats all i guess.Byebye.
I give up.Yes i gave up on you.I have no more strength to know whats going on already.I already heard what you have said.Somehow i couldnt believe it but its true.I thought about it and i come to a decision.I will forget about everything.I will stop asking myself silly questions.Instead,i will let the nature take its course.Whether or not things will be the same,i dont know.I will leave it all to Allah.All i wanr is to lead a proper and happy life.I dont want any of friends to worry about me anymore.I will be strong and face the outcomes.Insya'allah.
Ya Allah,Kau berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk menerusi hidup yang penuh dengan ujian ini.Amin.
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